Bella***

"Holy shit Bella! Did you see the way he fucking looked at you?" Alice screeched excitedly dragging me to the bathroom.

I looked at myself in the vanity mirror wincing at my flaming red cheeks replaying the scene that had just taken place. Shit, no one ever looked at me like that.

"No ones ever looked at me like that." I muttered. Yes there was lust in that look, in fact all of it was lust, but damn it made me melt. And here I was blushing in the toilet like a twelve year old! I was angry at myself.

"Wait here." He ordered sternly. I snickered at her the smile on my face twisted with sarcasm. I wasn't going anywhere.

Alice re-entered the toilet as short while later grabbing me by the wrist and pulling me towards the pool house. I gave her a concerned glance as we excited the toilet but she must have noticed the look on my face. "Well go the back way" She whispered in my ear rolling her eyes, I nodded gratefully.

We made our way to the pool house which thank fully was empty. As we entered the dark room I noticed Alice shuffling something in her pockets.

"What are you doing?" I questioned her, my tone barely audible.

"Bella, do you trust me?" she asked quirking eyebrow at me.

"Yes. Of course." I answered truthfully as she took a joint out of her pockets, lighting it and inhaling it deeply. I turned around swiftly at the sound of the door opening as two tall figured approached us. I cowered back into Alice worrying someone saw us in here.

"Don't worry. It's just Edward and Jasper." She soothed grabbing my hand and squeezing it.

"Copy me." She commanded repeating the process before handing me the burning smoke. I just steered at her blankly. She rolled her eyes at me grabbing it off me.

"You've never smoked a joint before Bella? " A smooth voice whispered. I shook my head in response as Edward came closer feeling more ignorant by the second.

"When I say open your mouth an inhale...deeply." he ordered harshly.

"K" was my bright response.

Taking the joint off Alice he took it in his mouth sucking it forcefully. With the joint still in between his fingers he ushered me forward. I was thanking God that we were in a dark room and he couldn't see the flushing in my cheeks.

I took two steps toward him not quite sure what to do. He grabbed my waist pulling me closer stroking my cheek quickly before bring both hands up to his mouth and leaning into me. He parted his hands slightly creating a tunnel like form with his hands and blew sweet smoke into my face.

"Inhale." Jasper choked puffing in another joint. I took it that he was talking to me and I did what they told me to. I inhaled deeply.

And shit. It stung, like breathing in razor blades. I was coughing and spluttering and gasping for air like an idiot. "Are you ok?" Edward asked his voice full of concern.

I nodded in response trying not to look like a complete tool. I took a minute to control my breathing and once the itching in my throat receded I felt the felling of, joy and complete lightness. It was as if the worries and concerns I had playing on my mind were gone. No anxiety or anger. Renee, Charlie, Jacob and even Edward ceased to matter. An eerie sense of clam washed over me and I smiled in the darkness at the thought.

"You thirsty?" Alice asked handing me bottle of premixed Jim beam. I took it from her slamming it down. Not because I was thirsty but because I wanted to feel good to feel more.

"Can I have more?" I turned around asking Edward. I didn't blush, or feel awkward for wanting more or stupid because I didn't know how to smoke it myself. This stuff is great!

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Edward

"Hello stranger." I whiny voice sighed in an attempt to sound seductive. I cringed recognizing the repulsive sound. Jessica-Fucking -Stanley. Or what I usually liked to call her 'Scouring-Pad Stanley' (after her hair) she was so fucking gross. Out of all the girls I'd been with Jessica Stanley was definitely at the top of the "Gypsy Fucks" list.

"What do you want?" I asked staring blankly slamming down another shot.

"I think it's pretty obvious don't you?" She breathed softly in my air grabbing me below the belt.

"Woo back the fuck up bitch." I murmured pushing her away gently trying not to cause a scene. But she just didn't get it. She came closer and licked my ear grabbing my cock again, this time rubbing it.

"Come on, I know you want it." She smirked down at my pants. I chuckled deeply because I was still limp, yet she still couldn't grasp the "no" part of our conversation. So I did what I did best. I channeled my inner-asshole and leaned into her.

"Actually, Jess. I'd rather nail my nuts to knee than put my dick anywhere fucking near you." I spat my voice laced with venom hoping she would get the point. She did looking hurt and stomping off.

