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JPOV

All I remember is seeing a semi coming 60 mile an hour towards me, and then a huge light. Some say when you see this light, you have died. And for a moment I thought I did and all I could see was Bella's face. The next thing I know I wake up and I see doctors staring at me as if I am this new species of human. Well maybe that was a bad metaphor… I am a separate species of human, just not one that they know about. I wanted to grab one of them by the collar and shake them asking, "Why am I here and WHY are you staring at me." It was driving me nuts; I can't deal with that kind of stuff. But I found out that even the slightest movement caused a sharp, knife like pain to surge though my entire body. It was to much for me, so I decided to stay put. After about 10 minutes of poking and prodding me they left, and I was left with me, myself, and my I-V tubes. I wanted to rip all of them out and throw them 10 miles away from me, but I knew it would probably be bad news if I did.

I heard a knock and the door creaked open. The smallest, most beautiful voice came from the right side of the room. "Jacob?"

"Hey Bella" I croaked.

"Hey Buddy how ya doing?

"How does it look I'm doing Bella? They have like 50 tubes running through me and every 10 minutes they come in with another excuse to put another one in me. My advice, never get hit by a semi. Okay?"

She laughed. "Jacob I think you also should take the same advice and I have some for you too."

"What is it?" I asked

She looked around to the door to make sure no one was there and to see that it was closed and she said. "Try not to get too worked up. If you even show the first signs of phasing, it could cause major permanent changes to your body. Your bones will not go back into place like they should and if you fully phase, you could be paralyzed."

This cause a major rush of emotion. All at once I found myself feeling sad, angry, and confused. I knew it was dangerous for me to feel this way because of what Bella just informed me of. The slightest bit of emotion could set me off. I had to get control.

Bella knew what was going on and she quickly came to my side, took hold of my hand and told me to calm down and that she was there. I tried my hardest but looking at that rock on her left hand sure made it difficult. It took me only a couple of seconds because I had a reason. That reason was that when I looked at Bella all I could see was fear in her eyes. She knew what would happen if I kept on going like this. And neither she nor I wanted to see it for reality.

One thing I knew for certain… I was going to have some mellowed out days ahead of me. Great.