Chapter 8
Tears
ABC=me narrating
I finally had the strength to pick my self up and I started walking back to the camp to pack my things. Noah never did find me and I was think I was going to see him right when I walk into the camp but I managed not to see him. I walked in to my cabin to grab my things and while I was grabbing them I over heard Courtney, Leshawna, Gwen, Izzy and Bridgette talking.
Courtney: so did you her what happen Between Noah and Bella!?
Gwen: Ya! Katie kissed Noah and Noah kissed Katie back and Bella saw the whole thing and took off running! Noah was out all night looking for her!
Leshawna: so have they found her?
Bridgette: I haven't heard anything and I'm really starting to worry
I decide to walk out on to the cabin porch to show them that I was alright
All of them:Bella!!??
Bella: Hey guys
Leshawna: you alright girl?
Courtney: we all been worried sick about! And you're soaking wet!?
Gwen: were you out there the whole night? And I you just getting back!?
Bella: yes
They all just looked at me surprised, I was glad to see them all but all I wanted was to go home and to be far way from Noah. I put on a pair of dry clothes and just sat on the cabin Porch then Izzy, Bridgette, Leshawna and Gwen came up to me saying that I should take walk with them to clear my mind and they were right I need to get my mind off what happen, we took a walk down to the beach and everything was going fine until we saw Katie walking towards us.
Leshawna: you got some nerve!
Katie: Listen! Can I just talk to Bella for sec!?
Bridgette: why!? You going to hurt her some more?!
Katie: Please!
Bella: what do you want Katie?
Katie: I just want to say I'm sorry and…..what do you have that Noah likes that I don't!?
Bella: Noah fell in love with me for me! I didn't do anything, I was being my self! And Katie I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive! If you really liked Noah you could've came and told me!? I thought we were friends!?
Katie: I guess not
Katie then walked away and we all heard a screech come from the speakers.
Chris: alright campers time for all of you guys to go home!! Separate boats will come to get you at the docks
We all walked back to our cabins and grabbed our things and walked down to the docks, the first boat that came was coming for me, I gave all my friends hugs good bye and told them that I would keep in touch, I got in the boat and waved goodbye to everyone and has the boat drove away I saw Noah away from the others, He was soaking wet and I could tell he was shivering cold and I started to cry.
I pulled out my phone and txted my sister to come and pick me up, I got off the boat and I saw my sister waiting by the car. I put my suitcase in the car and set in the front seat and sat there silently.
Isabel: I know you want to talk about
Bella: part of me wants to, but the other part wants to leave it alone
Isabel: was this the thing you were scared of?
Bella: Yes
Isabel: Do you still love him?
Bella: more then anything but another part of me just hates him for what he did
That whole car ride home tears ran down my face, when I got home I ran to my room and threw my self on to my bed and just stared at the sealing with tears still running down my face. I wondered why I was crying. I hated when I cried, I told myself when my parents died that I wouldn't cry anymore because if I cried people would think I was weak and I guess I am. I look at the table besides my bed and I see my old music box that my mom had left me when she died, I open the lid and the music started to play, it was a lullaby my mother always sang to me and my brothers and sister every time we were upset, right now I think I need my mom and my dad but I'm the reason there dead it's my fault there gone.
I decided to get myself up and go take a shower, thinking that would relax me. When I got out of the shower I saw that the front screen of my phone was lit up, I pick it up and saw that I had one new voice mail and I could already tell whose voice it was, I open my phone turned on the speakers and decided to listen to the voice mail.
Noah voice mail:Bella! Bella pick up the phone, please can we talk!? Listen I under stand that you don't want to talk to me and I don't blame you but I'm really glad ur ok cause I thought you got hurt in the forest , Bella I still love you, so please pick up the phone.
After that message I broke down, thinking I should love him back but something is holding me back and I don't know what it is?
At Noah's place
Noah laid on his bed in the dark with one hand on his head and his cell phone in the other and just starring at the sealing think on what had happen between them.
Noah: I'm such an idiot
Back at Bella's home
I woke up on the floor still in the towel that I had rapped myself in last night; I guessed I cried my self to sleep? I got up and got dressed and thinking what I should do? Should I talk to him or just let him go? But something in my head was telling me to go to that place.
