All I remember is telling Edward I love him. I did love him but that was too dangerous. I would love him to be able to act as a father to Bailey and maybe he will, but as for me and him I think I will need to earn his trust. I had gotten a text earlier that day in 1st period English from Jacob saying don't get with Edward or Bailey won't be in your way. That reminded me of Bailey so I woke up and Edward was at his window holding her it looked so right, he was the perfect dad. I suddenly said "Your great with her." He looked up and smiled "I love her she's my own." He said. "Edward will you be her dad? Like us two won't be together but I don't want my baby growing up with no dad." I asked and said. "Of course I will and one day soon we WILL be together." He said I smiled stood up and climbed through the windows. I sat down with Edward and he started a little chat "So is she going to stay round here some nights or do you not want that?" he asked "Of course she can she is your daughter." I said laughing. He beamed a smile. Esme called Edward down he carried Bailey down with him so I tagged along. Half way down the stairs he asked. "Can I tell Esme and Carlisle about her now being my daughter, as they will be her grandparents?" I laughed and pushed him in the kitchen. "Let's both do it, as im her mother." He smiled. "Mum, dad we have news." He said they looked at him and waited for him to carry on, "Edward is going to be Bails dad, so your grandparents." I said with enthusiasm "Oh that's wonderful my first grandchild I can spoil her so much and im sure Alice will be shopping all the time for her." Esme rushed. I laughed. Carlisle congratulated Edward and then Esme said "Edward we have something to tell you. You can't tell Emmett though. Well Erm he is well he's adopted." Edward stood there motionless. Well that was weird. Rosalie Hale and Jasper Hale have separate parents from the rest but I would never have said Emmett not being a real Cullen. "Me and Alice aren't though are we?" he asked. "No, no darling we adopted Emmett because I was told I couldn't have kids I was 18 at the time and me and your father we're ready to have kids so we pretended to be older and adopted Em from a 14 year old called Renée." Ha same name as my mum. Wait a minute Emmett looks a bit like mum and has my dad's curly hair. No he couldn't be mum would have told me. Wouldn't she...
It has been a week and I had asked mum if Emmett was my brother and she said she had given up a child at 14 and Charlie was his father. So im guessing Emmett is my brother. He doesn't know yet he and Rose are the only clueless ones as Rose wouldn't be able to keep it from him. We don't know whether to tell him that im his sister so we decided to give him the choice. I and Edward are doing better im sure we will be together soon. I want to get with him now it's just he hasn't asked me so here we are. Im at the Cullen's house Bailey is sleeping. "Edward." I said knocking on his door Esme had sent me up. "Bella?" his voice came from near his window. I opened the door he was sat watching my window. "Hey." I said he replied with a simple Hi. I passed him Bailey and walked over to his speakers and plugged my iPod in. "Bella, Play the song that describes you're feelings at this moment." Edward said. So I flicked through and found one.
Tired of injustice,
Tired of the schemes,
The lies are disgusting,
So what does it mean?
Kicking me down,
And I, I got to get up,
As jacked as it sounds,
This whole system sucks.
Peak into the shadows,
Come into the light,
You tell me im wrong,
Then you better prove you're right,
You're selling out souls,
But I, I care about mine,
I've got to get stronger,
And I won't give up the fight.
With such confusions don't it make you wanna scream, you're bash abusing victimize within the scheme.
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
Somebody please have mercy cause I just can't take it.
Stop pressuring me,
Just stop pressuring me,
Stop pressuring me,
Making me wanna scream...
I left the song playing not really listening to the words no more. I sat down next to Edward after he put Bailey in her new cot and I leant against him and cried. "Edward I hate my life, I got a detention with Rose today for passing notes, Now Charlie is going mental, (A/N True story find out what mine and Krystal's notes say later) I never feel like I belong, I keep getting shouted at (A/N Again true) I love you but I don't want to get hurt. Oh yeah, Plus Jacob keeps sending threatening messages about Bailey." I said and broke down even more he comforted me. "Bella, you shouldn't hate your life it is just like any other teenage girls about the school part, what did these notes say? Charlie will get over it, you belong here with me and Bailey, Try and be better and I would never hurt you." He said. "Well the notes went like this. I started it by saying Hey, im bored speak to me. Have you seen what Miss is wearing? Lol. Rosalie wrote. I know where you think she got her necklace from? I said Charity shop Rosalie started laughing and wrote how old do you think she is? I put 40 onwards and then Miss took it off us so we got in major trouble." He laughed. Then I did something I've wanted to do for ages i turned around and kissed him.