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Chapter 8: Sex or Oral?

RPOV

"Why did you get another job?" Jake asked me as he pulled me onto his lap and kiss me. I smiled at him.

"Because. I need the money. And it's a fun job! You are now look at the newest, hottest masseuse with in miles of New York!" I said with a laugh as He looked at me weird.

"I don't think I want you touching other guys." He said and I started drawing on his chest with my finger.

"Ok. One I only massage their backs, two the only guy I would ever want to touch is you." I said with a smile as I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled my face to his so I could kiss him. I felt his tongue enter my mouth with no problem. I loved his taste. "Beside you get to be the first guy I give a massage too. I'm still practicing." I said as I got off of his lap. "And this is what I'll be wearing. I said as I pulled out a pair of Hollister short shorts and a small tank top. His eyes bugged out of his head and if his mouth was open I know for sure he would be drooling. "I'm gonna change after I do you then I'll be wearing this." I say as I pull out a pair of jeans and a T-shirt with the businesses logo on it.

"When exactly?" He asked me as he walked over to me and grabbed me by the waist and pulled me onto his messy bed.

"Um…I think Thursday." I said as he began kissing my neck and my collarbone. My back arched pushing into his chest.

"Jake." I moan.

"Yes hun?" He asked as I felt his tongue slide across my neck. I lost my train of thought as I remembered what happened the last time. Boner. Rose's word echoed in my head. I kind of giggled as my legs wrapped around his waist and it was there again.

"Huh?" Jake asked me as he kissed just above my left breast.

"It tickles." I said as I pulled his face back to mine. I kissed him and he stood up at the edge of my bed and I sat on my knees right in front of him. I was still shorter than him so I had to pull myself up to kiss him. He pulled me off of the bed by the waist and I wrapped my legs around his stomach. He gently pushed me up against the wall as his hand he had on my back was slowly making it's way to my ass. I didn't mind either. When it finally reached my butt her gave it a tight, firm squeeze. I smiled in his mouth as my body slowly slid down his stomach as I felt his erection grind against my left thigh. I suddenly felt warm between my legs. I knew I had just ruined my new Victoria Secret's underwear that Alice bought me only two days ago.

We were moaning into each others mouths when there was a knock at the door. "Fuck." Jacob said as he set me down on the bed as he cracked the door open so only his head showed. "What?!" He half shouted. It was Jasper.

` "Can I talk to you?" He asked as Jacob nodded.

"I'll be right back Ness." Jacob said as he stepped out of my room.

JPOV

"What's up?" I asked as we entered our apartment with Edward and Emmett sitting on the couches, alone.

"Ok. I had to tell someone. And I know if I told one of you, then you would tell the others so I'm just gonna say it," Jasper said as he took a breathe. "Alice and I had sex!" He said and my mouth dropped open.

"When?! How?!…What?!" Emmett shouted as he jumped up off of the couch.

"The night we came back. I don't know how we just did. And we had sex!" Jasper said answering all of Emmett's questions.

"Damn! I wanted to be the first!" Emmett said puzzled. I was still in shock. Nessie and I were probably going to do it a few minutes ago if you hadn't interrupted us Jasper. I thought to myself. Then I leaned on the wall to think about Thursday. Will we have it then? What if I get another boner and she notices it? God! Nessie was so f'in sexy back in her room! I know I'm get a boner Thursday. I thought to myself and just the thought of Nessie in that outfit made my cock hurt.

I turned towards my room so I can change into a pair of sweat pants when Emmett's roaring laughter filled the room. I turned my head to him and he was looking at the huge bump coming from my jeans. "Shut up!" I shouted as Edward and Jasper began laughing too. I stormed into my room to change as I still heard their laughter.

RPOV

"WHAT?!" I shouted as Alice told me she and Jasper had sex. She blushed as she hide her face in my pillow. I sighed as I began rubbing her back gently. "How was it?" I asked with a childish grin on my face.

"Amazing! It felt so real and natural." She said as she popped up from her position. I smiled at her.

"If Jazz hadn't interrupted I might have had it with Jake." I said as I blushed.

"Shut up! No way! Where? Bed? Floor? Closet?…Bathroom?" She shrieked. "Yes way! Here. No, no, no, and no! We probably would have had it standing up because Jake had me up against the wall and his…well…boner kind of rubbed on me…speaking of which I need new Victoria Secret panties," I said as I shrug and Alice rolls her eyes. "and just as I'm about to say 'Jake I want you now!' Jasper knocks! I was so pissed!" I said as I crossed my arms over my chest.

"Ok well let's go shopping! Your gonna need to anyway!" She says with a laugh.

"Why don't we go to the Statue of Liberty too? There is shopping at the Madison Square Garden subway thingy." I said as I grabbed my purse and she nodded. We got everyone together and all headed for Madison Square Garden.

We finally got there and started looking for a cute store when I spotted a Lingerie store called Elegace. I pointed at it and we began walking over to with the boys smiling their heads off as if they were gonna get laid in there. I laugh out loud as we all go in different directions. I went for the smaller black lingerie with Jacob right on my tail. I smiled as I found two that looked good. I went into the changing room and was out in less than two minutes.

