okay, need more reviews! anyways, sry for the wait again...if i tell you that i've been busy, that would be a lie. I've been a lazy ass because there are only 3 reviews and i've been hooked on this series Percy Jackson and The Olympians. Good book. anywho...on with the story..and disclaimer. lol.

Disclaimer: Don't Own Anything Twilight. Or New Moon...S. Meyer owns it.

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I got up from my bedroom floor, I was sobbing on and headed to the door, my luggage in tow.

It's not like I had a lot of stuff to pack anyways. I still couldn't believe Charlie left me like that! Arrest me? God.

But I can't even be mad at him because if I was him, hell, I would probably do the same damn thing. Who wants a living dead walking around in their house?

Right. No one. I'm just a stupid excuse for a human being living in this world.

I closed the front door and looked back at the house. One side of me was happy that I was leaving this place and the other side of me wanted to beg Charlie to not leave me like Edward did...but the memories were just too much for me. The nights when Edward would come through my window gracefully and tell me soothing words until I was asleep in his cold and white marble chest. Alice. OH Alice. I hated how she treated me like a living barbie but I still missed it. Her tinkling laughs and the glint in her eyes everytime she would come up with mischeivious plan.

It wasn't like Alice to not at least say goodbye to me? She loved me...even though her brother didn't, she wouldn't lie would she? I still gave into her shopping madness and her makeovers.

I quickly got into the house again and grabbed the phone and dialed the phone number I memorized in my head. Ring. Ring. Ring.

"Hello? Charlie?"

I almost sobbed right there in middle of the hallway hearing her voice. I missed her so much.

"Alice! Alice, oh god Alice why didn't you say goodbye to me? Why did you leave me? Is Edward there??" The questions were gushing out without a second thought.

I head a tinkling laugh from the other line and I was relieved. Of course she wouldn't leave me like that. She still loved me she would come back and say this was just all a joke! Another of her mischevious plan but I would have to scold her later for making me look like the living dead and how much trouble it caused for me and Charlie...but then she would of course fix me up and I would, again, give into her makeovers and shopping sprees. My thought was cut off by her voice on the other end.

"Oh, silly Bella. What did you think? That this is a joke?" "Wh--" But my confused question was cut off quickly.

"Bella, I love you, but hate to break it to you, but you are a total looser and I would not want to associate with you any longer okay? It would look bad for my image. Duh. You know, Rosalie was soo right. You are so lame. But you know thanks for sticking with me shopping! No one in my family wants to go with me because I'm kind of crazy at malls huh? Gosh, you are my own little barbie! And you obliged to anything I say and it was fantastic! But Edward got tired of you quickly, though believe me, that was probably the longest he went with a human girl."

I was shocked. I just stood there dumbstruck without any word to say about what she just told me. I was shaking bad and tears were slowly sliding down my cheeks.

"Why?" I whispered. "Why would you guys do this? You guys were so nice to me. Don't lie to me!" I yelled the last part. This was all a joke. This has to be. I don't care what she says. This is a nightmare.

"Oh, Isabella, you are a lost puppy aren't you? We took care of you until Edward gets tired of you, of course! You believed that vampires have souls just like humans. It was hilarious. Don't you get it? You were just a toy! Nothing more. We had fun with you but we got bored of you so we were gonna have to find another play toy. Now, I really don't have time for this I'm getting the new Channel boots! have fun with your pathetic little life Isabella."

There was a faint clicking sound at the end of the line and annoying beeps. I didn't even have a chance to say anything to her. Though, what am I going to say anyway? She was right. I was pathetic. I believed everythin they said....Jacob was right. They didn't have souls. I'm so stupid!

I cried and cried and cried untill I was sitting there all dried up. Lifeless. Almost. I HAD to get out of here.

I stood up and got out of the house with my luggage and headed to my comfort place. La Push. Jacob, my sun. He would do anything for me, I know it. HE at least loved me still not like Edward. He didn't think of me as a 'play toy' right?

I could get over all the Cullens if I just get distracted...that would help right?

I knocked on the door to Billy's house and Jacob opened the door. I expected a warm smile that could light up the whole town but I was greeted with a cold and hard face. No, nonononono. Please, not Jacob! Don't take away my jake!

"J-Jake? I thought, you know, I would stop by--"

"Bella, what the hell are you doing here? You got me punished because I told you the secret of La Push and I find out later that you were also fake flirting with me! You are sick Bella...playing with people's emotions like that so you could get what you want! Why did you come here? Did you finally realize that your little boyfriend is a bloodsucking bastard? So you came to me didn't you? Yeah. I heard he DUMPED you! You know what, I think you deserved it. Goodbye Bella. I don't ever want to see your face again." He slammed the door on my face before I could reply to his harsh rant.

'You deserved it' hah. I guess I did huh? God, just kill me now! Surely, I deserve death too right? I deserve everything horrible because I'm pathetic, stupid, lame, and alone. Alone.

Why is this happening to me?! Oh god why?

I quickly ran to my truck, now, my only thing that I trusted. I got in and drove away from La Push. From Jacob. My sun.

It was raining hard yet again, in this town and it just matched my mood perfectly.

I sped down the wet road, undetermined as to where I would go next because it seemed like everyone around me just leaves because I'm so pathetic. What could possible change this? Reverse this curse please!

Then it happend. The bright headlights coming towards me, fast. I had only time for a quick gasp as the monstrous vehicle crashed against my truck.

What is this place? I remember the darkness, the demons. But I also remember what I didn't want to remember, but it was imprinted in my mind.

Alice on the phone, Jake leaving a trail of harsh words as he slammed the door on me. The headlights.

I sobbed and sobbed in the darkness until a blur started to ripple in the darkness and it slowly reformed to a handsome man. I remember him. The demon.

"Your torture is one of our unique ones. It definitely has quite an affect dont you think, my darling?" He smirked at me, but I didn't say what he wanted to hear.

"I'm not your darling." I spat out. Oh, the horrible life of me!

It happened so quick, I had a whiplash in my little brain as he now stood hovering over me with a cold hard stare.

"Listen, bitch! Just one more torture and you will be forever ours. Like it or not. And you will work for us. We don't fucking care if you agree or not."

He smiled his cold creepy smile just like the last time and he disappeared once again into the darkness.

Forever ours...

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