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A/N: okay so thanks for all who reviewed on the last chapter! I'm not going to be one of those writers who demand reviews for a chapter to come out. (sorry if anyone found that offensive) I love reviews, they do make me feel better about my story and that makes me more willing to write a chapter faster. Although with school, dance classes, softball and stupid annoying girls in my school who love to force me into their drama, reviews might not make a chapter come out faster. But they are certainly welcome!
Chapter 8
November was flying by and before I knew it, it was a week before Thanksgiving. We had all decided to stay on campus for Thanksgiving instead of going home. The six of us were inseparable even for a few days. Anthony and his wife, Elizabeth, had invited Edward to Thanksgiving at their house and had told him that the rest of us were welcome. We had accepted their offer but I felt a little weird. I had already met Anthony but I didn't know if I wanted another "restaurant incident".
A few weeks back Edward told me about Tanya's letter to him,
"Bella there's something I want to show you" Edward said. We were hanging around in his room while Alice, Rose, Emmett, and Jasper had class. He went over to his bedside table and took something out of the drawer. I went over and sat on his bed. He sat down beside me and handed me a sheet of paper.
"My parents gave me that during parent's weekend" he said. I looked at the piece of paper.
"What is it?"
"It's a letter to me from Tanya." I froze. This was not good. Why would Tanya write a letter to Edward? Why would he keep it? Was he showing it to me as a way of telling me he's fallen back in love with her? That had to be it. I knew I was crazy for thinking for even a second that Alice, Rose, and my mother were right. I had heard correctly that night in the restaurant. "Read it."
I started to read it. Preparing myself for the pain I knew would come when I read that letter, she would tell him that she loved him, that she had done this out of care for him or something like that and he would believe it. I can just hear him now, 'I can't believe that's why she did it. We're back together, I love her!' Little did I know that I was preparing myself for nothing,
Edward,
I am so sorry for what I did. I should never have pretended to be pregnant to get you to stay with me. I should have known I was fighting a losing battle, if anyone knew that when you made a decision there was no turning back, I did. I am sorry for cheating on you and trying to push you outside your comfort zone. You had told me time and time again that you weren't ready and I didn't listen, so I tried to find someone who was ready. I never should have done that. Remember when no one would talk to you last year? Well, that's where I am now, but I deserve it, you didn't. I understand if you never want to talk to me or see me ever again. If I had a choice I wouldn't either. I wish I could have been what you were looking for, but I guess fate thought differently. I really hope you find someone worthy of you, I know now that it isn't me. But, Edward, you deserve it.
-Tanya
I couldn't believe it. She gave him up.
"Oh" I said, "why did you show me this?"
"Why wouldn't I? First of all, you're by best friend. Second of all, you're the one who helped me through this, and third of all, I have no secrets from you." I smiled at that. I was happy that he could tell me anything.
"That was really nice of her" I said, looking back down to the letter.
"Yeah, it was. I'm happy that she's changed for a good reason. I'm so happy that she wrote me the letter" oh no. He was back in love with her. I knew it. He was happy she wrote to him so that he could now see that she had really changed and he could love her once again. I knew it! "It gave me that closure that I needed. Now I can fully go after who-… what I want"
"what do you mean? Why would getting closure from Tanya help you go after what you want" I asked. I noticed that he had started to say something before 'what I want' and I'm almost positive that he started to say 'who'
"It's just that I didn't want to get too into someon- thing that I might have to leave behind if something happened with that. And now I can" he said with a smile.
I was now walking back from my history class, the last before the break. I was so happy that tomorrow was Friday. We were all going to see this new movie that was coming out, Dawn. It was about this girl, Izzy, who had fallen in love with a vampire, Edwin. It was supposed to be really good and I couldn't wait. I also couldn't wait for it to be Friday because I only had 3 classes that day and so did Edward, which meant that I would probably be spending the rest of the day with just him and then I'd get all of next week without any school interruptions. Even though I was almost positive he didn't like me I still loved to spend time with him. Before he was anything to me he was my best friend.
When I got back into the dorm, I was hit with an aroma of pizza.
"Bellarina!" I heard Emmett's loud voice say as I was attacked by the big teddy bear.
