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Chapter 17

I was running when I heard a familiar sound. It sounded like… No, it can't be that. I must be losing my mind. I was gone long enough that it was already dark. Time fly's when you're running for hours and hours for no reason. Actually, it was so late, and I was out, clearing my mind for so long that it was actually only a few hours until school started It was coming from the direction of the house. It sounded exactly like…No. Never mind. It stopped and I continued running. I got to the house and walked in the back door to see Rae and Dylan making out on the couch. I tried to sneak past them but Rae suddenly looked up.

" Izzy! Oh my gosh! Where were you we were so worried?" She ran up to me to hug me tightly. " Oh my gosh! What happened? We were going to look for you but we thought you must have had a good reason to leave. But we were still so worried."

I looked at her blankly and shrugged my shoulders.

"Oh. Right. Let's go to Hayden."

She grabbed my arm and we started to walk up the stairs when I heard the rustling of paper and plastic. I heard a clicking sound and another sound that sounded like something was turned on and moving. Spinning. Like something was spinning. We continued up the stairs and we got to my door and opened it.

I felt my eyes widen in surprise and anger. There was Hayden. Sitting on the floor looking through all the photos and notes and letters and everything! Everything that came out of that stupid box.

Hayden turned to me and I glared. "Oh! Izzy! You're back! Thank God I was so worried. I was just cleaning this all up."

I crouched and hissed at her. How dare she go through my stuff! How dare she even come into my room!

Rae looked at me concerned. Hayden kept talking and obviously didn't notice me hiss at her or crouch.

" Oh and I found this disk," she said walking over to my stereo and hitting play. " Isn't it wonderful?"

I hissed again and then the music began to play. I felt my eyes water up as I listened to my lullaby.

The lullaby. My lullaby! How could…why did she…why did he… how dare she…She had no right to look through my things! Did she think I wanted to hear the lullaby!? Is she that stupid!?

I narrowed my eyes and growled at her. I ran over to the stereo speaker and punched it, causing it to fall to the ground in pieces. I ran over to the other one and did the same.

I turned around and hissed at Hayden.

Her eyes widened. " What did I do?!" She seemed annoyed but still sorry at the same time.

I hissed again. " All I did was play music. What did I do? Why is that so bad?"

I growled in my chest and pointed to the door still glaring at her.

" What did I do?" I heard her say. At least I thought she said that as she left the room but her lips didn't move. Whatever.

I thought to how the lullaby sounded and dropped to my knees and sobbed. I seemed to do a lot of that lately.

"I'm sorry." I though Hayden said something again, but, but, she…she wasn't here.

What the hell. Gosh, I am going crazy.

I kept crying as Hayden, Rae and Dylan left for school, again, without me. They know me well enough that when I'm mad or crying,(like I am now) they should leave me alone. People are probably wondering why Marie Rodale wasn't at school 2 days in a row while everyone else was. Yes, I'm registered as Marie Rodale. Not Isabella or Bella. My family are the only ones who call me Izzy. Everyone else, Marie.

Usually, whenever I'm upset, Hannah would be here comforting me, but she and Jared are on they're honeymoon. So once again, I was alone.

I walked over to my desk, grabbed paper and a pencil and began to write a song and it's notes. 10 minutes later, I had finished a whole song.

I grabbed my guitar of the stand and left out the back doors.

I ran towards the meadow and sat down. I was about to play but something didn't feel right. I didn't want to play here. I got up and let my legs take me wherever. The eventually led me to a house that I never thought I would see again.

His house.

Tada! Chapter 17! So ya. The next chapter will probably be up on Tuesday night if you're lucky or Wednesday. Ohhhh and for all twilighters living in the Toronto area.. drop by MuchMusic On Nov. 15 at 6 for MOD because Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart and Rachelle Lefevre will be there!!!!!! Or just watch it on T.V!!! OMG Did you know Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre) is Canadian? Shes from Montreal! Go Canada!!!3 I might be there!!! Or I'm gonna call and ask a question And Email. So tell me if youre going...!!!!TWILIGHT IS COMING OUT IN 10 F****** DAYS! I HAVE TICKETS FOR OPENING DAY! FIRST MOVIE!!!

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