"Dude were gonna go for a smoke, you keen?" Jasper asked his arm hanging loosely around Alice.

I shrugged. "It's gonna be Bella's first session, should be classic." He chuckled.

"Be nice, Bella's sweet and ....well she's different." Alice growled playfully gabbing him in the ribs. I rolled my eyes and followed them.

"Can you give me a few minutes?" Alice looked at Jasper frowning and pouting. He licked his bottom lip staring at her. I groaned before they did anything offensive in front of me, and he nodded.

We waited rolling a joint each and after a minute or two made our way to the pool house. As soon as I we opened the door I smelt it. And I shot Jasper daggers in the dark for just handing out our pot like that, I highly doubted Pixy had a secret fucking stash somewhere.

I heard my name being mumbled as we walked in. I wanted to ask why the fuck we where in the dark but I presume it was so no one would come scabbing off us. This tended to happen quite often.

"Copy me." I heard Alice whisper to her taking a toke inhaling deeply. Bella just stared at her looking intimidated and confused.

"You've never smoked pot before Bella? " I asked trying to keep the shock in my voice at bay, but failing.

She shook her head in response. She looked pretty even in the darkness of the pool house. Her Mahogany hair fell down her back in waves, brushing lightly against her cheekbones creating a blanket affect around her face. She looked Pale almost grey in the dim moonlight as I made my way to her.

"When I say, open your mouth an inhale..Deeply." I told her forcefully. Trying to convey the importance of the inhaling deeply part. I didn't want her to inhale, choke half to death and have nothing to show for it. And if this was her fist session she'd be coughing hysterically anyway.

"K" She breathed nervously as I plucked the joint out of Alice's hand curling my fingers indicating her to come to me. She inched forward stopping a foot in front of me scanning her eyes around nervously. I rolled my eyes at her cluelessness and pulled her to my frame.

I could feel the heat from her face radiating on to my chest. I rubbed her cheek trying to calm her down. If she was nervous or edgy in anyway this could just make her feel worse.

I took a huge toke holding it in my mouth. Removing my hand from her lower back I began trailing it slowly up her arm before placing both my hands to my mouth I creating a funnel with my hands, slowly breathing the smoke into her face.

"Inhale." Jasper informed her stifling the smoke coming out of his mouth. And she did, she inhaled deeply, too deeply. So much so that she sucked out all the smoke from my mouth. Fuck!

She was barking out her dry coughs loudly, fighting for her breaths wheezing slightly. I patted her back to stop choking sounds.

"Are you ok?" I asked praying she wouldn't fucking vomit. She nodded in response her hands on her knees bending down slightly till her breathing settled. And fuck-me I could see right down her top.

"You thirsty?" Alice asked extending a bottle of brown liquid to her. She took it and drinking swiftly drinking the whole thing. I saw a small smile on her face as the weed started kicking in.

"Can I have more?" She asked huskily but still sounding a shit load more chirpy that before.

I nodded as we re-played the scene earlier. I pulled her closer because for some reason she still seemed nervous. I cupped her cheek pulling on the joint a little less this time. I didn't want her to get too smashed. Arching my face down to hers again creating the funnel with my hands I breathed the smoke out. Slowly this time, creating a tiny 'o' with my mouth so she wouldn't have another coughing fit. That shit would hurt her throat tomorrow.

She breathed in the smoke softly, her lips almost meeting mine. She moaned at the smell and feeling of it and naturally I moved my face in closer. She placed her dainty hands on my hips her pushing herself into me further. Out of habit I rubbed my self against her. She moaned, and again I drove my cock against her stomach just needing to create some kind of friction. All the contact, while trying blow the smoke out was becoming too much, I was about to pull away when I felt it. Her warm wet tongue grazed lightly along my bottom lip. My breathing hitched and my knee jerk reaction was to breath. I pulled away quickly coughing slightly as the smoke engulfed my windpipe tingling my throat. I was searching for Alice and Jasper but the only other pair of eyes in this room were Bella's. Big and brown staring at me wide eyed in shock all blood shot and droopy. She was so fried.

"What the fuck? " I blurted still slightly confused. And with that she stalked out the door.