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Chapter 16

I ran toward the cemetery. When I got there, I slowly walked over to where they were buried.

Renee Garner ~ 1969-2042 ~ Loving Mother, Wife, And Friends to many. May she Rest In Peace

Charlie Swan ~ 1969-2040 ~ Loving Father, And A Good Friend To Many. May He Rest In Peace.

Phil Garner ~ 1973-2056 ~ Husband, Stepfather, Brother and Friend. He Will Be Missed. Rest In Peace.

And finally…

Isabella "Bella" Marie Swan ~ 1989-2008 ~ Wonderful Daughter, Loyal Friend to Many, And A Strong Girl. She Will Be Missed By Many And May Her Unfound Body And Soul Rest In Peace In Heaven Where It Belongs. We All Love And Miss You Bella! R.I.P

Dead. I was pronounced dead Valentines Day 2008. I went missing Valentines Day 2007.

Since Charlie was the Chief at the Police Station, I was on the news for 7 months. I remember watching myself on the TV. I started out as the head story and kept getting mentioned every News Cast. I was a missing child. They knew I wouldn't have run away or I would have left a note, or taken my truck and all my money and clothes, but I didn't. My parents never gave up. Then, in 2008, they finally stopped. They knew their chances of finding me were slim to none. And an exact year later, I was pronounced dead and a coffin with some of my things were buried. 9 feet into the ground.

I was down on my knees dry sobbing and touching my family's tomb stone. I grabbed some wild flowers along the way on my run, and place one on each tombstone.

I remember, the day they buried me, Valentines Day, Dylan was out getting Rae a pre4sent and before he went to buy his gift, he want for a quick hunt. He came back telling me that half the stores in Forks were closed. He got Rae her present from the remaining open stores then cam back. And on his way back, he caught a glimpse of a cemetery.

He said they were having my burial and practically the whole town of Forks was their.

All my classmates crying. Angela, Jessica, and even Lauren. Heck even the guys were crying. The teachers were there, all of Charlie's co-workers. Billy and Jacob and everyone from the reservation that knew me were there as well.

I felt horrible for putting all of them through the misery and pain I did by leaving but it's not lick I could just stand up and walk over to them and say " Hi! Oh my gosh, how are you? Ya, I've missed you so much." I wanted to but I can't! They're dead.

I stood up and walked away. I walked around the whole cemetery.

Mike Newton

Jessica Stanley

Angela Weber

I saw all of my friends graves.

Sometimes I wish I could take it all back. Everything. I love my family now. I really do. I would do anything for them. But, sometimes I wish I could have just taken it all back. Before everything happened. Then I could have lived my life back in Jacksonville, visited my father in the summers, live my life, have kids, grow old, have grandkids, have a normal life. Only sometimes I wish it, but looking at all the graves of my friends and family makes it one of those times.

I made the sign of the cross as I left. I was beginning to sob again. My eyes were full of moisture. Stupid venom. Do you think if I sobbed long enough I would tear out venom?

Tada! 16th Chapter. Anyway…Should I actually make that happen? Like if she kept crying often, she would cry out venom? Hmmmmmm….I could do a lot with that.

Anyway, review and tell me what you think. And actually answer the question. Should I make them be able to cry?

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