Warning: mature scenes in this chapter.

The next three days Bella would have breakfast with her friends, read her book, and work in the library all afternoon until 10 pm. The women in the library said it was ok if she wanted to leave at six but Bella said no, that she would like to stay a little more. Miss Jenkins didn't argue about it, of course.

She was almost finishing her business hours when a men showed up asking for information's about a book. Bella was with her back turned at the balcony but as soon as she heard his voice her entire body straight up and a smile appeared in her lips. "I think I can help him, Angela" she said to the other girl with a smile. Jasper didn't say anything or smiled but something told Bella he was more then pleased at seeing her.

He let her show him the way and they said anything. "I know he is around here, somewhere" she said checking one stand then two… "Aha! Here it is" she said with satisfaction vivid in her voice and face. Jasper smile brighter.

"Thank you Bella"

"You welcome" she smiled. Jasper skimmed the book and nodded. It was the one! "Would you like some other book?" she asked at the same time he spoke

"Do you work here every day?" they eyes locked and both giggled.

"Please, you first" they said in union.

"Please, a lady always should go first" he said. Bella looked down, feeling her cheeks burn. "Charming"

She was sock to hear that and looked up "What did you say?"

"Oh, nothing, really" he said.

I can assure you that I'm no crazy and that I did hear you said I was charming! Her mind screamed and she almost, almost, said it out loud, stopping just in the right moment. "Ok, well, I asked if you need anything else"

"Do you have a book from Émile Zola?"

"Émile Zola… I'm not sure, but I'll check at our database… give me a minute" Bella walked to the balcony where they have the computer and put her ID before searching the name of the author.

"Do you know who he is?" he whispered her closer at her ear making her shiver.

"No" she said trying not to purr.

"He was born in Paris in 1840. His widowed mother had planned a law career for him, but he failed his examination. He worked in the sales department for a publisher before becoming a writer. His work is mostly romantics"

"How do you know all this?"

"I read a lot. You should read him too, if you have some time, and then we could discuss it"

"That would be great. I don't have many friends to talk about that"

Bella looked at the screen and took the note of stand number. It was too high for her to catch it so she had to wear the mobile stairs. "'We have the 'A Love Episode', the 'Four Short Stories' and 'Fortune of the Rougons'"

"Four short Stories. This way we can meet when you finish each one of them. If it's ok with you of course"

"It's a deal" she smiled making him smile as well. She had started to descend the stair when her foot didn't firmed in the step and she almost fall, if it wasn't for jasper who climbed in the stair and hugged her. It had probable passed two seconds before he was up there so Bella looked at him stunned. "How did you…"

"When do I have to give them back to you?" he asks ignoring her exclamation.

"In three days, but you can always prolong the deadline if you want" she said still confused.

"Ok. Thank you so much Bella"

"You welcome" Jasper straight himself and bounded his head like a soldier before walking away from her, not looking back.

"Why do I have the feeling that he is hiding something from me?" she asked to herself.

"Who is hiding what?" asked a boy hugging her from behind. Bella jumped but wasn't able to get off the big arms around her.

"Jeez, Johnny, don't do that again!" Johnny was the first person Bella met in the university. He was at almost every class she has in the normal period. He was nice but to tactile for her liking.

"Sorry Bella" he said letting her go

"So, you didn't travel this summer" she said before he could push the matter again.

"Nah, I wanted to have fun with my friends and most of them decided to stay here, including you, so… When you'll out of here?"

"In a few minutes, why?"

"I was thinking about watching a movie with a few guys tonight, why don't you come to? It will be fun"

"All William Wordsworth Poems I don't know Johnny. I have to wake up earlier in the morning…"

"Come on bells, please? It's been a long time since we had fun together and Elliot said the movie is really fun, it calls 'Get Smart', have you seen it?"

"No I haven't"

"It's a comedy so you don't have to worry about being scaring or anything"

"I don't get scare that easily Johnny"

"If you say so… I see you at eight at my place!"

"Wait, Johnny, I didn't say…" But it was too late. He had already run off before she even starts speaking. "Great, just… wonderful!" she groaned. Jasper sensed Bella's discomfort even being a few feet's away from her.

She went to her dorm to take a shower and then go to the movie session. She asked Rosalie to come and bring Emmett but her friend dismissed the idea when she said who invited her. Rosalie had warned Bella about Johnny's real intention since the beginning but Bella trusted him and had already told Johnny that they couldn't be more than friends. Rosalie was firm in her position so Bella had to go alone.

