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Previously:
"My last question, why am I here?" I said.
"Because…you're in coma." He said. But then in people we have something in common.
"Fate was never gentle to us"
That's the one thing I have in common with this guy. Fate does hate us for playing with us knowing that we will lose... I hated it.
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REEL or real?
By: chello-chan
Chapter 4
Accident?
Natsume~
This IS the VERY first time I've ever got a chance to see her in her room, I got recovered quickly. Miracle isn't it? That was always my polka dots say to me. I healed up quick. But why can't she heal up fast like me?
I sited beside her bed look intently at her sleeping figure. She's still beautiful. But I took long enough before I could see her. If it's not because of my mother those bodyguards had killed me. I'm sure of it. Her bodyguard really are protective..
"I'm sorry for blaming you in this Natsume." A voice behind me said and I'm sure who is it but I just kept my stare to Mikan and answered him.
"I know that you really love her, but you don't even know how much I love her. That I would sacrifice anything to wake her up there. I love her much that I would sacrifice everything just to be with her." I said still gazing at Mikan. It's true I would really sacrifice anything to see her smile again even my life. That how I loved her.
"I Know, that's why I really think that my daughter really deserved a guy like you, but also you can't blame me from blaming you. That would really the reaction of a father if he knows that her only daughter was in trouble." he said.
"You really should let your daughter see that, she knew that you never like nor love her." I said it was really true he never show it to her daughter. It was true that he has given everything to her. But Mikan wanted his love. I was sure of it.
"BUT then rich people have a weird way showing someone that you really love her or him. Doesn't it Natsume-kun?" he said weird way huh. Weird ways of showing someone you love her or him. Maybe that message was really meant for me. I'd never told her I like her in public place but it was always I' m saying that she was perfect. I'd never said in front of her that I love her. But I know deep inside me I know that I love her from the very first day I realized she was different from other girls who flirt they're selves.
"Maybe your right. People do have strange and weird way of showing they're feelings. And I admit that I'm one of them. But those weird ways you're saying are better than those weird ways of yours" I said.
" I never really wanted to express it to her in weird ways but then I just can't get enough making her my perfect daughter. But then I know that you deserved her the way she deserved you. And I'm sorry again for blaming you. I'm going to take my leave now. And please take care of her." He said as he went outside the door. I turned my gaze to the door and uttered
"Thank You." I know it was weird of me saying it but no one heard it right?
But Little Natsume did not know that the father of Mikan was still on Mikan's heard what Natsume said and he also uttered back which Natsume didn't heard.
"Your welcome dear, I know that you deserved her more than other people do." He said and totally left the hospital or should I say the over expensive hospital that only for rich people can afford?
Back to the topic.
"I wish she would wake up again I promise if she ever wake up I promise that I would tell her I love her no matter what I lose I don't care anymore. I do anything just for her." I said as I touch her hands. To soft and to pale. But it was more way better if I ever get a chance to hold her hands more warm and alive. But then she's still alive doesn't it? She's just sleeping yeah, sleeping.
Mikan~
i never knew that I will meet a kind of boy like him so gentle yet so warm.
"Hey. Do you want to fly?" he asked
"HMm, can we do that?" I asked really unbelievable. Yeah I know that in real world we can't do something like that but then again he said that this is not the real world, it is the dreamland. The world that you can do anything you wish.
"Of course we can do that. I'd told you can do any thing you wanted as long as you're here" he said as he smiles
"But How?" I merely said.
"Just think that you can. And everything will goes on your way" he said. I think of my self letting it fly. Then as I open myself, I start blinking. Am I really seeing a white rabbit cloud?
"See, I told you, you can do anything as long as you're here." He said I immediately jerked my head toward him. AS I saw him lying on one cloud and I remember something.
"HEY! If you can't tell me your real name can't you at least tell me a reel name?" I said to him
"Well, if you think of me as you prince even though I am not. Why not call me prince?" he said as he closes his eyes.
"You know you really look Familiar. You just like the person close to me. My best friend. His name is Natsume Hyuuga. I really miss him. Our cold little bickering. And I really wonder--- but then he cut me off as he asked me this
"Did you say Natsume Hyuuga?" he asked as he lift up his head and face me.
"Of course I did say Natsume Hyuuga. Why?" I said really interested by his serious look. Does he know him maybe I can find what his real name is.
"How is he? How is his family?" He asked. I am even fascinated by myself. So he really does know my best friend but why did Natsume never told me about this Issue.
