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Betrayed
Chapter 4- Long way to happy
After I grabbed my suitcase out of the trunk and said my good byes to my Audi, I went to buy myself a ticket.
While I was standing in line a guy behind me touched my butt. I rounded on him and a fierce snarl passed between my lips. His eyes widened in fright and he jumped back, putting his hands up in front of him. I turned back around, begging myself to keep in control so I didn't kill him.
After I calmed down I bought a first class ticket and waited for the plane. It was 4:00 and the plane was due at 4:15. I looked around and noticed a group of teenage boys staring at me. I smiled widely at them. Then when they smiled back, I made the kind of face you see psychos make when they're angry. They immediately stopped smiling and turned the other way, whispering in hushed voices.
I reached into my back pocket, hoping that my I pod was still there, fortunately, it was. I turned it on and scrolled through the songs until I found one I wanted to listen to. I settled for "Who Knew" by Pink. I listened to the lyrics, and found that they were kind of perfect for how I was feeling right now.
After a few more songs I realized the plane was due any second. So I gathered my things and went over to get on.
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It was a six hour flight. I was sitting in a seat by myself next to the window.
We were flying over the Atlantic Ocean , we had been for about 2 hours now. We had about 3 hours left to go. I looked over and saw a little girl with peanuts in her hand. I examined them, they were broken into little pieces, kind of like my heart. I watched as she popped them into her mouth.
I sighed. I wish I was human again. Everything was so simple 2 years ago. When I still lived in Phoenix, sunny Phoenix. Before I moved to Forks and into the big mess that was my life. Now I'll never be able to go to the beach again, get a tan, or eat, for that matter. Now I'm among the eternally damned. Doomed to live among humans, everyone whom I could kill so easily. I suddenly knew how Edward felt when he met me.
Being so able to kill everyone on this plane. We could crash right now and the plane could explode, and everyone on this plane would die. Be lost forever. Everyone that is, except for me. I would merely swim away, perfectly alright.
I continued to scroll through my I pod. Finding nothing that I knew. I found another song by Pink. It's called 'Long way to happy'. When did all this Pink get put on my I pod? Alice, of course.
I finally gave up and listened:
One night to you , lasted six weeks for me
Just a bitter little pill now just to try to go to sleep
No more waking up to innocence say hello to hesitance
To everyone I meet, thanks to you, years ago
I guess I'll never know, what love means to me
But oh, I'll keep on rolling down this road,
But I've got a bad, bad feeling.
Wow. I closed my eyes and continued to listen.
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy yeah,
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
'Cause it's gonna be a long, long way to happy…
Why haven't I heard this song before? It's just about perfect for how I'm feeling. It's like it was kept hidden from me until the right moment. And boy, was this the right moment. The lyrics told it all. It's gonna take a long time to love… It's gonna be a long way to happy. Yes, it certainly is going to take a long time to love again. And yes, it is going to be a long time until I'm happy.
Left my childhood behind, in a rollaway bed
Everything was so damn simple
Now I'm losing my head, losing my head
Tryin' to cover up the damage and pat out
All the bruises too young to know
I had it so it didn't hurt to lose it
Didn't hurt to lose it oh but oh
I'll keep on rollin' down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling.
It's gonna be a long way to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to,
Keep on rolling like a stone
'Cause it's gonna be a long, long way to
Now I'm numb as hell and I can't feel a thing
But don't worry about regret or guilt cause
I never knew your name I just wanna thank you,
Thank you from the bottom of my heart
For all the sleepless nights and for tearin' me apart
Yeah, yeah…
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into,
Torn apart but now I've got to,
Keep on rolling like a stone
'Cause it's gonna be a long, long
Gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long, long, long, long
Way to happy yeah ,
Left in the pieces that you broke me into,
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rollin' like a stone
'Cause it's gonna be a long, long way to happy
'Cause it's gonna be a long, long way to happy.
When the song was over, I felt like crying. Only it was physically impossible for a vampire to cry. I didn't put on another song yet, and a flight attendant came over to me. It was a woman, looking in her early twenties.
"Can I get you anything, ma'am?" she asked.
"No thank you."
"Are you sure? Not a drink or something to eat?" she pushed.
" I said no thank you." I replied harshly.
" Ok.."
I closed my eyes again and let my thoughts wonder and before I knew it, we were landing. Thankfully, it was not a sunny day. So I went to a secluded part of the airport and took off running. About 5 minutes later I was there,
Volterra.
AN: There we go. Love that song. And I've never been on a plane, so sorry if that was kind of off. No flames please! I worked hard on this chapter to make it kind of long. Please don't quit reading the story because of where she is. I promise she won't do anything Edward-like.
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