I cried myself to sleep last night. I could not believe my brother would do that how could he. Of all the things he has done this was by far the worse thing ever. I pretended to be asleep last night when Rose came to check on me after her arguement with Emmett. I know she ment well but really I just wanted to be alone. By the time I woke up it was past noon. I wasn't even sure what time I had finally fallen asleep but what I did know was that I did not want to get out of bed. The events of last night flooded back into my mind which only made me want to cry more but I doubt I had anymore tears left inside of me. I lifted my hand up to my face to wipe my eyes when I felt something heavy weighing down my arms. What in the world....oh god I still have his jacket. I fell asleep in my clothes with his jacket still on.....It still smells like him. I sat up looking at the tearstained pillow is when I saw a note by my pillow with Rose's handwritting.
Bella, Jasper has called many times to check on you. When you wake up you and I are going to do something. Have some sister bonding time, you are like a sister to me whether I get married to your brother or not. Love you sis, Rose
I grabbed a pair of pajama pants and a tanktop and went into the bathroom to take a shower. I let the warm water run down my face as I tried to avoid any thoughts of the embarrassing moment from last night. I was out of the shower in a heartbeat quicky wrapping a towel around me. Putting my wet hair up in a bun I got dressed and walked over to my desk to get my purse. I was curious to see if I had any text messeges or calls from Jasper, I mean on Rose's note it said that he had called many times but I never heard my cellphone and I would have no idea how he got the house number unless she gave it to him or Dana did. I pulled out my phone to see the light flashing knowing I had some type of messege on here. Sure enough seven text messeges, three voicemails and twelve missed calls. The missed calls where mostly from Jasper, only one was from Emmett....asshole. I listened to my voicemails real quick... "Bella its me Jasper, please call me back I'm worried about you." "Heyy beautiful its me again.... you are not picking up so I hope you are asleep or atleast ok. I know last night was a bad ending but please don't be mad, I just want to make sure you are ok get back at me ok darlin?" I saved that messege because it did make me feel better now the third messege I was not expecting it. "Hey sis.... look I know you are mad at me and you have every right to. You are my baby sister and I am just not ready to see you grow up and I know I can not act the way I did, so please forgive me. I am truly sorry bellbells..." Fresh new tears filled my eyes as I heard those messeges.... its been a few years since Emmett has called me that, it was a nickname from when I was younger and would not leave the bell on my bike alone. Those were good memories, I miss those times.
I slowly walked downstairs with my phone in hand as I came face to face with Rose who had in her hand a tray of cookies and fudge. "I thought we could use some cheering up, so here are some goodies..." I smiled and took some peanutbutter fudge. "Thanks Rose...really thank you."
She smiled at me as we walked into the living room and sat on the couch. I sat next to her still eating some of the fudge. "Bella I thought that maybe we could go have a spa day, go relax and talk about things." Was she serious? Well it would give me a chance to clear my head and to get out of the house for a little while. I couldn't help but just feel so down on myself after last night. It really did affect myself esteem for some reason. "Sure Rose, lets go." I saw her jump up from the couch and tackle me into a hug with a laugh. Atleast I know for a fact I just made her day. We grabbed our bags and was off to the spa. I knew she had planned this in her little mind last night because she didn't even get all dolled up for this. Infact we were both going without make up and dressed down, it was normal for me but completely offset of what she was use to. I knew the spa she was probably going to go to was in an excluded area of the town and only people who have money go there. One thing for sure Rosalie Hale had money, her parents were big on real estate franchise, along with her mother being a fashion designer. For having all this money she was down to earth, but one thing she did not have was the house we were all living in. That belonged to Emmett, it was part of his deal with Dana but me I had nothing but as soon as I can find a job that suits me it will change. I really need to get out on my own after Emmett and Rose get married. I would be a burden to them even though they disagree no newly weds want to share a house with a sibling that is a givin fact.