"Em—can't… breathe…" I said with a raspy voice from his hug. He chuckled and let me down. I threw my bag in the corner, took my coat off and tossed it onto the bed and walked around until I could find where the pizza smell was coming from. I found the pizza box on Rosalie's desk
"Eureka!" I said with a smile as I opened the pizza box and took out a slice. I heard a low chuckle from behind me. I turned around and found myself not 6 inches away from 2 emerald eyes. I gasped quietly and was lost in his beautiful eyes. I heard a chuckle from a distance but couldn't exactly figure out how far away it was. It was then that I lost the green eyes.
"Breathe Bella" I heard a velvet voice say in my ear. I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding until then. I was sure everyone could hear it. That's embarrassing. I blinked a few times and shook my head to clear it. Alice then came over to the desk with me to get another slice.
"a little hungry are we?" she said with a smirk on her face. I rolled my eyes.
"Yes, I'm starving for pizza" I said while glaring at her. I walked to my favorite bean bag and sat down with my pizza. I smiled at it before taking a large bite out of it.
"Eureka?" I heard Edward say.
"Don't knock my words, especially when I'm looking for pizza" I said with a mouthful of my favorite food. Edward started laughing.
"You are without a doubt, the most abnormal creature I have ever met" I shrugged and kept on chewing,
"If being excited when I find my pizza is classified as being abnormal; then I'd be sad to be normal" I said with a smile on my face.
It was now Friday and we were getting ready to go to the movies with the boys. Alice had talked me into letting her dress me so, that's what I'm doing at this particular moment. She dressed me in a flowy white top with a dark pink flower pattern towards the bottom, and some cute jeans, with boots. She gave me a white jacket with a fake fur collar. Alice was wearing a sweater dress that was grey and black striped with a turtle neck and leggings with boots. She wore a button up jacket over it. Rosalie was wearing a long white turtle neck sweater with three-quarter sleeves and skinny jeans with boots also. She had an Abercrombie vest on to keep warm. (a/n: outfits on profile) I didn't understand why we were getting so dressed up just to go to the movies but, they will be how they are. We met the boys in the common room of our dorm, looking great, obviously.
We headed out to the movie and got good seats. While watching the movie I couldn't help but think of Edward, one of the characters, Edwin, just reminded me of him. I was just excited that I got to sit next to him in the theaters. There was a part where Izzy was talking about how she couldn't dance. I started to laugh.
"What?" Edward asked.
"Nothing, I was just thinking of how Izzy and I are alike, she can't dance without falling and neither can I" I said, it was true. I honestly couldn't dance.
"It's all in the leading" said Edward, but I heard 2 voices when he spoke. We both looked at the screen and noticed that Edwin had said the same thing at the exact same time. We started to crack up. We started to head back to the car when I noticed that it was only me and Edward walking.
"Where are all the others?" I asked Edward. He started to laugh.
"Emmett and Jasper are talking to them" he said with a smile. I gave him a confused look then it changed and my eyes widened with realization.
"No!" I said with a smile. Edward nodded and I couldn't help but squeal like Alice. I was so excited. We waited for a couple minutes by Emmett's huge jeep for them to come back.
Alice and Jasper came back first with Alice bouncing along before sprinting towards me.
"OHMYGOSHBELLAJASPERJUSTASKEDMETOBEHISGIRLFRIENDANDISAIDYESDUHWHYWOULDNTIWANTTOBEYOURGIRLFRIENDANDTHENHEKISSEDME!" Alice said.
"Alice, take a deep breath and say it again, but slower this time." I said trying to calm her down.
"I said, OH MY GOSH BELLA JASPER JUST ASKED ME TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND AND I SAID YES DUH WHY WOULDN'T I WANT TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND AND THEN HE KISSED ME!" said Alice with a huge smile on her face. I started to laugh and gave her a huge hug. I saw Jasper behind us and he was glowing with happiness. Rose and Emmett came back a few seconds later and I already knew.
So my two girl best friends were dating Edward's two guy best friends. It was now Thanksgiving and we were heading over to Anthony's house for dinner. Alice had dressed me again. I was now wearing a teal sleeveless v neck dress. Alice was wearing a shirt/dress that had a black and white swirl design with leggings. Rosalie was wearing a black and grey short sleeve sweater dress with a large collar. They both looked amazing.
