I do not own Twilight or its Characters. I also do not own the song below ("Untitled"). I did not write it. Simple Plan wrote it and owns it.
Chapter 7
BPOV
December 18th
Dear Diary,
I still have to go shopping for a Christmas present for Charlie. I promised him I would stay over Christmas Eve and Christmas Day.
I sold one of the two tickets from my birthday. I only need one. I will use it next time I visit Renee. She knows that I don't talk and she understands why but she still hates me being so quiet.
I finished another song again. It's about when…He…left me in the forest and ………how I got…lost and sick. I was so devastated and hurt (physically and emotionally).He left me alone, scared and unloved…So I just wrote a song. To bad it will never be played…or sung.
Untitled
"I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?"
Sincerely,
With the love that will never be returned,
Bella Marie Swan
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