No you're not seeing things, i did update before the month was out! gasp!! no seriously, i just felt the urge to give ya this so review? pwease??

Kendall pov.

He's standing in the door way of my room smirking and I want to go and knock that look clean off his body.

"Kendall, it's so nice to see you." he says waltzing into my room as if he were invited in. I feel rage pouring off Greenlee and I actually have the sense to calm myself enough to keep her calm.

"What do you want?" I ask sharply. He makes a hmm sound and taps his chin like he's thinking.

"Ya know, I can't seem to reme...oh yeah! My son." he says with a small shrug.

Nic pov.

He's here and he's here to take me. Well he thinks he's gonna take me but I doubt it. I lean closer to Kendall's door to hear what he's gonna say to her.

"Your what?" she asks like she didn't hear him. "I'm sorry I could have swore I heard you call him your son." she says. I hear my dad chuckle a little.

"Well that is what he is. In a biological sense anyway, that wimp will never be half the son I wish I had but I'll settle I guess." he says sadly. I'm not sure why but that hurt. And don't go sayin it's cus he's your father. I don't give two rat shits about that I mean I have a strong dislike for the man but that statement hurt.

"He's not going anywhere with you." I hear Kendall growl out. Like she could stop him.

"Well well. Aren't we trying to be the intimidating one?" he asks amusement clear in his voice. "It's not like you have a choice." he says and I can practically hear the shrug in his voice.

"Go near him and I swear to Go-" he cuts her off.

"Now now, no need to make pointless threats. You can have the boy back in a few weeks." he says dismissively.

"He's not an object you can just pass around! He's a child Michael. A human child. Do you not get that?" greenlee speaks for the first time.

"He's a mistake and he knows that. Condoms break and when they do you end up with little shits like that running around." he sneers. I hear a resounding smack and for a minute I think he hit my sister.

"If you ever say anything like that about my son again I'll kill you." I hear Kendall say in a shaky voice. Son? When did this happen?

"We've been over this Hart, he's not your son. He's mine and I'll take him outta here when I feel like it." my dad says. I take a deep breath and turn away. This is what I gotta do right? If I wanna be happy I gotta do it myself. So I'm leavin. I'll stop by Bink's and Maggie's place cus here's some things I wanna tell her. I go back to the room Kendall's been lettin me use and pack up some of the clothes she bought me. I don't bother leavin a note cus aint nothin to say. Thanks? I'll pay her back for it soon enough. Don't look for me? I doubt she would but tellin her not to aint gonna help either. So I just slip outta the window. I'm about a block and a half away when I hear her and Greenlee's frantic yelling.

"Nic!!" greenlee yells runnin. They don't even realize they just passed me. Well I am hiding behind a dumpster but still.

"Nate! Nate!" Kendall yells. She'll be alright. Better off is more like. Pretty soon she won't even remember this whole thing but I'll send her the money anyway. Cus I owe her a lot. I sigh and get up from my hiding spot. Alright, so no takin the front way. I'll just cut behind these buildings. I walk for about thirty minutes before I'm in front of Bianca's and Maggie's. I lean close to the door and don't hear any talking. I use the paper clip I found on my way here to pick the lock. Nobody's here so I'm thinkin Kendall called her. Well shit. I could always leave a note...

Bianca pov.

This has been the hardest week I've ever had. And I've had some pretty rough weeks. I can't believe we still haven't found Nic! What was he thinking?! More importantly, is he alright? That's all I want to know really. Well I want him home but there's obviously a reason he left and I don't think he's willing to come back yet.

"Bianca, you need to eat." Maggie says for the third time today. I haven't been eating much with the trial and Nic and taking care of Kendall. I sigh.

"I'm not hungry." I tell her. I see the annoyance flash in her face.

"Hungry or not starving yourself isn't good for the baby." she says. She does have a point.

"She's right Bianca." Lena says. I completely forgot she was even in the room. I don't make a move to get up and Lena sighs. "We're worried about you. Ever since that boy r-"

"His name is Nic." I hear Maggie say through clenched teeth. "And he will not be brought up unless you know where we can find him." she adds softly. She's taken this hard. All of us has but I'm wondering if she's taken it harder. He was like...somebody she got a clean slate with. He knew nothing about her home life from before, nothing about Frankie so she knew there was no way he'd judge her. To him, she was Maggie from the diner who told cool jokes.