When we arrived at the spa it was a hidden retreat for anyone. Trees everywhere, it was peaceful."Lets go Bella, we are going for the massage." I nodded and followed right behind her through the doors and to the private room. Apparently she had already set this all up. When we got to the room she handed me a robe to change into and I gave her a funny look. "Um...Rose, I need something underneath this.." "Isabella Swan don't you dare start backing out of this, you will go put that robe on and enjoy the massage. Now go...MOVE IT MISSY" I jumped at her voice and quickly went to change. When I came back into the room I saw Rose already resting on the table and I figured the table next to hers was for me. I got on the table unwrapping the robe from my body and covered up with the blanket.
"Bella, tell me what happened...start from the beginning my dear." I couldn't help but let out a snort. She wanted details about my date....nosey little evil model like sister-in-law of mine. "Well things were really great, he took me to the Secret Garden and then of course to the Italian restaurant afterwards and it was just amazing. We talked, he was perfect....a dream come true thats all to tell." I couldn't help but day dream about the date even how it did not have a happy ending thanks to Emmett. "You still have his jacket you know....you fell asleep in it..." I couldn't help but blush at that comment,she was right. "Emmett feels really bad by the way , he actually broke down crying after I ripped him a new one about his actions. Bella, his heart broke when he made you cry. I know its not my place to say this but you should talk to your brother. He only ment to protect you, even though I do not agree with him most of the time when it comes to you but you are all he has left when it comes to blood." She was right, he and I were the only ones left that actually mattered. Maybe I will talk to that big monkey of a brother of mine...... "Plus Jasper and Emmett talked this morning about last night and Jasper does not hold a grudge against him for his actions either, I like Jasper. He actually came over to talk to your brother in hopes that he was not asking for a death wish for trying to kiss you." I couldn't help but laugh and I know with me not talking much is not doing so well to Rose but I was taking in everything she was telling me. "I wonder what Jasper is doing right now...." Oh crap that was suppose to stay in my head. I heard Rose laugh. "Bella really this guy has consumed your thoughts all around has he not?" "Sorry Rose, I really am, I just... last night was a nightmare come true having your kiss get interrupted by your brother." "Oh I would no doubt believe that but its already done with, its time to let it go and move on talk to your brother because I know in the end you will forgive him. You have the kindest heart of anyone I have ever known in my life." I smiled and closed my eyes getting ready to enjoy the massage. This will be a one time deal, after this no more spa days for Bella. "Hey Bella, after all this we should go get some movies and invite Jasper over for the evening...what do you say?" "Sounds good to me...um I will call him when we are done."
An hour later I found myself sitting in the passenger seat with my phone in my head holding on for dear life. I was all of a sudden nervous to call Jasper but I really wanted to see him. I pushed talk as I saw his name show up on the screen and waited for him to answer. I didn't know if he was still at the gym or what not but I guess I should take my chances anyways. "Hello Beautiful" His voice was music to my ears all over again. "Hey Jasper, I was wondering if you would um...like to come over tonight and have dinner with us. You know watch some movies as well...." I sounded like a high school girl talking to her crush for the first time...shoot me. He was silent for a moment and all I heard was him breathing. "That sounds good Bella, what time should I be there?" I let out the breath I was holding in fear of rejection before I could respond back. "Um how about six thirty? Will that work?" "Sounds good, I will see you in awhile then but I gotta go its back to the punching bag. I will see you tonight darlin." I smiled as I said goodbye to Jasper. Rose and I drove quickly to the store to pick up some movies and then stopped at the grocery store to get something for dinner. " Why not make the guys cook some hamburgers on the grill?" Rose asked as she was picking up some meat. "That works for me, I will go get some stuff and make a pasta salad to go with it." I took off before she could say anything else to get the things I needed for the pasta salad. Tonight will be fun...and maybe tonight I will be able to give Jasper a proper goodnight without having any interruptions.I smiled to myself as I gathered the things I needed quickly and walked back to Rose who was waiting near a checkout for me. We paid for the items and were quickly on our way home. I prayed that tonight will be fun...and go better than last night.
