September 2

Esme Point of view

I sighed wishing I could have a child of my own. I know that I have a wonderful husband and five loving kids, but some how my life is just not complete. I am sitting on my bed playing with my lavender silk bed sheets until I heard the door creaked open, I looked up from my bed sheets and saw Carlisle face full of concern. I tried to put on a cheery smile but sadly he saw threw me, he came to sit beside me on the bed and wrapped his arm around me.

" Esme why so down?" He asked, I sighed.

" Carlisle I just really want a child so bad is there anyway-" Carlisle cut me off.

" Honey you know we can't have children's where vampires" I stopped playing with the silky bed sheets.

" Yes but-"

"Esme please stop asking me, please" I sighed again knowing that I'll never have a baby of my own.

" Alright Carlisle I will stop asking"

" Thank you" He kissed my forehead and get up " Esme don't forget where going hunting in 30 minutes" After that he left leaving me in the dark thinking of how great it would be to have a baby. Until something caught my eyes from the window I got up and sat next to the window seeing a bright star. I cupped my hands together closing my eyes whispering.

" star bright star light first start I see tonight I wish I could have a baby of my own" I kept repeating the words over and over for ten minutes and looked up. I saw that the star has gotten brighter the last time I saw it. Then the star started moving towards me coming closer and closer then...BOOM!...I hit the floor...hard. I heard everybody in the house calling my name and I saw Carlisle rushing towards me and everyone following him.

" Are you ok Esme?" Rosalie asked.

"What happened? How come I didn't see this coming?" Alice asked while Carlisle helped me up.

" Wait you mean you didn't see her falling on the floor?" Emmett asked.

" Yeah, hey Esme what happened? I heard a boom and then we came up here to see what happened."

" I don't know first I was sitting right next to the window and whispering something and the next the star was flying towards me then I fell to the floor" I was confused as everyone else was.

" weird...." Emmett said. Then there was silent.

" weird indeed, but we can't worry about that right now we have to go hunting before you all go nuts and feed upon people" Carlisle stepped in. I heard I few mumbles of "sure" and "ok" then we walked out of the bedroom.

" Hey Esme I was wondering what were you whispering about by the window?" asked Emmett, I shook my head.

" None of your business Emmett" I answered.

"ok" Then he left.

I quickly grabbed Edwards wrist and asked " Edward were you reading my mind during that time?" he nodded. " Edward in my mind did you see what I saw?"

Edward gave me a frustrated look and shook his head and answered " surprisingly no I didn't your mind somehow got all foggy" I was about to say something when we heard Emmetts loud voice " Come on guys I'm starving! Lets go hunting!!" then we heard a loud slap " OW!"

"Thats what you get Emmett!" I heard Rosalie's voice from downstairs. Edward and I both chuckled and went downstairs in vampire speed.

While we were running outside I started replaying the scene that happened a while ago thinking what it means. What is going to happen after that? Why didn't Alice see it? I am so confused I don't know what to do. I looked up to the night starry sky seeing the same star that hit me thinking maybe it's just my imagination. I turned to see Edward looking at me curiously. I know your listening Edward. He let out a sigh mumbling "sorry" I gave him a forgiving nod. Edward what do you think that scene means?. We both stopped running.

"Will after when you played that scene over and over in your mind it got me thinking that maybe something good or bad is going to happen I really don't know Esme" Edward said. I looked down on the ground thinking that the grass is interesting until I felt a hand on my right shoulder I lift my head up seeing Edwards worried black eyes in the night.

" Don't worry mom everything is going to be ok" I smiled at the word "mom". I have never heard Edward say that to me it must be a mother and son moment right now. He gave me a big family hug and then we both ran off to different directions to hunt.

I hunted four deers and one lamb thinking that that was enough for today. I looked up just in time to see the beautiful sun rise, with there warm colors mixed together in all directions. I looked at my shimmering skin glowing like rare diamonds making me wishing to know how they do that and wondering how mother nature became mother nature. After eight minutes of gazing at the sun I turned around to see my sparkling family watching me with more worried looks I frowned.

" Guys stop worrying about me I'm happy being here with all of you and don't give me that 'are you sure' look" I reassured them. They all let out a cheery smile. Carlisle walked up to me and held out his hand and I happily took it accepting the invitation. " Guys why don't we walk home instead of running there it's a really beautiful day to spend time with your family"

" YAY, Family fun time! We haven't had one those in a LOONG time! Lucky it's Saturday" Emmett shouted excitedly. Jasper tried to send some calm energy to Emmett but nothing happened.

" Emmett please calm down sweetie I think your giving Jasper a headache" Rosalie tried to soften him, which worked.

All of us started walking with are couples except for Edward poor boy I hope he finds someone soon. I heard Edward growl from the back I turned my head around to face him and gave him an apologist smile, sorry Edward I just hate to see you so unhappy. He let out a big breath and looked at me " I know Esme I know, I'll find someone, I'm just waiting for the right person" He whispered. I sighed hoping he'll find someone soon very soon. When we were almost to our house I felt a pain in my stomach. I let go of Carlisle's hand and put both of my hands on my stomach I was already on my knees crying in pain, at the corner of my eye I could also see Jasper on his knees with both hands on his head crying out in pain with Alice beside him looking very worried and scared. Poor Jasper he has to feel the pain that I'm feeling right now.

"Esme? Esme! Answer me my darling!" Carlislecried out."Esme? Esme! Emse!?" Everyone started crowding around me also crying out my name. I couldn't answer any of the calls because now I was on the ground screaming and wishing that this would all be over. I ignored everyone that was around me hoping that it would stop soon enough suddenly I felt weak I couldn't move my arms or legs, but I still felt pain in my stomach, I was all numb inside. Now I was wishing for death,because this pain was worse than the transformation I went threw long ago I continued to grow weaker and weaker,and I couldn't see anything because I couldn't open my eye lids either until I somehow blacked out to see nothing but darkness surrounding me. I wonder how I'm going to get myself out of this.