Chapter 2
Zoro woke up suddenly, as if from a nightmare, little did he know, his nightmare hasn't even started. Zoro realized he was not in his bed, or that he VOLENTARILY fell asleep.
He couldn't find Robin, and at one point in the night, he just....... fell asleep, with a strange emptiness inside. "Zoro..... what are you doing?" Zoro turned around to face the voice behind him. It was Luffy. Always was. He seem to always wake up early now, sex must rejuvenate you the next day or something. Nami was like his new meat. Zoro chuckled to himself, ("He probably eats her more than meat now-a-days") he mentally joked. "What are you doing?" the strawhat boy asked again. Zoro got up, "er.... Nothing, I just..... I'm thinking of a lot of things and it tired me out." Zoro never could lie well. Luffy noticed this, "Where's Robin?" ("Wow.... don't miss anything do you Luf.") Zoro kind of wanted to hit Luffy for getting it right so quickly. "..... I don't know." Zoro sounded so depressed. Luffy looked at him sadly and a little confused, "What happened? You guys seemed fine yesterday," Luffy then remembered seeing Robin consuming an UNGODLY amount of random assortments of whine from Sanji's hidden collection last night as he went in the kitchen to get a snack. He didn't bother her, but he didn't think her problem was Zoro either.
"You guys already have a fight?" Zoro grrrr'ed silently to himself, Luffy was supposed to be an idiot! ("Why the hell is he reading me like a book damn it!") he thought. "........" Zoro wasn't sure what to do, it was so fucking hard. "Luffy.... *HUH*.... I think I'm screwed." Luffy couldn't believe it, Zoro?!? Stuck on something!? It sounded crazy. "What happened?" Zoro took a breath, "It's Robin,.... she thinks.... I..... I'm afraid of committing to her."
"Are you?"
Zoro looked astonished at Luffy, and for some reason, probably the same reason any one couldn't lie to Luffy, Zoro told the ut-most truth he felt in his hear, ".... Yeah...." He was shocked by his own answer, epically because he agreed with it completely. Luffy just stood there, "Well if you still like Robin you should fix that huh?"
Zoro looked away from his captain in depression, "I don't know if I want her though Luf," Now Luffy was the one who thought ZORO looked stupid, "The way you're acting I don't see why you don't." Zoro looked back at Luffy sort of confused, "What do mean?" Luffy shook his head, "You're not acting like yourself and it's BECAUSE OF ROBIN dude. Don't make me spell it out to you." Zoro realized what Luffy was saying.
He was out of character, worried, unsure, no longer confident in himself and it was all because he DID have feelings for Robin. He smiled, NOW he was for certain what he would say to Robin, "Thanks Luffy." Luffy just grinned widely, "No problem man."
Zoro restarted his search for Robin he looked everywhere. He went down to his cabin, maybe she would be there, didn't hurt to look right? But, like he thought, she wasn't there. Sanji came out of his room, adjusting his tie. Zoro saw him and he guessed he was desperate because he decided to ask Sanji for help. "Hey Sanji, have you seen Robin?" Sanji seemed quite alert to this question, "What? No. Why would I? I just got out of my room for the day." He was calm with his words but they also had a faint uneasy tone. Zoro raised a brow, "What's wrong with y-" He was stopped dead in his tracks. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Robin............. coming OUT of Sanji's room. "...Robin.....?" Bother her and Sanji's eyes widened in shock and horror. Sanji quickly spun around to Robin. She slowly turned to face the two men in the hall with her. Zoro smirked as if he just turned insane, "Well..... looks like you got to tap that pussy after all Dartboard." his voice was heartless and torn. Robin looked at him with offended hate at Zoro's comment. "Good job............. never thought you'd be the REBOUND kind. Guess I wasn't enough after all, Robin." Robin became more angry, but she held it in the best she could, "That's not kind,....... Mr. Swordsman." ("Tch. MR. SWRODSMAN AGAIN. I DON'T NEED THIS BULLSHIT!") Zoro could give a fuck less about anything now. "Right, right, I shouldn't say such things, I'm sure he fucked you JUST THE WAY YOU LIKE IT." Robin was fighting back tears now, "SHUT UP. You don't know what you are talking about Zoro-san." Zoro was coldhearted even at her saying his name. He started to walk up stairs, "Whatever. I don't need this." Sanji tried to stopped him, "Hold it Marimo! You don't get-" Zoro pulled out Wado and pressed it hard against Sanji's throat, "I don't give a FUCK what you say." He looked at Robin again, just as darkly, "And I could care less what bullshit YOU have to say." Zoro put his sword up and walked up to the deck.