'Yeah they're just fine. And his mother really cooks the best. When I visited they're house she cooks food. And I can barely sop myself from eating. While Natsume? He is a fashion designer, well not dresses but tuxedos. I asked him to do me the tuxedo's design for my corporation and he said yes and the public really likes his designs, While his father. Well his out of country again." I said.
"Well they never really changes do they? I know when Natsume was young I really know that he has a talent on designing." He said he knew my best friend but why did he never told me about him. Maybe he told me but just uses his real name.
"You know them. How come?" I said starting to fell a little dizzy.
"Well I have a close relationship with them. ---------MIKAN!" He said as he hurried down to catch me, I noticed I lost my concentration and I had fallen from the sky.
Natsume~
I never knew this day would come. I never knew that she will be at the center of death but I never wanted to lose her in fact
"I wanted to stay with her …… Forever." As I said those words I heard from the machine
TINT-TINT-TINT-TINT-TINT-TINT-TINT-TINT-TINT-TINT-TINT-TINT-
(Well I don't know the sound of that machine, just imagined okay?)
I was going to lose her. I can't I just can't, I needed her.
Then I shouted.
"Doctor! Come here" I Shouted as the doctor came and helps Mikan out. With that pumping process.
But then I know fate was sometimes on our side. Helping us. And getting rid of our problems. But now, I'm too contented knowing that she's safe…
Yeah she's safe thanks to the doctor? No! I thank the fate. Because it always knows when to make someone contented right I am now.
Mikan~
When I reach the bottom pit of the ground I felt a long grip on my body. I look at his eyes. I just notice that it was ocean blue eyes. He catches me when I'm fell from the sky. But will she catch me if I ever fell in love with him?
"Are you alright?" he asked
But then even if he didn't catch me I know that he will always there to help me.
"Yeah I'm alright. Thanks. I lost my balance." I said as he let go of me placing me on the ground gently
"Welcome, you know, I am saying sorry right now. Because I know that I can't catch you when that time comes, but then I will always be here to help you." He said. Well I guess he read my mind again.
"Its OKAY, I know that you really love that girl even if she did leave you." I said
"Yeah, I know that I will not regret loving her." he said then I saw I shadow behind her a girl with a hair length shoulder a violet eyes. Then she disappeared.
"Could you tell me about her?" I said
"Well she has black hair length shoulder and violet eyes---
"I think I just saw her." I said cutting him, he look at me. Stared at my eyes as if trying to recognize if I was telling the truth. Then he looks away. And look behind him.
"I guess she's back." He said.
"Well maybe she's back for you." I said as I smile at him.
"No, NOT FOR ME." He said as he looks at my eyes. As if I have a filling regretting what his going to say next.
"Then who?" I asked.
"She's back for you." He said. For me but why? Why is she back for me?
"But why?" I said voicing out what's in my mind.
"I don't know, Maybe she's back to do the same thing to you as she did to me?" he said
"Same thing?" I repeated
"To make you stay here then leaves you again" he said
I don't want to stay here; I don't want yet to die. I still have a life in the real world. I still have a person who loves me who care so much to me.
My FATHER…..NATSUME. People who cares and…… loves me, I will never let that girl defeat me. I want to wake up already from this mysterious dream.
"Sure you really love him" he said as he looks at me and smile. Why can't that smile just fade away? It's to….ugh.
"Who?" I asked
"Understand for yourself. But I will never let that girl let you stay here. You have your life. And you have Natsume, the guy you said to be your best friend" he said as he laughed
"Ugh. Really Natsume is just my best friend, why do you keep insisting that his something more important to me?" I said slightly irritated from that fact.
"BECAUSE HE IS." He said
"Who are you anyway? Who are you in my life and the life of Natsume?" I said.
Maybe giving a clue can never hurt doesn't it?
I think I heard something, I'm sure where did it come from? I look around and saw nothing then I turned my head to prince
"I'm Natsume's brother"
End chapter
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Maybe you're wondering why I did call this accident right.
Maybe you have guesses? If you're right then congrats. But the real answer is.
I never intended to call this an accident but are you wondering when sometimes bad happen. We thought of it an accident. But that's our own faults.
There are no accidents.
It was just fate.
The fate that we love at the same time we hate it.
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"There are no accidents, if something bad happens then it has a purpose, fate will never do a thing without a purpose."
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Tuned in on the next chapter along the whole story.
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Lovelots,
Chello-chan
