4 weeks earlier (when Bella is with Jacob)

"Bye Dad." I shouted as I made my way out of the door to get into Alice's 911 Porsche. But Alice car wasn't there. She must have gone for cheerleading try outs. Damn I had the options of either walking or getting Charlie to drive me in the cruiser as my nice old truck has died. I decided to start on foot and got to the end of the road when a silver car pulled up beside me. I knew this car.

James. (Bet you thought it was Edward.)

He was my hell. I was dating him when I got raped. He gave me hell as he didn't believe I was raped and the fact I wouldn't sleep with him at all he thought I was cheating on him. At one point he nearly killed me AND Bailey.

Back to now anyway. He rolled his window down and said "GET IN." So I did as he asked. "Bella, I have something to tell you." I looked out the window and saw Alice. I text her secretly. In the car next to you HELP ME!! She turned and knocked on the window. I gave a fake smile to James and got out. I mouthed Thanks to Alice. She nodded. I wandered over to a bench, my phone rang. I didn't recognise the number so I answered it. "Hello?" I asked. "Hi Bella. It's me James. I just wanted to let you know I know who raped you." Then he hung up. WHAT!!! How can he know? I had to let it slide for now I would probably see him in a week or so anyway.

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It is the end of the day and today has been uneventful except for this morning. Im now getting into a car with Edward Cullen. Alice got into the team and has practice so I ended up getting a ride with Edward I am grateful for the lift. "Bella." He said as he held the door for me. He had done this all the time he had seen me getting in Al's car and Rose's. He is being very nice to me at the moment. We have been speaking through the windows, he even paid of my bill for smashing Sam's window I did argue but it was no use.

I was really starting to like him as things had not been going so well with Jake he seemed to be distant and it has only been about 13 days since we got together. I honestly think I know more about Edward then I do Jacob. I don't think Jacob likes the fact I won't sleep with him. But he doesn't realise that I already have a daughter, and im not looking to have any more any time soon.

All this time I had been speaking to Edward about cats. But now I was home. I asked him if he wanted to come in for a drink and maybe play a little bit of catch outside. He agreed. Came and opened my door for me and we went inside. We sat on the couch. We talked. We made drinks. We played catch. We also got along great.

After he went home I went to my room sat on my windowsill and put Twilight into my DVD player. I sat there and then something climbed through my window. It was Edward. I carried on watching it and he watched it to. He put his arm round me. As friends. I lay down with my head in his lap and fell to sleep. I dreamt of him. I dreamt that I fell in love with him. It was relaxing. I never dreamt of Jacob. What is happening? I had awoken alone. My window open and the DVD player and TV turned off. It was dark outside. I looked out of my window into Edwards I could see him asleep. I could stare all day he looked so peaceful.

No im already in too deep. But what is a girl to do. Focus Bella think about James try avoid him. C'mon players are players. He won't- No can't change. Well thinking about it I haven't seen him with one girl since, well I don't mean to big myself up but since he said he liked me well he told Al that he liked me and of course she told me.

Thinking of James what did he mean? He had something to tell me. Oh well I bet he just wanted to try sleep with me again.

2 weeks have passed me and Edward are becoming extremely close. I feel as if im bonding with him either that or falling in love with him. But the second option is not allowed to happen in case he broke my heart. The thing is I feel a tingling whenever im near him it is odd. What if im falling in love... NO stop Bella you are with Jacob. Even if he hasn't said he loves you or hasn't spoken to you he still must feel something...

I haven't seen or spoke to James since that day. At this moment in time I am sat in the kitchen whilst Charlie's chips cook as he will be home anytime now. Im looking at a plant dying. When the doorbell rung I went to answer it and automatically looked through the key whole and saw him stood there. I ignored it and sunk down to the ground and crawled towards the living room. I just rounded the corner stood up and the letterbox open. "ISABELLA OPEN THE SOOR OR I SWEAR I WI-" he had been cut off and I could hear arguing so I went and slowly opened the door to Edward beating the crap out of James. I shouted stop and they did Edward ran inside and locked the door before James could. "BELLA I KNOW WHO RAPED YOU!" James shouted through the door after that it was silent. I just stared in shock. How could he know? I turned and looked at Edward he just walked into kitchen and I followed, he sat me down. I stared at the wall. How could he know?

Just then I heard a gunshot I ran outside with Edward right behind me I found Alice on the floor.