A4TN: Omg Chapter three is the longest so far! Lol hope you like it!

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First attempt

'Do it already.'

'No..... I can't'

'End it Gaara; c'mon you can. Just think about them.'

'Shut up about them!'

'Remember; you're uncle and father? You're hatred of them? how-'

'I didn't, I didn't! I didn't!'

'Good boy.'

This time the taunting voice was a smoothing purr in my ear as blood slipped from the newly made cuts; I felt tears prickle my eyes as I realize what I just done but I shook them away. The dark demonic voice still lingered in my head as if calming my slowly dying breath.

'See Gaara it wasn't that bad? All done and over now; everything is going to be alright.'

'Everything is going to be alright.' I repeated as my eyes feel close... No more pain, no more hatred... No more loneliness.

"Gaara c'mon up!"

My eyes slowly open blinking away the sleep as I wondered how I got into bed last night before realizing it was all a memory.

'One I sooner forget.' I groaned slightly as I stifle walked to the bathroom. I rarely slept for more than a couple of hours so my body wasn't use to sleeping the whole night.

Leaning against the gradguly warming titles as the hot water beat down upon me; I thought over my first attempt. It was the night after my father's funeral; I can still remember their faces as father's copse was slowly put beneath the earth. All eyes were filled with disgust and hatred as they glared at me as if I was some kind of monster-

"I am a monster." I cursed under my breath correcting myself. Haltered and disgust was something I was all to use too but still it hurt and tore open the scares that where already imprinted in my broken heart. My nail scrapped across the scare of that night; I thought about piling pressure and feeling the crimson liquid slip down my figures but....

"GAARA BREAKFAST IS READY!! AND DON'T USE ALL THE HOT WATER!"

I froze hearing Temari's voice before turning off the shower and quickly drying off then pulling on a baggie red hoddie, a long armed fishnet shirt that was connected to a crimson red tank top and baggie black trousers. Slipping my socks and trainers on and sorting out my appearance in the mirror as well as brushing my hair and teeth and applying my eye liner. I left the room much quicker then I came in there.

"Morning Ga-"

I cut her off by slamming the front door, grabbing my bag on my way out. I glared up at the sky as it began to rain before sticking in my head phones and walking down the path.

It only took 10 minutes to get to my school but today it felt like hours ran by as my thoughts keep rolling back into unpleasant memorise. Again that sickening voice was back to temp me; letting me believe death was my only escape. I was smarter, and stronger, to believe that but then why am I believing it now?

'Gaara,' I shivered at the way it said my name. 'Who have you got left to help you Temari? Kankuro? You're so call friends!' He hissed; I scrunched my eyes close trying to force on the music...... but how can you ignore a voice that's inside your head?!

'Runt! Don't-'

I slowly open my eyes wondering what got it to shut up for once; my eyes met his as we both stopped in the rain.

"Blood." He whispered wrinkling his nose before turning and swiftly walking into the school building. I frowned confused. That was a wired greeting......

Shrugging I walked in to the school as well. My hoodie was soaked so sighing I pulled it off and threw it into my locker. Reaching down to pull off my trainers; I realise that the scare had been bleeding but under my hoodie, that was the exact colure as the disgusting liquid, how could he see it?

Turning back round, I expected to see him at his locker instead; I felt the cold wind and saw the doors open with his retreating forum going back out in the storm.

'Blood...'

The brunette checked his watch scrunching up his nose as he saw his so called partner flirted with a woman across the counter who giggled blushing wildly.

"I'll call Gaara to tell him we've arrived." He told his companying but it only fell on death ears. Sighing he walked outside the air port and pulled out his black Tocco light scowling down to Gaara's name and pressing call.

"Sorry this phone is-"

He cursed slightly under his breath before trying Gaara's home phone. It rang a couple of times and just when he was about to give up some one picked up.

"Hello?"

'Gaara?' He thought confused it sounded like Gaara a lot but it also sounded very..... Cold. "Gaara?" He voiced his thoughts.

"Yes and who is this?"

"It's us. We've got the documents and should be at your house a-"

"No meet me at nightfall at the back of Akio's hotel"

"......alright"

"Good see you then" With that he hung up leaving a confused brunette. Normal they met at his home when his siblings where away or near it....so what changes?

"So Shino; what did he say?"

The stoic male turned to his grinning partner a smeared red lip print on his check "We have to meet him at the Ai hotel.... and Kiba?"

"Hm?"

"Try not to flirt with every girl you see I don't want to be late for this meeting because her boyfriend beat you up."

"HAY THAT WAS JUST ONCE!"

I idly gazed at the plant in the waiting room 'could do with some water.' I thought dryly as the setting sun shone in behind it.

"Mr Sabaku?"

I stood up smoothing down my trouser's legs before following the women to one of the rooms; Room 23.

I stared at the door mostly the number and not even brothering to read the name before walking in without knocking.

"Same old Gaara."

My head snapped up to the women that set in the chair in front of me; her long dark brown hair pulled back into two buns while her glasses slipped slightly down her nose as hazelnut coloured eyes closed while she smiled.

"Tenten what are you doing here?" I asked getting over the shock and going back to my stoic self.

"I'm here to introduction you to your new Therapist."

I frowned "hm." I didn't want a new therapist; I just got used to the old one after years of sessions with her.

But pushing my thoughts aside, I closed the door and set in the chair in front of her; staring broadly around the large plain room as we waited for my new therapist.

"So Gaara how have you been?" she asked smiling again cutting threw the ever growing silence.

"Fine. Why did you come to Japan?"

She chuckled "I've known you since you where 9 Gaara and I'll miss seeing you at our weekly sessions and talking to you but I wanted to make sure you were in good hands and to help you threw this change. And I can ensure he is one of the best!"

Just then the door open; I didn't even brother looking at him as Tenten stood up to greet him.

"Gaara. Miss me?"

For the second time this day my head snapped up as I meet the exact same eyes I'd avoided all day but these where different.... these were familiar.

My mind went numb as Tenten introduced him.

"This is Itachi Uchiha."

A4TN: ohhh Plots thickens lol tell me what you think and don't forget to review! the forth chapter will be soon!