Everyone lived at the campus so it wasn't like she had to get her car and drive there just take a little walk. When she got at his dorm Alice and James were already there, with Alice rested on his chest, both sitting in the floor. She said hello to everyone and took a sit comfortable on the couch. Johnny made some popcorn saying that 'a movie session without popcorn isn't a good session' and James pushed 'play' on the remote. He sat also in the couch but not so close to Bella and she was more then ok with it.

The movie was actually funny and Bella found herself laughing with everyone. After one and a half hours Alice had to go to the bathroom and Johnny took the vessel back to the kitchen while. James played with her because, according to him, she always left at some point during a movie, any movie, which made me and Johnny laugh and Alice a bit mad at him. But her anger only took the minutes she was away because back to the floor they start devouring each others mouth.

Johnny re-starts the movie sitting now closer. She was at the end of the couch so there was no way for her to step away unless she got up and that wouldn't be so gently. He smiled at her and whisper at her ear.

"They seem really in love, don't they?"

"Yes. They form a great couple"

"I think so too" he said turning his attention back to the TV then back to her. "James was actually frighten about asking Alice on a date"

"Really, I didn't know that"

"He said she was such a free spirit and he didn't think she would say yes to him of all people. How wrong was he?" Bella nodded.

"How long they have a thing?"

"Not sure but seems like forever. Are you happy that you came here tonight?"

"Yeah, you can say that" she said smiling politely.

Alice and James didn't seem interested on the movie anymore because they start kissing and didn't stop. Bella could sense Johnny's eyes on her body but tried not to show. Suddenly she felt his hand on her thigh and gasp more of surprise then thrill. He left his hand there and started to smell her neck and hair.

"Johnny" he kissed her there shortly and repeatedly. "What are you doing?"

"What do you think I am doing?"

"I thought I made it clear that I don't like you that way"

"I think your body disagrees with you dear Bella" he purred liking her ear.

"Hey you guys" said Alice breaking the moment to Bella's happiness. But her happiness didn't last long. "We are going back to James room ok?"

"No, please, don't leave me here with him"

"Sure, ok, we can watch the rest of the movie another day" said Johnny with a smile. James and Alice waved before leaving the room. "Now, where were we?"

Bella opened her mouth but before she could speak Johnny was kissing her, not so gently. Bella groaned disliking the kiss but again Johnny was clueless about her sighs. He pushed her legs up on the couch so she was lying in the couch as he put himself on top of her. His hand found her shirt and went under it.

"No, Johnny, stop" She tried to put his hand away but he was stronger. "Stop!" she said more serious this time.

"You have no reason to push the feeling aside anymore, Bella" he whispered while his hand squeezed her breast.

"I'm not pulling anything aside" she argued. "Get off me!"

"Yes, you are" he says pulling himself even harder on top of her. "I can see you like me every time you smile at me or talk to me. You say 'no' to me when you wish you would say 'yes' but you too afraid of acting with your own feelings. You don't have to be afraid anymore Bella. I'm going to help you to make your wishes come true."

His voice was so full of certain that it really freaked her out. She felt the button and zipper of her jeans being open and his hand was under her pants before she could move.

"No, stop, I don't want this" she screamed. I don't want you to be the first guy I was ever with. No. Jasper!

"I'll show you how good it feels to act according to what your heart is saying and not your head Bella, and in the end you'll beg for me to continue… touching you"

"NO! NO! Please" tears were falling from her eyes as she tried even hard to get free.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door surprising them both. Bella saw that as an opportunity to scream for help and maybe whoever it was outside could hear her. Johnny slapped her hard on the face making her shut up. It felt like her eyes and cheeks were on fire.

"Look what you made me do Bella, I didn't mean to"

"Yeah, right" Whoever it was on top of her was not the Johnny she knew or liked. It was a completely monster so Bella couldn't do anything except nod. Johnny's finger continued working faster on her center to get her wet enough for him to finally take her.

There was another knock, harder this time, followed by another.

"Go away, I'm studying" he screamed. At any other circumstance Bella would have laugh at that. He never studied.

They both startle as they heard a loud crash. The door from Johnny's bedroom was kicked and flew open hitting the wall. Johnny jumped from the couch and was about to swear in front of whomever it was when a hand closed around his throat and his body was pressed on the wall.