Months had passed and Mello had felt the difference clearly. It seemed like Near's soul had disappeared into nothingness. His eyes were cold and did not show the mysterious warmth anymore. The blonde couldn't even remember the last time he had heard his voice, presentations for school were exceptions. Near's grades were the highest ever, and at the same time he was the coldest ever. Whenever Mello saw him he was reading or studying.
"Tch."
".. It's nagging you
isn't it?"
"It so is not!"
"……… Mello."
"…
Maybe a little.."
Matt sighed and shook his head. "Why the
sudden change?"
"Why do you think, that puzzle clearly had
something to do with it…"
"… Now that I think of it, I
can't remember him being with the rest of us when we were doing the
Christmas activities..?"
"Well, yeah….." He
muttered.
"You're going to talk to him, aren't
you?"
"Yup."
"….. You're implying
something…"
"Maybe…" Mello grinned.
After leaving
the room and Matt behind, he walked to Roger's office. He knocked
twice before entering without waiting for an answer. "Hey Roger!"
He smiled. "Ah, Mello… What brings you here?... You didn't get
in any trouble again, did you?"
"Nope! I promise! I came to
ask you something."
"What is it?"
"Do you have more of
those blank puzzles?"
….
After lunch, Mello walked
out of the dining room alone. Matt was busy discussing something with
Linda, and Mello took the opportunity to get away and search for
Near. It wasn't hard to find him. He was in the library.
Again.
"Hey…" Mello held his hand up as a greeting.
No
answer. The blonde sat next to the albino as an awkward silence fell
and Mello wasn't fond of them. So he did what was best to halt the
silence. Straightforwardness.
"The drawing on the puzzle. Was it
your family?"
The albino looked up. "……No. It was how my
family was supposed to be."
Mello scratched his head. "Alright..
I guess." He unwrapped a bar of chocolate. "So, are you
homesick?"
Near opened his mouth and closed it again. Instead,
he sighed. "It's hard to feel homesick if you don't have a
home…"
Mello snorted. "Wise-ass."
The two boys looked
each other in the eye, for the first time in a long while. A silence
fell again. Something awakened inside of Mello. The passion he felt
for Near had slumbered in the back of his head, but by simply looking
the boy in his eyes again made the passion in him roar with desire.
He felt his heart beat faster against his ribcage. It made him feel
alive. If only he could give that feeling of life to Near…
"Hey
Near…."
"Yes, Mello?"
"Let's do a puzzle together
again."
"You can't just sit and weep about
stuff that happened in the past. It's over. Fresh start. You're
here now, you're one of us."
"…. I know that Mello."
"Than
why the change? Why the cold eyes? Why won't you talk to anyone
anymore? Why did you ditch Megatron? He's lonely you know? Matt's
trying to keep him company, but he sucks at playing with
Transformers.."
The boy smiled. Near smiled. It made Mello's
heart jump.
The blonde leaned his chin on his head. The albino
looked back at his book again.
Someone tapped the albino on his
right shoulder, Near turned to look at the person, but no one was
there, when he turned back he felt another pair of lips on his. He
was tricked.
Mello was kissing Near.
The little boy felt he
book that he was holding slip from his fingers. All the strength in
his body had left him and refused to return. All his
senses were sharp and he could clearly feel Mello's body close to
his. The small distance between them was raided quickly as Mello
pulled Near on his lap. It felt warm and secure. The albino held the
blondes face in his hands and kissed back.
Shortly
after the soft kissing turned into tongues colliding. It was an
intense kiss. Mello's desire was satisfied, his whole body felt
warm and tingly and he could swear there were literally butterflies
fluttering around in his stomach. He slowly let go of the boy, both
of them were panting. They looked each other in the eye. Mello
smiled. "I've got something for you…" He whispered. "What
is it?"
The blonde held the wrapped box in front of Near. The
albino took it. "Well, go ahead and open it."
Near took off
the wrapping paper carefully. The box was blank. He opened it. It was
a puzzle.
"….. A puzzle?" He questioned.
Mello nodded
and grinned. "Yeah, go ahead and solve it."
Near glanced at
Mello before scattering the pieces on the table and placing the first
piece. It was not a hard puzzle. It was actually quite simple. Once
he had solved it he was staring at two figures holding hands, one
that looked awfully much like himself and the other was a blonde
figure holding a chocolate bar.. A heart was drawn above them.
