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Jake's POV
I was so happy when I heard that voice. I had been walking on the beach for five minutes but it seemed like it had been a lifetime.
"Jake!" She yelled and tackled me with a hug. When she let me go I finally got to see what she was wearing. It was only a pair of jeans and a tanktop but, she still looked gorgeous.
"Oh, Jakey! I missed you!" Nessie looked me up and down then said, "Oh gosh. I would have dressed up if I had known."
"No, no. You look great. I was eating dinner with my sister and my dad." I took her hand and led her over to a rock to sit down and look at the ocean.
She sat down and looked up at the moon. "Ya know, sometimes I would long for the moon. Like if I reached up I could touch it. I always had a little feeling like that. But it goes away when I'm with you." she said.
I looked over at her and into her eyes. They seemed to be glowing in the moon light. I wanted to kiss her right then and there but it was too soon.
To my surprise and delight, she leaned up and kissed me. It was a light little peck. Then she sat back down and looked up to see my reaction.
I leaned down and kissed her. It felt like I was whole. Like the hole in my heart was filled. I needed to breathe but when her tongue traced my bottom lip I decided breathing was overrated.
I wanted to take her to my bed right then and there. But, Becca and Blake were there. And we couldn't go to her house full of never sleeping vampires.
She let go of me and stood up. She grabbed my hand and pulled me up and over to her car.
"Here?" I asked.
"Here." She grinned and got in.
I got in after her and into the back seat. This was going to be uncomfortable but I couldn't imagine anything more I wanted at this moment.
I took the little package out of my wallet. I had put it in there after I started dating Ryleigh.
I had just got it on when she tackled me with her mouth.
Damn, LA made her fiesty. But I loved every minute of it.
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Nessie's POV
I was in the most peaceful state in the world. The after sex sleep was great. I felt so safe in Jake's arms. I had just woken up. I didn't want to move because I knew he was sleeping.
I turned over slightly to lay on my side. I looked into the front seat. All of mine and Jake's clothes were strewn on the front seats. My bra some how got stuck on the rear view mirror.
I looked down into the floor board to see if there were any other clothes down there and what I saw shocked me.
A red, broken condom was in the floorboard. I was so happy he had thought to use one, unlike Jason. But what worried me was the fact that it was broken.
I was silently hoping and praying that it broke when he took it off, but then again, that was some rough sex.
"Shit!" I said. "Oops." I whispered when I saw Jake look up.
"What's wrong baby?" He asked sleepily.
"Uhh, the condom broke." I said.
"Baby, are you sure you can even have kids? When you were little I remember Carlisle saying something--"
I put my hand up to his cheek to let him see that I could. I had a very normal period every month.
"Oh." He said and looked down. "It will be alright. No one ever gets pregnant the first time, this was your first time right?" He asked.
I didn't want to let him down. I knew he wanted to be my first. "Yes. And it was great, but I don't think I'm ready to have a baby. I'm only 23." Well, I look 23 anyway. I'm really only about 13.
I also knew that you could get pregnant anytime you had sex. Dad and mom had the whole conversation with me. I was well educated.
"Ness, no matter what happens we can get through it. I'm not worried about a baby. I'm more worried about Edward." He said.
"You're scared of my dad?" I asked.
"Yeah, he's a vampire. Pretty indestructable." He said. It made me laugh. Thinking my dad would ever hurt my Jacob.
"I'm not indestructable." I said. "Just mostly." I laughed.
We both jumped up when someone tapped on the window. We stayed absolutely quiet and still. Probably mostly in fear it was my dad. I didn't want to know what he would do if he knew I was with Jake.
I heard Leah and Embry talking and knew we were safe. "Did you tell anyone I was coming home?" I asked Jake.
"I told my dad, my sister, and her boyfriend. But that's all." He said.
"Good. Then no one will suspect it to be us in here." I said. I leaned up and grabbed my clothes and started to get dressed. It was almost midnight.
"Where are you going?" Jake asked.
"Home. I don't want daddy to know or suspect we were together, well like this." I said with a laugh. "He just might kill you. Even if I look like an adult, I'm still his little girl."
"Okay. Can we do something tomorrow?" He asked while grabbing his clothes.
I threw my tanktop on and repiled, "Uhh, tomorrow I'm going clothes shopping with Alice but, tomorrow night I'm free." I said and smiled.
"Okay. Sounds good. You just better call me when y'all get back." He said with a smirk.
"Okay. I promise." I said very cute. "Now go get in the pasenger seat and ill drive you home." I said.
We got out and right back in but swapped seats in the front. I started the car and took off.
Most of the ride was quiet but at one point Jake took my hand and interlaced our fingers and kept it like that.
When we were getting close to his house he turned to me and said, "Nessie, I think I love you but, I don't want you to love me back unless you really do. I want you to love me more than the imprint already makes you."
I was taken aback for a moment. I just stared at the road and thought. So that's why there was a pull, and that's why it went away when we were together. I really think I loved him because even if the imprint wasn't there, I never felt anything close to this when I was with Jason.
"Jake, I think I love you too. But don't you think we should at least be boyfriend and girlfriend before we declare that?" I said.
"Will you be my girlfriend then? I don't think I can stay away from you any longer." he said.
I parked the car in the driveway and turned to him. "Jake, I can't either." I said and pulled him down to my level and kissed him with so much force that it made me feel like electricity was going through us.
He pulled back and said, "Your the most amazing girlfriend ever." And smiled.
I was probably grinning like a loon but I didn't care. "Ditto, except not girlfriend. Cause your a boy. And your--"
He cut me off with his mouth and kissed me again. It was just as passionate as the first one, but more electrifying. He pulled back and let me breath and kissed my nose and got out. He laughed and winked at me and shut the door. I watched him get to his door and then pulled out of the drive.
As soon as I was on the main road again it started pouring. I made my way back to the house that I was now sharing with my family. I ran to the door and barged in, trying not to get too wet.
Everyone was on the couch. The first one to speak was my dad.
"Have fun?" He asked.
"Yep, me and Jake hung out by the beach. It took us forever to catch up. So much pack drama." I started towards the stairs and up to my room.
I made sure I was thinking about anything except what really happened. "That was close." I whispered to myself once my door was closed.
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