I do no own Twilight or it's characters
I do no own Twilight or it's characters
Chapter 11
BPOV
February 14th
I was in the middle of the forest with my guitar on my back. I knew where I was. I would be there soon. Just a couple more minutes. I know that…our meadow… will bring back a lot of memory's but I will have to face sooner or later. I'm not trying to get over him, I'm just trying to forget him…
Who was a kidding? I could never forget him. There's no way. He was my love, my life, practically my guardian angel. I loved him. I always will, I will never forget him.
I still love you Edward Cullen. Even if you don't love me anymore.
I was approaching the opening where the meadow started.
I walked through the trees and the bushes that had grown over the opening since no one has been here in a while.
I walked in. It was just as beautiful as I remember. I could hear the nearby stream and the birds chirping. There were so many flowers. Everywhere you looked there was either flowers or a tree or bush. Beautiful.
I sat down in the middle of the meadow. The sun shining down on me. I pulled the guitar into my lap.
And started to sing.
Gotta Find You
"Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far
You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Oh yeah
Yeah yeah
You're the remedy I'm searching hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your eyes
When I find you I'll be alright
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far
You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spending all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I want to be
Oh next to you... and you next to me
Oh I need to find you... yeah
You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Yeah, yeah... I gotta find you"
I didn't realize I was crying. I put a lot of emotion into that song. After not speaking for over 5 months, Im suprised I could sing. It felt so good to sing. But thats all I will do. I will only sing my songs. That song made me realize that as much as I miss him, and love him…he will never come back... because he doesn't love me...he never did.
I sat there crying my heart out when I heard a rustle in the bushes.
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