We took Rosalie's BMW to Anthony's house, the boys were already there. Edward was wearing a black shirt with different shades of grey stripes. Emmett was wearing a black striped shirt and Jasper was wearing a burgundy one. We walked into the kitchen and found Anthony and Elizabeth working on dinner.
"Hey girls!" said Anthony. I smiled and walked over to give him a hug.
"Hey Anthony, this is Alice Brandon and Rosalie Hale. They're my roommates and Jasper and Emmett's girlfriends." I said.
"Oh, nice to meet you girls. This is my wife, Elizabeth" Anthony said as he motioned towards the woman preparing the meal. She was beautiful, she had light brown hair and brown eyes. She was wearing a black polka dot baby doll dress.
"Hi girls. I'm so happy you could join us" Elizabeth said with a sincere smile.
"Thank you for inviting us. It was very kind of you" said Alice. Elizabeth just chuckled.
"It's our pleasure. We didn't want you all to be without a family on Thanksgiving." After that Rose, Alice and I decided to help out Elizabeth in the kitchen. Or well I was the only one who worked with the food since Alice and Rosalie aren't the best cooks.
"So, how long have you two been married?" Rosalie asked.
"3 years in January" Elizabeth said with pride. Alice awed and we all started to laugh.
"So, if he's the chef, how did you get roped into cooking?" I asked. It didn't make sense to me, if you had a professional chef with his own restaurant, why wouldn't he be cooking?
"Well, he has to cook so much and especially during the holidays, I give him a little break." Said Elizabeth.
"Huh, that makes sense."
We kept talking for a while as we cooked, Elizabeth was very easy to talk to. It was like we were already part of her family. She kind of reminded me of Esme. We were almost finished when I felt a breath on my neck. My breathing stopped.
"So, having fun with my cousins" Edward whispered in my ear right behind my head. It took me a minute to recompose myself
"Y-yes actually." I said as I turned around to face him. He was smiling that crooked smile I love so much. "I really like Elizabeth, she's so sweet." He smiled even wider.
EPOV
I couldn't believe that I had almost slipped while telling Bella about Tanya's letter. I think she might have caught it, but she didn't say anything. The Friday before Thanksgiving we had pizza at the girl's room for dinner. Bella got back late because of her history class. I was counting down the minutes until she walked in the door. I loved spending time with her, it might have had something to do with the fact that I had a major crush on Bella, but even if I didn't, I would still be extremely excited to be spending the greater part of the day with her tomorrow. When the door to the dorm finally opened, I was not the first person she saw. This was because Emmett is so huge and had picked her up in one of his bear hugs. She finally got released and put her stuff down. I got up to go say hi to her but she didn't even notice me. This made me frown. I then saw her go over to the box and realized why she was so unobservant to me.
She smelled the pizza.
I walked up to her, standing right behind her still chuckling. She turned around with a piece of pizza in her hands and froze. She was looking straight into my eyes and she wasn't breathing. I smiled at this, it meant that it was possible that I effected her at least a little bit as much as she effected me. I turned to her ear and reminded her to breathe. I walked back to my seat on the couch and she came back a couple minutes later.
The next day, after spending the majority of the day with Bella, we were all going to the movies. Izzy reminded me so much of Bella I couldn't stand it. I was completely jealous of Edwin, I mean he had a girl that was so much like Bella and he could hold her and kiss her and tell her everything he felt for her. I couldn't do that. At least not yet.
On Thanksgiving, we took 2 cars because the girls needed extra time to get ready. I really hoped that Bella liked Anthony and Elizabeth. I didn't know how she felt about Anthony but really wanted her to at least like him. When Bella came in I was completely stunned. She was wearing a teal dress that contrasted beautifully with her skin and her hair. She went into the kitchen with Alice and Rosalie to greet Anthony. To my surprise she gave him a hug. They started to chat with Elizabeth and help her make dinner and Anthony walked out of the kitchen. He whistled.
"Wow, we've sure got some girls don't we?" Anthony said with a smile.
"Yes, we do" Emmett said. Jasper sighed and smiled. He still couldn't believe Alice liked him. Everyone turned to me.
