a/n: oh heeeey thx 4 teh reveiw! i gota update more often but here's chap 3 and 4 will be up soon! mayb more, idk but whatevs

3. soaring to astronomical heights

I really never liked Biology or science in general but I showed up unlike some of my more stonier friends. It was time to pick partners and I had an empty seat. Eric was already partners with someone and Mike and Angela were together on this. They sat behind me.

"Sorry but I cant just leave Nick hanging" Eric said dejectedly. I shrugged it off. "I think the guy who sat here lest semester got transferred, so your gonna have to pick from the new stock." He felt bad though.

Eric was cute, maybe hot, but edfinitely cute, especially when he apologised. "Awwww! Dont be so hung up over it, okay?"

Very soon the class was filing up and it seems only one guy had gotten moved to another class. That guy wouldve been my partner.

"Oh I just remembred Willa!" Angela pressed. "The guy who got transferred was Edward Masen-" she giggled. "The hot asshole. He spent the whole semester alone you know. Although he might just be late, as he was alot."

"Gee, that's awful," I said empitly. There wasn't really anything I could say but droll over him. I was glad of that-I wouldn't be hot and bothered every biology class, at least. But if it was that Jasper... I don't think I would've been able to function.

But when the bell rang with no partner in sight, I felt a little sad. One-I would have no partner and two-I missed out on a hot guy.

Mr. Mason walked in after having gotten a drink. He was no catch-balding and fat and wearing horrid suspendors with a microscope patterned tie-but he had the eye. I didn't need his eye. I had so many already-being a new student and all. So many people alone today just asked me "You must be Willa!" or some completely wrong version of my name like: "I heard there's a new girl named William or something horrible-that you blondie?"

Mr Mason spoke about a missing person. "Class, there's one more person-a new addition his semester-does anyone know this um, Gasper?"

Mike kicked my seat from behind. "Say what?" he yeeled.

"Oh, sorry," bumlbing Mr. Mason apologised. "Hale," he said and my heart leapt into my thorat where I could here it bumping against my temples. "Jasper Hale."

"He's a twin" I asked Mike, who nodded. Twins were hot, but at least I wouldn't mix them up. I was excited-if he appeared he would be my partenr and-

He wasn't here. Something that both saddened me and relieved me. I said I wouldn't be functional around him-in a near vegetative state-thank god he wasn't here looking at me-smelling me...

"Hale," Mr. Mason called out again. "Hale, is there a Hale here?" The class had said no multiple times but MIke liked to be a dick and kept saying yes.

"He'll be hear soon, Mr. Mason." Mike snickered with his feet claiwing my chair. Bastard, I was about to get up and smack in with the chair but then-

A hush swelled oer the class as the door creaked open to reveal a man so fucking hot he made me quake down to my Docs. Mr Mason turned around astoundedly.

"Ah, you must be Mr. Hale," he blubbered. "Jasper, take a seat-next to that girl, um-" he was embarassed to have forgotten my name, even though he didn't even know it yet! Mike, Eric, and Angela giggled. Jasper's painful face soured even more, twisting and writhing. It puzzeled me so.

"Oh, she's new here!" Eirc yelled. "She's Willa Reed!" Mr. Mason introduced himself even though I knew from my new friends who he was. He welcomed me. My eyes were on Jasper though and I think Mr. Mason saw it. I didn't really care who saw-except Jasper.

Jaspr Hale I said in my mind. I was ready to rwelcoome him with open arms as he reluctantly made hisway to my table. Our table, it would be.

But I spoke too soon.

He moved the chair to the edge of the table and sat on it, scrunched up in his misery. Angela had shit on everyone-he's always been an emo hunk-and misery attracts company.

I hardly listened to Mr. Mason's flubbering, too hot and bothered by Jaspers persence next to me. His illuminating sexy body made mine scream to be with him, and I was tingling. The expression on his face was a mix of lusting and extreme hate. His hands were clenched tight and when he looked at me, there was a grimace twisting his features.

This was not unusual, Angela mentioned. Jasper was the most emoest kid she'd ever met-solemn and tough and hard. But that grimace hid one thing-his anger. It slipped out in a second-lasting frown between his convulsing face, but it was there and it was directed at me.

Our eyes met for the last time-class would be ending soon, kids were wrapping up and packing all in front of me. I stared into his eyes deeply and saw only one thing.

Naked and pale emotion-a raw fury burning with the fire of a thousand wayward galaxies-grunting in my face-anger and despair mixed in an angsty undertow and sad. It was like an orgasm of sadness shuddered within him as the bell rang. Then he was gone , walking out depressedly.

It was like knives stabbing into my arm and bleeding me out to see him like that-twisted hotness that made my legs shake.

xoxoxoxoxo-

School was mostly ended and I had two more things before I could leave-one, go to the Dean's and give them my slip, which I just finished doing; and two-head by the Counselor's office for something.

Mike was an eager dog and he showed me the way. I gave him a smile and hoped it wasnt too flirty-he was probably jealous over Jasper. Mike was so eager (though he looked at Jessica so lapiddly) he opened the door. I thanked him.

The smile on Mike's youth face fell off when he saw Jasper standing front of the receptionsit's desk. he was speaking, and for the first time I actually heard his voice-

"-you what? No spaces available?" His voice rang sadly in my ears. I wonder what he recoptionsist was speaking now.

"I'm sorry Mr. Hale, theres not a single opening spot in any Biology classes for period 6 right now."

My ears perk. THat was the only class Jasper and I shared and he wants to move it! Mike was standing with next to me amusedly.

"I believe there was a mistake." Jasper said everything so pointedly and flatly carrying sadness. I looked onward and he must of sensed me behind him since he dropped it. "Forget it" he sighed depressively. He was leaving and whe nhe turned around and saw me his black coals burned in disgust.

I was moving but he bumped into me and said the most awful thing. "Please," he said camly which quickly faded;, "Out. of. my. way." there was an unspoken sence of urgency to the wrods.

He didn't raise his voice but there was a croaking ege to it-his face twisted into a depressive little grimace of utter loatheing. He growled even. I felt my face freeze-about to crack into pieces. The receoptionist called me up

I was ready to break. Mad and sad-both of them where within me-two halves of a broken whole. They had one letter difference-so the same, so difference. It was like me and Jasper.

I prmosied myself I woudln't cry over this guy-but he made me wish I was a virgin still. My thoughts raced sadly, pumping against my chest dementedly. I walked out on Mike without a word-no one was going to catch the pieces. A mix of madness and sadness tightened my throat and gagged me.

Angela caught up with me after school-in the lot. Mike told her what happened and she explained. "I'm sorry. we didn't know he would be so... emo today."

I don't need him. "He's a fucking shit." Snow crunched under my feet. I was about to pile into my '64 impala but she stopped me.

"Those Cullens are truble." she said trying to comfert me. I felt slightly better but it would hurt tomorrow.

"Thanks"