A/N: Chapter 2 enjoy!

DISCLAIMER: DONT OWN TWILIGHT OR THE SPILL CANVAS'S THIS IS FOR KEEPS.

This was it. My one chance with heaven. I pulled into her drive way and any pulse I would have had would be sky rocketing. I turned off the car and went to her door. Will I mess this up tonight? What if she came to her senses and realized the life I live isn't worth it. This is just too complicated for me right now. I was feeling a little shaky and was sure I was shaking.

I climbed up her steps and knocked. She answered the door and my breath was taken away. She wore a beautiful dress and blue drop earrings. Her hair was elegantly done and her eyes held a wisdom and life I had never seen in her.

"Good evening Edward." She said curtly.

"Bella..." I started and stopped.

I pulled the roses from behind me. Red, white and black were in a vase. Her eyes went huge and I grinned inside.

"We have to go if we are to make our reservation time."

"Like you couldn't get there within ten minutes."

"Maybe I want to drive slowly"

She looked at me curiously.

"Where is it we're going anyways?"

"Ah Ah it's a surprise."

I picked her up and gently placed her in the passenger seat of the Volvo. My dead heart grew just to be able to see her and hold her. I could feel the warmth of her skin against my cold chest. I slid into the drivers' seat and slowly backed out. Of course I didn't drive slowly but I didn't drive fast.

"Edward I said a few things last night..." She started but I cut her off my favorite song had come on.

"Hold on and if you don't mind I would like to listen to this song."

The streets are dark, my pulse is flat-lined
as I'm running to you
You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do
The air is thick with tension much like when we are together
My fangs are aching as I'm pondering about you and I forever

As I round your corner
I am nervous that you won't be my lover
I knock three times and hope that my pale complexion won't blow my cover
You answer the door with your innocent face
Would you like to leave this human race, tonight?

Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love

My brain is pumping an unusual secretion of lust
Your eyes are softer now
and your chin, it drips a bloody color of rust
I am raising up the stakes of this round, I am playing for keeps
Oh, would you like to leave this human race, tonight?

Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love

Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down

Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love

Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town (eternally)
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down (eternally)

When the song ended I glanced at Bella. Her eyes were watery and her cheeks glistened with salty tears.

"Why are you crying Bella?"

"Because Edward I'm afraid of the day when I am old and wrinkly and I have you. My Adonis the 200 year old in a 17 year old body. When that day comes can you say you still love me?"

I didn't respond immediately she was right. But I know I would still love her.

"Bella you are my love my only. You are the sun in my life. It's a wonder why I'm not shining as we speak. You made me whole. I walked this Earth empty and broken. I never thought I would become so dependant on someone until I met you. No matter how clumsy you are. Don't apologize for what you said before. I understand why you did. It makes me love you so much more. Without you I would truly die." I said in all sincerest.

The look on her face was priceless.

Mixtures of emotions were splayed across her face. Love, pride, understanding and trust. Why she trusts me I don't know but it made me feel all the better.

We reached the restaurant and I helped her out of the car. The waiter took us to our table where only one table was stationed. The rest of the floor was for dancing.

"A coke and grilled cheese for my girlfriend please" I asked the waiter

She grinned when I said girlfriend. Just the simplest things please her. She is simple and yet complex. While she ate I watched her and thought long and hard about our relationship.

I decided it was time she decided what she wanted and instead of have me control her answers.

When she finished I stood up and grabbed her hand and led her to the floor.

I nodded to the waiter and he put on my lullaby.

I had already recorded my lullaby and was dancing with Bella. We were doing the waltz. As soon as it was done I took her to the table again and prepared myself for her rejection.

"Bella I have already told you how I feel about you. I want to make it a lasting thing." I paused and got down on my knee, "Will you Isabella take my hand in marriage so that whatever may happen to us happens when we're together?"

Bella looked at me long and hard. She couldn't figure out if I was kidding or if I was really proposing to her.

"If I say yes what about you being a vampire and me not? I would marry you if I knew the future I had in store with you Edward Cullen."

"I thought long and hard and I figured you're almost 18 and capable of making up your own mind. I'll let you be the judge in whether or not you want to be a vampire or stay human." I struggled to say the words.

"Then in that case Edward..."

I didn't realize what happened until it did. She grinned and jumped on me smothering my face with kisses even if they were chaste.

"I Isabella Swan and soon to be Cullen will marry you Edward. I love you so much." She struggled to say the words because I had her engulfed in a bear hug.

"Then we must go to my house and tell the family love."

"If we must"

"We must" I smiled and kissed her nose.

Upon arrival of the house Bella was smothered in my family's affections. Rosalie to my surprise flew out of the house and was the first one to hug her and then me.

Alice was second and Esme hugged her. Emmett gave her a clap on the back. Jasper shook my hand and smiled at Bella. He was still cautious toward Bella.

I let Bella get dragged away by Alice and was going to talk to her soon. She was to make a decision soon.

Charlie was informed by Esme that Bella would spend the night because we were to go "camping" if Bella said yes to become a vampire.

I know I shouldn't but I had my hopes that she would say yes. I was condemning her to damnation a thing I argued with her about since prom.

An Hour Later

"Bella becoming a vampire has huge responsibilities and with them..."

"Edward I am fully prepared for whatever comes at me. As long as I am by your side I can handle them."

"And Charlie?"

She sucked in air.

"Charlie has gotten along without me and I know he can continue on with his life."

"And you're sure you want this?"

"More than I'm sure of my love of cookies."

"Bella no time for joking this is serious."

"I know but I am sure and I have thought of this since prom. I love you and wouldn't live without you"

"If you're sure"

"I am"

"I am truly and deeply sorry."

Bending my head down to the curve of her neck,

I bit

A/N: Ahhh yes I hope you enjoyed this because I had a lot of fun writing this. I do love the song and originally I was going to use it as a Song-Fic for this chapter but as I thought about the story's turn out I figured it was better to have the song play on the radio. Again I hope you enjoyed reading it. If anyone has any ideas for a songfic or anything let me know and I'd be glad to help you write it. Thnx a ton for the reviews they meant a to me. Special thanx to Asquared91 for your editorial help andflippin sweet Twilight love...your energy kept me writing. Cookies for my reviewers.