"What?" I asked. They all had the same looks on their faces. They had smiles and their eyes were narrowed towards me.
"When are you going to ask Bella out?" Emmett asked, well more like yelled.
"Shhhh! Emmett! The girls are in the room right next door!" I said.
"But he's right. Dude, the way you look at her." Jasper said while shaking his head. I looked down, had I really been that obvious?
"Guys…" I took a deep breath "it's not that simple. Bella already has trouble trusting guys, I don't want her to think I'm the same. I need to be able to show her that I'm not going to hurt her."
"Edward, she likes you. A lot. I think that if you wait too long, she'll be hurt if you don't make a move soon. I think she kind of thinks you like her" said Anthony.
"No, I know she doesn't think that. Though I've been trying to give her signs for a while, she won't pick up on them by herself. Anthony, she heard part of our conversation a month ago at the restaurant. She heard the wrong parts and interpreted them all wrong. She thinks that there's no way I feel that way for her."
"Well, when you do date, I can't wait to rag on you for it. My little Eddie will have a girlfriend" Anthony teased. I shook my head and walked out of the room. I didn't need to be talking about all this with Bella right around the corner. I didn't want her to hear part of the conversation and misunderstand it again.
I walked to the kitchen and found all the girls talking and laughing as they were making the dinner. I walked up behind Bella and fought the urge to wrap my arms around her tiny little waist. Instead I decided to whisper in her ear.
"So, having fun with my cousins?" I heard her gasp a little and freeze for a second. A moment later she turned around to face me and I was looking into those chocolate brown eyes.
"Y-yes, actually" I smiled, "I really like Elizabeth, she's so sweet" she said with a smile. I was happy, she liked my cousins. This was a good sign seeing as they'd hopefully be her family one day… wait WHAT? What did I just say? No, why would I ever think of marrying her… or at least be thinking of that yet. I mean I-I'm not even dating her… maybe I like her more than I thought…
I started to help get the food onto the table and gather everyone around. Once we were all in order, Anthony at the head, Elizabeth to his right, me on his left, Bella next to me, Rosalie next to her, Emmett at the other head, Alice next to Elizabeth with Jasper on her other side, Anthony started grace.
"Dear Lord, Thank you for bringing us all together this year for Thanksgiving. Even though we are not all related by blood or even by marriage, we all care for each other and that is what truly matters during this wonderful day. Please bless this wonderful food that Elizabeth and the girls have prepared… though it won't be as good as my food—ouch!" Anthony said as Elizabeth elbowed him. I chuckled and Elizabeth looked as though she didn't do anything, "… and…. I can't think of anything else… LET'S EAT!" he finished. We all murmured 'amen' and sat down.
The rest of the night went well. Bella was very social with everyone and I couldn't be more proud. The six of us had become a sort of family in our time here and we lacked a mother and father, it seemed that Anthony and Elizabeth would become the honorary "mother and father" of our family.
The boys and I walked the girls back to their dorm when we got back from Anthony and Elizabeth's house. I was reluctant to let Bella leave my sight, only because I loved having her near me. We reached the dorm and the other 2 couples, not that we were a couple, were saying goodnight to each other. I sighed.
"So…"
"So…" Bella mimicked me. She started giggling, so naturally I did too.
"You… wanna… hang out tomorrow…?" I hesitated, "Just… me and you?" Oh no, what have I just done? Did I ask her on a date? No, we've hung out before just the two of us… but not planned… oh great, get ready for a rejection Edward.
"Oh…! uh… yeah! Sure!" she said with a smile on her face. "I-I'd like that" That made me smile. I didn't get rejected!
"So, what do you want to do?" I asked her. I was so excited right now but I couldn't show it.
"Well… I don't really know… we could do some Christmas shopping?" She suggested with a laugh.
"Haha, alright… sounds like a plan" I said with a big smile "I'll meet you in your common room at… 11 o'clock then?"
"Definitely" she breathed. I gave her a hug and she walked inside. She gave me a smile before closing the door.
Thanksgiving… best holiday… ever.
