Chapter Seven: No fun!
Emmett's POV
Bella ate and drank a lot. I don't blame her; she didn't have anything in her system. She had spent all last night throwing up and I'm sure that she was starving. She ate four cinnamon rolls and drank six glasses of water before she excused herself to the bathroom. I stood outside the door to make sure she didn't get sick again. I could smell the stale, dead blood and it made me nauseated. It was like if a human smelled a pile of rotten food. I heard the toilet flush and Bella washing her hands. She opened the door and looked at me.
"I'm going upstairs to take a nap." Bella told me with a yawn. She looked exhausted so I offered to carry her. She nodded and slumped against me. I picked her up and carried her to Edward's room. Bella was asleep before I even walked through the door. I set her down on the bed and tucked her in. I went to sit on the couch.
It didn't take long for Bella to start talking in her sleep. Edward said she did this almost every night and he was her favorite topic. He was like a god to her. Bella loves Edward a lot. Her life practically revolves around him. Bella almost literally worships the ground Edward walks on. It was funny and disturbing at the same time. Bella was pouring her feelings out for my brother to me. Of course, Bella didn't know that I was listening. She probably didn't even know that she was talking.
The only bad thought I could see Bella having of Edward was when she murmured, "vampire, new-born, marriage, Edward, stubborn ass."
I knew exactly what she was talking about. Edward refuses to turn Bella into a vampire until she marries him. Bella clearly though that Edward was being unreasonable. I understood her pretty well on this. She wanted to be a vampire so that she wouldn't have to lose Edward.
I could take care of that issue right now but I wont. Edward would be furious. Bella wants Edward to be the one to change her, and I would probably kill Bella if I tried. Three very good reasons not to attempt it.
I can't see why Bella wants Edward to be the one to change her. Carlisle offered to do it and her was going to let him but then she changed her mind. She wants Edward to be the one to change her now. Like it really matters who changes you after it's done. I guess she wants it to be Edward who does it because she loves him. I guess if I had had a choice on who changed me, I would have chose Rosalie to do it.
It has been nearly two hours now since Edward left, now. I can't believe he's not back yet. Edward hates being away from Bella for too long. Jasper must have taken Edward to find a few mountain lions. I hope he is enjoying himself because Bella isn't having fun.
Bella is lying on his bed suffering because he refusing to turn her into a vampire. She wouldn't have to do this if she were a vampire. This part of being human is not fun. It seemed like there was a lot about being human that wasn't fun. Having to eat all the time, your body changing, crying, sleeping, and being slow: I couldn't handle it. I'm glad that I'm a vampire. Being human sounds like a major drag, especially being a human girl. Im going to make sure Bella has a lot of fun while she is still human and try to make her remaining time shorter. I don't want Bella to be human for too much longer. I know she doesn't think it is fun either. Bella isn't having fun as a human so why force her to be miserable? Bella is going to have some fun in the short time she has left as a human.