Tears started to flow down Robin's face, "ZORO!" She ran up stairs, Sanji followed. When they got up to the deck, Zoro was nowhere to be found.
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It was about 1:30 now.......... in the morning. Zoro snuck back on the ship that he left off of many hours earlier. He mainly just wondered around the island they were docked at. At one point he found a prostitute. She was pretty and young, blonde, short hair, about his age too. He took her to a hotel, they got to the room, about half way taking his clothes off, he stopped. He couldn't do it. He paid the girl for wasting her time and went walking around again. He did all he could to stay of the ship, he almost didn't care if the ship left without him. In his many hours of wandering and wondering, he realized one majorly important thing. Everything he had said to Robin today, was wrong. He basically called her a cheating whore and had an expression on his face that looked like he enjoyed it. It sent the wrong message to Robin. HOLY SHIT HE LOVES HER AND NOW BECAUSE OF HIS FUCKED UP INSECURITES SHE'LL HATE HIM FOR THE REST OF BOTH THEIR LIVE. Like she would want him anyways. She had Sanji now.
Zoro made it to his room. He was about to open it when, in the small window hole in the door, he saw something he thought would never be in his room again. Robin was sitting on his bed, tears running down her face, clenching her knees and pillow. The pillow as DRENCHED in what was probably her tears, it was soaked as if she had been crying on it ever since he had left. Her face looked just as it did at Ennis Lobby when she screamed to them she wanted to live. Zoro couldn't believe she was there, and so torn. Why was she there!?!? She didn't love him anymore obviously.
Zoro was about to walk away when he noticed ROBIN NOTICED him. Zoro and Robin's eyes widened, his in alarm, hers in desperation to catch him. He started to run but suddenly arms came out of the wall and grabbed him, pinning him against the wall. Robin ran out the door and faced him. "ZORO-SAN!" He voice hitched and already out of breath, as if losing her voice from crying so much. Zoro looked away from her and down at his own feet. "Zoro-san." her voice still sounded hurt. He didn't answer. Robin got angry, "Answer me." Nothing. She slapped him in the face, and she started to cry again, also still angry, "ANSWER ME!" Zoro, against his will, chuckled a bit, "You haven't asked a question yet. I can't answer you." Tears came down her face faster now, "You're a bastard. You know that."
Zoro looked up at her and gave her a sad look that made the CRYING woman feel like the bad guy, "Right...... sorry." Robin's heart couldn't take it, if she had just let Zoro explain himself, how he felt, given him time, this wouldn't have happened. But it did, and now Zoro had said horrible things, things he nowhere did not mean. And Robin caused it, getting drunk, going to Sanji's room, wanting Zoro to commit full force from the beginning without any concern with how he felt. "We..... we didn't..... we didn't have sex...... Zoro-san...." Zoro looked at her as if he didn't care, no in a cruel way but like it didn't matter to their fight. "But you didn't let me explain. I went to him to have sex yes, but he didn't........ he let me sleep there last night and this morning........." She started to cry again, "I HATE you........ I hate you so much......... but......... but I LOVE you.......... I love you so much MORE." The arms faded away, releasing Zoro, he stood there in front of the dreadfully crying woman. Even though it looked like Robin was the one who caved in, Zoro was the one who lost the fight. Like it was said before, he was good at putting things together, form her still being awake and in his room and 1:30 in the damn morning to her crying endlessly and calling him a bastard, he knew she still loved him. Whether she slept with Sanji or not, it didn't matter. He caused her pain that no one could possibly bear. And since she loved him, the pain was even worse.
Zoro walked into his room. Robin looked at him in his doorway, "Zoro-san?" drying up as best she could. Zoro took his swords and dropped- not placed- DROPPED his swords on the floor. They made a small clank noise as the lay there un-neat on the ground. Robin looked at him in awe, Zoro would never do that to his swords. "Zoro-sa-?!!!!" Zoro quickly grabbed her, closed, and LOCKED the door behind them.
To be continued........
WARNING: Next chapter: SUPA MEGA SEXY FUCK PART. So big,......... the HOLE chapter is JUST SEX.