I decided to come out of hiding for a few days to go visit Bella. I couldn't take it any longer.

Driving my motorcycle all the way up to the Cullen Mansion in Forks, there she sat on the couch, pale, sweaty, huge bags forming under her eyes….and getting super big. Rosalie was sitting protectively next to her.

Her blonde hair looks so soft...like silk. And those eyes…like little brown chocolates! No, no! Stop it, Jake!

"What do you want?" she sneered.

How could she do this to me? Get a grip, Jake. She's rude to everybody, "Just coming to visit Bella, seeing how's she's doing and stuff."

"Whatever," she said, staring ahead at the big flat screen TV, playing some stupid soap opera. Those Cullens. Damn rich.

I stayed silent for several minutes. I couldn't help but study Rosalie's composure and although she smelled so repulsive…Stop it!

"By your definition of visiting, does it mean just standing here and staring at us?"

"Oh! Uh…sorry. I just don't know what to say to her…wow," Bella sighed and stared blankly ahead. She was too tired and worn out to say anything anyways.

She sniffed in disgust, "Well, if you have nothing to say, go into the kitchen or something. I can't stand the smell."

Heart, please don't break. Do remember Emmett? Her husband? "Oh uh…is that where everyone else is?"

"Yeah, even that wolf girl. What's her name again? Leann? Lisa?"

"It's Leah."

She sniffed again, then looked away, "Whatever. That's where everyone else is. You're probably hungry anyway" she paused and gave me a cold look, "with your condition and everything," harsh, but I couldn't stay mad at her, no matter how hard I tried.

"Uh…never mind. I'm just going to…" I pointed to the front door, "you know, uh…leave. Yeah. Anyways, nice seeing you, Bella. You too, Rosalie."

"T-t-thank y-y-" Bella uttered. I felt so bad. She had to suffer through all this pain just to have a freaking baby.

"She's trying to say thank you, if you couldn't already figure it out."

"I'm not that dumb. Anyways, bye."

Leah came storming out of the kitchen, "We need to talk."

Red alert! Red alert! Go directly to jail, do not pass go, do not collect $200, "Sorry…just about to leave."

Her black eyes bore into mine, "I could care less. This is serious. Mind stepping outside for a moment?"

There was no use in arguing with Leah. There's no way to ever win. We stepped outside onto the porch. She pinned me up against the wall, "What. Are. You. Thinking?"

"What do you mean?" best to delay answering questions as long as possible.

"You know what I'm talking about. Seth told me everything."

"Oh…he did? Well, you know Seth…maybe he was joking around…"

She laughed, "This kind of stuff doesn't work on me anymore. I read Seth's mind last night when we were in wolf-form. I would've known if he were joking or lying."

"Oh…haha…how funny-"

She pushed me up even closer, "Tell me. It better not be Alice. She's so annoying. I can hardly stand her."

"Easy there. Don't want to really hurt me, do you?"

She loosened her grip a bit, "Who is it?"

I couldn't delay this any longer, "Rosalie," I whispered.

She smacked me across the face. Hard, "What was that for?" I said, rubbing my cheek.

"Rosalie?" we both peeked in the window, "Crap. Please tell me this is a joke. It's Alice isn't it?"

No point in lying again. She would find out sooner or later, "I'm not kidding. It's not like we choose who we imprint on. Not like you would understand any of this."

She slapped me a second time, "Ok…maybe I deserved that one."

"What the hell are you going to do?"

"No clue. I know I'm splitting her and Emmett apart by imprinting," I glanced inside, and saw Emmett coming into the room, bending down to give Rosalie a kiss. How could you? Remember, they're married.

She glanced in at them too, and sighed, "Whatever. We'll figure this out later. We can't let you go in wolf-form. Sam will read your thoughts, and it will be all the more reason to go against the Cullens."

"Yeah, I guess so."

"No more wolf-form for us, either. We can't risk it."

"But then no one will be guarding the forests. The Volturi could be arriving at any moment, Sam is off doing who knows what…this is just too much."

She sighed, "We'll figure something out later, Jake. Being around stinky vampires the whole day has been exhausting for me. I'm almost too tired to think," she chuckled a little to herself.

"Come over for dinner, maybe…Seth, too. We need a plan, fast."

"Sure," she jangled her keys, "I have to go. See you tonight," and she brushed past me, and started up her car and drove away.

xJoSaLiEx

"Charlie sure is getting lonely without Bella around," my dad wheeled himself into the kitchen later that evening, getting some cokes out of the fridge, "She's doing who knows what with those Cullens," he shook his head and sighed.

I pretend like I don't know anything, "Yeah, I'm sure he is."

"Going over to Charlie's for the big game, anyway...keep him some company. Want to come? Sure he'll be glad to see you, son."

For a moment, I felt bad. If only Charlie really knew the truth. Bella's left him completely clueless about all of this, but I replied, "Having Seth and Leah over tonight. We need some serious strategy. Lot going on."

He looked concerned, "What's going on, Jake?"

Nonchalanty, I said, "Oh…nothing much. No big deal."

"You sure?" there was doubt in his voice.

"Yeah. You have fun with Charlie," and we said our goodbyes, and he left.

Why did it have to be like this? Why? First, the split with Sam. Then, having to deal with my best friend being pregnant with a hybrid baby. Then, the warning about the Volturi coming. And now, me imprinting on Rosalie.

My life is one freaking mess.

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