BPOV
I closed the door and couldn't stop smiling. It wasn't a date, but he wanted to hang out with me… just me. It wasn't like I was the only one to hang out with because the others had classes, no one had classes tomorrow. He knew that we would all hang out tomorrow but he wanted it just to be the two of us. And it also wasn't because we hadn't hung out by ourselves in a while because we had. I was so happy.
I started giggling uncontrollably. Yes, it sounds delusional, but I had had a realization. I really liked Edward, and if he had asked me to be his girlfriend tonight, I would have said yes without hesitation. I realized that I trusted Edward, more than I had ever trusted another guy. And that the reason I was so happy this whole week when I would hang out with him and so sad when he would leave was because I wanted to be around him all the time and I was slightly disappointed that he didn't ask me to be his girlfriend. Even though I didn't know for sure that he really liked me. I thought back to all those times I was dazzled by him and remembered that I had been thinking about his lips, and what it would be like to kiss him, or when I would see him lifting something, I would be staring at his muscles, or when he was holding something, I wished that it was me that he was holding. And when we would hug, even though all it was was a friendly hug, I wouldn't want him to let me go. I changed into my pajamas and lay down on my bed, still smiling. This is when Alice and Rosalie come in, chatting.
"her dress was so cute. I mean I have to kn—" Alice stopped and looked at me. "Bella" she said my name slowly. I looked over at her still smiling.
"What happened?" she asked with a skeptical look on her face. Her eyes got wide and she gasped.
"OH MY GOSH! HE ASKED YOU TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND DIDN'T HE?!" she screamed and ran over to my bed and jumped on it. I started laughing.
"No, Alice, he didn't." her face fell. "But…" her face lit up again. "he did ask me if I wanted to hang out tomorrow just the two of us." 5…4…3…2…1
"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" she squealed. "So what are you guys doing? Or is it a surprise? Oh I bet it is! He is so good at that kind of stuff I know I've heard stories. Aw I wonder if it'll be romantic and then he'll ask you to be his girlfriend. I hope he does I mean he has to cause he totally likes you I mean its so obvious, or well to us, maybe not to you because you're like dating-intolerant and you'd probably say no but—"
"ALICE!" I yelled. She stopped talking. "We're just going Christmas shopping. And no he isn't going to ask me to be his girlfriend, how lame would that be? And no I am not dating-intolerant. And… I would say yes… immediately if he asked me"
They looked at me in shock. I had never said that about a boy. Even when I liked one, although I never liked one this much.
Alice got me up at 8:30 the next morning to get me dressed, I didn't mind it so much anymore because I had a reason that I wanted to look good. I wanted to look good in front of Edward. I had a flowy, comfortable graphic tee on that was a dark grey with a white flower print. I was also wearing a dark grey hoodie and had a black and white checkered scarf. Rosalie curled the ends of my hair inward and did my makeup. It was only a trip to the mall but I looked comfortable.
"A-are you ready to go?" Edward asked when I came out of the elevator. I loved it when he stuttered. He was so cute.
"Yep, and for once I'm excited to shop… too bad Alice isn't here." I said with a laugh. Little did he know I was only excited to shop because he was there and Alice wasn't. We got into his Volvo and headed off. Edward put on the radio and before I knew it I was singing and dancing along to one of my favorite songs.
"You wanna
show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and
where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the
chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're
feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of
impatient waiting
We live and
we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to
rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna
happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons
why
One step at a time
When you
can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need
to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The
only way you get there
Is one step at a time"
I started laughing at myself because I had gone pitchy on that last note. I then heard a chuckle from beside me and I remembered who I was in the car with. I looked over to my right and saw that Edward had a weird look on his face because he was trying not to laugh. I felt my face grow hot and I knew I was blushing.
"… that's one of my favorite songs…" that did it. He couldn't hold it in any longer and started to crack up.
"You should have seen yourself. You looked ridiculous." He said with a grin on his face.
"Hey you're just jealous of my singing capabilities and my mad dance skills!" I said in defense. I started laughing too.
"You're right. I'm sorry, it was rude for me to laugh" he said sincerely, only making me like him more. "But you do have a great voice."
"What? No I don't." I said. I always liked to sing but could never get the courage to really sing in front of anyone other than my mother, father, Alice and Rosalie. And I never believed that I could sing.