"My apologies. Bianca, you should eat something like Maggie said." she says. I sigh again.

"Lena could you just...could you come back later?" I ask. It pains me to see the hurt look flash through her eyes but she quickly covers it.

"Of course my lav." has her accent always been this annoying. She leans down and kisses my cheek quickly before nodding at Maggie and making her way out the door. I hear Maggie sigh and get up.

"I'm gonna go see Kendall. I'll see you in a little while." she says kissing my forehead. "Love ya binks." she says. She doesn't say that too often but I think she's sending me a message.

"You too Maggie." I say. She offers me a sad smile before walking away. "Maggie?" I call just as she gets to the door. She turns to me. "We're gonna find him." I say. She offers me a smile.

"And you're gonna eat while I'm gone." she says in a strict voice. I nod and she reluctantly leaves the apartment. I know she's only leaving because she's worried about Kendall. She's been a complete wreck. Only eating when forced, barely sleeping, lashing out. I sigh and get up and make my way to the kitchen. I'm not that hungry but I need to eat something. I'll just eat a few spoons of ice cream and call it a day. I grab the chocolate bryers but for some reason don't want it. Instead I grab the ben and jerry's. I reach for a spoon and make my way back to the living room sofa. When I sit down I turn on the TV and the news automatically pops up. I open the container, ready to dig in but notice there's paper in there. I'm about to blow a fuse because, who the hell leaves paper in ice cream? But I notice my name written on it. I open up the stiff paper and read Nic's handwriting.

Bianca,

look, dude, I don't know where to start. For one, if she asks, don't tell Kendall about this letter. Actually, don't tell nobody. And thanks ya know? For like bein there when ya didn't have to be. I want ya to know I appreciate you guys. All of ya. I'll get in touch with Kendall and Greenlee sometime soon. Dunno, might even come back one day. Right now I just... I couldn't be there. He was tryina take me away from you guys and I couldn't live with him. Ya know what he told me when he came to visit me? That he paid those boys big time to do what they did. He wanted them too. Sick as fuck right? I know. So I need to be away from him but I'm not too far away. Won't go past new York I promise. Now, on to the real reason of this. It aint a goodbye letter so quit your bawlin. Lena. You wanted to know why I don't like her? Cus she's a lyin cheatin bitch. Now I know how ya feel about me sayin things off the wall and out the way bout people but I'm bein real Bianca. I know you care for her and she probably cares for you in her own way but she's workin with my dad. She can't be trusted. They been...doin stuff Binks. Tryina use you and discussin it then...just cut her loose. Please. She isn't worth you time or love. Keep yourself and the baby safe. Look out for everybody like ya been doin and I'll get in touch with ya in maybe a week. Possibly two. I got connections so don't worry. I'm fine. And... I like... I love you guys. You were like my real family. I just thought I'd tell ya that.

Dominic Kane

I...wow. Dominic Kane? Oddly I think it suits him. But...how could she? Claim to love me then...no. He's mistaken. Lena wouldn't do that to me. She does love me. But...why would he lie? He has no reason too. Especially not now. Maybe this is his way of lashing out? No, I doubt it. He's a good boy through and through. He just wants me happy. What am I going to do?

This is Morgan Chillson reporting to you live from channel 6 action news at 6. this just in a report stating that 13 year old Nathaniel Cambias has been found and returned to his father's custody. The young boy was found just outside of Atlanta Georgia after disappearing just one week ago. Nathaniel is the only child of businessman Michael Cambias who is on trial currently for the rape of Bianca Montgomery. A spokesman for the young mr. Cambias said that 'Nate was just under a lot of stress. His father is on trial and he just lost his mother so he felt the need to get away. He and his father are working things out.' that from rumors of Michael abusing Nate causing him to run away. Both Michael and his spokesman denied all allegations saying that the media is just looking for a bad guy when there isn't one. More will be brought to you later on the nine o'clock news. Once again this is Morgan Chillson reporting to you live. Back to you Vince.

I stare at the tv in shock before shutting it off. I rush to the front door and down the stairs to my car. I drive to Kendall's hurriedly and know as soon as I enter the front door that she know where he is.

"How do we get him back?" I ask. Because I know that she and greenlee arent' going to let this rest.