Hi! i forgot to write a welcome message and disclaimer last time. So here we go. First of all i wanna thank all of my wonderfull reviewers.This chapter isdedicated to Future Mrs.E.Cullen for giving me a virtual cookie for reviewing her story! Hopefully you read this! Anyways i wasnt cast in the school play so although im sad that means more writing time! Anyways, this isa teeny tiny chapter but important. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: i dont own twilight...but i really really really want Edward
The wind whipped my face, stinging my cheeks. I welcomed the pain. Any distraction to this hole that was eating me from the inside out. The hole that was taking over my entire body. I couldn't complete a coherent thought, much less speak. I no longer felt human. Just a shell. It wasn't just that I was broken, I was gone. The pain had pushed me away until I was lost within myself. Lost until I disappeared. It began to rain. I stretched my arms out, letting the water soak through my clothes and drench my hair. I tilted my head back. The water felt so good on my neck. It was cool and calming. But I couldn't dwell on the coolness. For every time I thought of something cool, it would trigger memories. Memories of the one happy time in my life. Cool hands, warm heart. But I couldn't dwell on that. For if I thought of him, I would never be able to fulfill my purpose of coming here, to the precipice of the cliff. Tears dripped down my cheek. I was surprised that I could still feel such emotion. But this was why I was here. I wanted it all to end. To end now. But I needed to do one thing I left this world forever. I pulled out a simple gold pocket watch from my pocket, and traced to two C's on the back. And I whispered "I'm sorry." I lifted up onto the balls of my feet, spread my arms out wide, flung my hair back…and jumped.