When we got home we saw Emmett's Jeep in the driveway. I sighed I knew I would have to face him sooner or later but I did remember what Rose had said. That big bear of a brother I had broke down and cried last night all because he made me cry. I did feel sorry for him.....not a lot just a little bit. I grabbed the bags as Rose grabbed the movies and we were inside the house in no time seeing Emmett in the kitchen trying to find something to eat. "Emmett you are going to use the grill tonight for dinner.... I've decided so don't argue love." Rose said as she greeted him with a kiss. Gag me please. I gave him a small smile as I set the bags on the counter and looked out the window. "Bellbells can we talk please?" I turned to face my brother who just had the look of guilt and sadness acrossed his face. I nodded as I sat down on the counter ready to listen to his apology I am sure. "I'm really sorry about last night, I shouldn't have done that to you... I mean look at you, you are grown up. Twenty years old, you don't need me anymore as your big brother and I couldn't help but feel lost knowing my babysister does not need me as much as she use to when we were younger. I don't like the idea that you are liking another guy but I know I need to accept it." Listening to Emmett apologize is to cute for words, who knew the giant that he was had a soft spot in him after all. I jumped off the counter and hugged him as hard as I could " You will always be needed big brother, just back off a little when it comes to my dating life please. I promise if I ever need your help I will go to you first thing....just trust me please." I pleaded with him, as long as he knew he will always be needed in my life things would be ok. "You got it....so..I hear Jazz is coming over soon?" I laughed "Jazz?" Emmett only nodded with a goofy grin on his face. "Its my nickname for him, I have bellsbell and Jazz....I am the shit" I laughed at slapped him on his arm as I got to work on the pasta salad.
We had music playing throughout the house as we all got things ready for dinner. It was a little after six when the doorbell rang. I smiled to myself in hopes that it was Jasper and I knew the chances were good since it was almost time for him to be here anyways. I opened the door to find both Jasper and Dana standing side by side with smiles on their faces and hands full of chips and beer. "Well hello guys, didn't expect to see you here Dana come in." I smiled as I moved out the way allowing them to walk in and head towards the kitchen. "I got a call from Rose today she invited the family over but unfortunately the wife had plans already plus I wanna share the good news with Emmett and Jasper." Dana said as he sat the beer on the counter. "Good news?" I asked hoping he would give me a hint. This only caused him to laugh and pat me on the head "Sorry Bella you have to wait just like they do. Lets get some food grillin!!" Dana exclaimed as he walked outside to meet with Emmett by the grill. This will be interesting, it was like a family get together...and for once I actually felt welcomed knowing I was not the oddball out this time around.
Once the food was ready everyone had gathered their plates and sat outside by the pool talking. "Alright gentlemen, ready for the news?" Dana asked as he took a drink from his beer. Emmett looked like he was going to explode with anticapation as Jasper was calmly waiting to be told the news. "Well Emmett you got another fight coming up in three weeks with a new guy out of California by the name of Tyler, he approached me with an offer to fight against you. He wants to go against you and no one else..." Emmett couldn't help but laugh and get excited. It was like taking a child to a candy store and giving them free runs of the store. "Now Jasper, your fight will be the same night as Emmetts only both of yours are the main events. Its a special I am going to run, the person you are going to be fighting is a guy that claims to know you. He asked it to be a secret until it gets closer to the fight and I agreed but I want you to know he is going to give you a run for the money." I watched Jasper slowly take in all this information, his fight is just a few weeks away and he don't even know against who. Apparently this was a hush hush match until further notice. I'm sure this will be interesting. I watched as Jasper stood up to shake Dana's hand and thank him for the chance to have a fight and to be a main event was a real honor for the first fight in Las Vegas. I followed Jasper inside and stood next to him as he grabbed a beer from the fridge. "This is exciting Jasper, I'm so happy for you." I smiled as I reached out to touch his arm. He turned around and was focusing his eyes on mine. "Bella.... I.... I have to do this, I'm sorry, but I have to..." Before I knew it I felt his hands gently caress my face as he pulled me closer to him. Pressing his lips to mine sent a eletric wave all through out my body. I was in heaven. His kiss was like magic, I soon wrapped my arms around his neck trying to bring him closer to me as he wrapped his arms around my waist while deeping the kiss. This is just perfect, our bodies felt as if they belonged together. I pulled away gasping for air as he leaned his forehead against mine and smiled. " I have been wanting to do that since last night and I am glad I finally got the chance to. That kiss does not compare to the news of the upcoming fight, it was better than that." I really was in heaven.