"Yes, you do. I'm a music student I think I know what I'm talking about. And I told you before, I would never lie to you." He said seriously. I smiled.
"Thank you."
When we got to the mall, there were a million people there. I had forgotten it was black Friday. Stupid.
"Yikes! There's a lot of people here" I said to Edward. He looked around.
"Nahhh it's like empty!" he said sarcastically. I gave him a look and he kept on smiling.
"Well, I don't think we're going to get much done, if we don't get killed by one of these mobs." I said, it was true. Alice had taken me shopping on black Friday once and even she didn't like it.
"Well… what do you suggest we do instead" Edward asked me.
"nuh-uh I picked this failure. It's your turn now."
"Alright… how about we bring the car back to school and then just walk around town?" He suggested. I liked the sound of that. I nodded and we rushed out.
We dropped the car off and headed towards town. It was chilly out but it wasn't too cold with what I was wearing.
"So…" I said.
"So…" Edward mimicked me like I had the night before. He looked at me and looked more like he was searching for my soul than just looking at me. I looked down.
"I really liked your cousins… they were really cool. It was easy to be myself around them" I said sincerely.
"I'm glad you liked them. They really liked you too." He said while smiling at me. I looked around and saw that none of the trees had leaves on them because it was almost winter, my least favorite time of year, but I couldn't help but think it looked beautiful out.
"You know…" he started again "You've been acting a lot more like yourself around a lot of people you never used to before too." I looked at him skeptically. Had I really? Was that why it was so easy for me to talk to other people in classes?
"Really? How do you mean?"
"Well, I remember on the first day of school, you didn't want to go when Mr. Carlo asked us to stand up and tell everyone our name, age, and something interesting. And you were blushing like mad. Now, you share your compositions and don't mind talking in front of class." He was right; I had been more comfortable in that class sharing different things. "And in biology, you never would answer questions or were always scared as hell to give presentations and now you answer questions as though I had asked them or given presentations as if you were talking to Alice or Rose."
He was completely right. But there was one thing that he didn't know. I only acted like that in classes that he was in with me. I was still scared to speak in my math class or my photography class or history. He only knew the way I acted when I was around him. I knew that if I had been around Jake's family, or Angela's I wouldn't have acted the way I did last night. I think it's him not me.
"How do you remember back to the first day of school and how I acted? We weren't friends then…" I asked him.
"that doesn't mean that I didn't notice things about you…" he said quietly.
"What do you mean?"
"I remember seeing you before that English class…" he said looking a little guilty.
"Really? I didn't see you…" I trailed off trying to remember if I had ever seen him before that class… nope I definitely didn't remember seeing those eyes and that hair before.
"The first day I came to school… I was getting out of my car and heading up to my dorm when I dropped my schedule… I looked up and I saw you, Alice and Rosalie walking across the courtyard." He said looking me in the eye. "And I remember things that I find important…"
"…you think seeing me one day without even knowing my name and the way I acted in our first class together are things that are important?" I asked him skeptically, by now my heart was racing… maybe he did like me…
"… I find everything about you to be important…" Edward said semi-quietly. I smiled… no one had ever said anything like that about me before. "I couldn't believe I was so stupid that one day when I knocked into you… knocking you onto the ground… I felt so stupid… plus I couldn't remember the way back to my dorm"
I laughed quietly at that. "Everyone gets lost, I did, quite a lot actually. But that's normal for me… And I felt stupid for knocking into you too… I mean I knew that I was a klutz and I was trying to read and walk at the same time… I was bound to end up on the ground eventually…" I looked back up at him, he was smiling… I was absolutely sure that he could hear my heart right now.
EPOV
That walk was the best walk of my life although during it I was absolutely sure that she could hear my heart right then… part of me wanted to tell Bella how I felt. Another part of me wanted to take her into my arms and kiss her passionately. But the more dominant part told me that right now wasn't right. That I would get my chance soon… I could feel it.
A/N: 10½ pages!! I know before I said I wouldn't do too many Edward's point of views and I've kind of didn't stick to that. Oh well. Anyway… those of you who are on the edge of your seats waiting for Bella and Edward to get together… give it a little bit more time and maybe a holiday or so… (little hint hint to what's coming up!) So please review!! They make me happy :)