A few hours later
Isabel was watching TV in the living room until she heard a knock on the door.
Isabel: I'm coming!
She went and opened the door and wasn't surprised on who it was.
Isabel: well I was wonder when you show up?….Noah
Noah: is she here?
Isabel: ya, come on in
Noah walked into the door and they both walked down the hallway to Bella's room.
Isabel: you know she hasn't stop crying since she's came home and she hasn't left her room.
Noah: She doesn't know what really happen!
Isabel: will see
They got to Bella's room and Isabel knocked on her door
Isabel: Bella! Bella open the door
Bella wasn't opening the door so Isabel pushed the door open and saw she wasn't in her room, the room was dark all you could hear was the music box the Bella had left open and the flaps of her curtins by the window that was opens.
Isabel: well her window open so I'll take you were she ran off to
Noah: ok?
They both walked out the door of the house and started walking down the street.
Noah: so tell me of this place of were Bella is?
Isabel: you'll see and I have to say thank you to you Noah
Noah: why?
Isabel: well for loving Bella that's why!
Noah: huh?
Isabel: well when both of our parents died Bella changed she stopped smiling, laughing, she completely changed she thought nobody loved her but when she met you she started smiling again even laughing her whole personality came back, Matt, David and me thank you.
Noah: well you're welcome?
They walked for about 5 minutes until they reached an abandon park.
Isabel: there she is
Isabel pointed to Bella who was lying on an old merry-go-round.
Noah: why is she here?
Isabel: well when ever any of us were really upset we come here and thought that if we spin our selves on the merry go round until the problem or the anger would just fly off of us. So you going to go down there?
Noah started walking towards the merry go round were Bella was to finally see if she would listen?
Noah: Can I join you?
I just stair at him and nod my head yes, Lays on his back of the opposite side of me and his head was touching mine. There was complete silence for about three minutes so I started the conversation.
Bella: So… why did you kiss her back?
Noah: I don't know?
Bella: that's a fucked up answer Noah…
Noah: Look!! Katie told me things about you!! That you did drugs behind my back, that you kissed another guy and that you saying things about me and that you were just using me.
Bella: and you believed her!?
Noah: I didn't!! But then she kissed me!! And a voice in the back of my head said to kiss her and….and? Bella I didn't mean to do it!!
Bella: but you did do it!!
I got up and I was over Noah's head with tears running down my face and landing on his face and he was looking back at me understanding how much he had hurt me.
Bella: Noah I would never do any of those things to you! Like you would never do of those things to me! You promised nothing would happen to us!! I trusted you! And I still love you!! And I don't think I can live the rest of my life with out you!? Please….Please doesn't leave me!!
All of the sudden before I could do anything else he lifts his head and kisses me and then pulls away and puts his hand on my cheek so I kiss him back and slipping my tongue in to his mouth when all the sudden we felt something wet hit us and we heard what sounded like thunder? We both look up and it just started pouring down rain, Noah sits up and takes my hand.
Noah: let's get out of the rain
Bella: ….ya….
We started to run and he held my hand the whole time we were running. We went to my house because it was the closest to us, I could tell Isabel wasn't home and both Noah and I were soaking wet so I take Noah's hand and I pulled him into my room and he locks the door. He sits on the bed and takes off his shirt so I decide to take everything off leaving only my underwear on, He looks at me and smiles then I smile and look away blushing, I don't know why but I felt in embarrassed? Next thing I knew he was in front of me and my face was buried in his chest.
Noah: don't be embarrassed, you're more beautiful with out clothes anyway
Tears ran down my face, so I put my arms around his neck and his hands were on my waist and then we kissed and I never wanted it to end. Then I pulled away for a few seconds to say…
Bella: Noah…don't ever leave me
Noah: I promise
Ok I had trouble with this one but I'm glad I got this one done! I had to listen to sad music to get a good feeling on this chapter…..and it worked! XD anyway next chapter is going to be them being together but they meet up with someone who they didn't want to see ever again? Please leave a review!! XD