Jacob's mouth dropped open and I giggled as I looked in the mirror at the little, see-through, black dress I had on with the small pink bow just under my breasts, and the small thong I had on. I smiled as I went back to try on and I was gonna mess with Jacob in this one. I smiled as I changed and walked out with a black and pink one on this time only the bra was much smaller than the ones I usually wear but it was my size, the skirt over the thong was so small you could see most of the thong. I giggled as I began to walk toward Jacob. "Sexy. But where would you wear that?" He asked as he watched every step I took.

"I was thinking right about," I said as I get closer and closer to him. "here." I said as I say on his lap with my legs wide open. "Is that ok?" I asked with a mischievous smile as 'Alcohol' by the Millionaires came on. Jacob just nodded as I felt something rock hard between my legs. I smiled as I leaned down and kissed his neck softly and I slipped my hand under his shirt and began my journey across his abs and Pecs. I smiled as he stiffened and moaned underneath me and it seemed like his cock would be hurting by now. I decided to stop torturing him and got off of his lap to change. I silently giggled as I did so.

JPOV

As she sat on my lap I felt my cock stiffen. When I felt her tongue slide across my neck with her hand traveling all around my chest I tried to hold back a loud moan only letting a small one slip up. Then 'Alcohol' came on. All I heard from the song was 'Come get fucked up.' Shit, shit, shit! I thought to myself as I knew my cock would be hurting for hours.

She finally went back to change and my breathing slowed. "Hey Ness, I gotta go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." I yell into her changing station.

"Is everything ok?" She asked as she giggled. Wait a sec. She was messing with me. I thought. I'm gonna mess with her now "Yea." I said as I quietly walked up to her door. I looked through the crack on the side to see that she is in her own bra and underwear. Perfect. I thought to myself as I opened the door and she gasped. I smiled devilishly as I picked her up like I had done earlier today. She giggled as I did so. I slammed her up against the wall closest to her. She didn't hit it too hard though. My tongue was already in her mouth the second she was in my arms.

She seemed to be enjoying it too much so I moved my mouth to her neck and then I moved to her left breast playing with her. I just barely licked above her left breast. I licked slowly down her stomach as her back arched and she moaned. I licked just above where her underwear started. I stuck my finger under the string holding her underwear on her left side.

I kept going down and gently bite her thigh. She smiled down at me as I moved up to kiss her again and we were both shocked at what I did next. My hand had somehow slipped down to her panties and I moved it to the inside of her left thigh then I actually began softly rubbing her though her panties. Her breathing picked up quickly, as did mine. Then she completely pushed me up against he wall behind me and push her body against mine as close as it could get.

She pulled away and smiled at me before she kissed me again. Her hand was under my shirt like before then suddenly her hand began moving South. My eyebrows raised as she moved her hand onto where my erection was. All that was separating us was my boxers and jeans. She slowly started circling my erection. I suddenly felt hot. I moaned in her mouth as her hand went back to my stomach and actually went into my pants! Her hand ventured over my boxers. I wished that she would stop and just fuck me!

"Nessie!" I moaned as her hand found my erection again. She bent down on her knees and unzipped my pants. My mind was going crazy. SEX, SEX, SEX, SEX!!! It kept shouting at me. But instead she simply pulled me out of my pants and her eyes grew huge as she looked at me.

"Jake…your…huge!" She said with a smile then she leaned in toward my boner and I couldn't watch. She kissed the tip of my boner then shoved as much as she could in her mouth. I gasped as her tongue moved all around my boner. I wasn't breathing.

"Nessie? Jacob?" I heard Bella call from the outside of the changing area.

"Shit, shit, shit, shit!" I muttered as Nessie gave me one last lick then put me back in my pants. I smiled down at her as she put her clothes back on and grabbed her lingerie. She stepped out to make sure no one was there. It was clear and we both walked out hand in hand. I couldn't wipe the smile off of my face all day. When we were on the boat to the Statue of Liberty, at the top of the Statue of Liberty even when I was trying to go to sleep that night with Nessie wrapped in my arms.

I can't believe Nessie gave me a blowjob today! I kept thinking and before we went to bed Nessie did it again! Only this time it was much longer. I did cum on her though. She just smiled and swallowed it! "Delicious." She said as she licked her lips. We kept the door locked the whole time.

"Nessie, does this mean we are gonna real sex?" I asked just before we fell asleep.

"Not tonight…" My hope dropped. ",but yes. And probably soon. I really…want you Jacob." She said then fell to sleep in my arms. I felt a spark of excitement shoot through me. Sex. With Nessie. My Nessie. I fell asleep smiling that night.

RPOV

I woke up with Jacob completely around me as if pretending to be a blanket for me. I then heard Emmett "You fucking bastard! You completely ruined my star bucks apron! If I go to work today with it like that I could get fired! And on the first fucking day!" He shouted at him. I rolled my eyes as Jacob rolled over and I saw a bump coming from his boxers. I snuck over and locked the door before I laid down on top of his legs like I had yesterday and he stayed sound asleep. I slowly pulled out his boner from his boxers and began softly sucking on it.

Jacob began moaning quietly and I giggled. He sat up on his elbows to watch me. I pumped it in and out of my mouth slowly and then sped up. His breathing sped up with me. After about ten minutes I stopped and crawled up to his face to kiss him.

Then there was knock at the door and as I got up to get it Jacob put his cock back in his boxers. "Hey Allie Bear." I said as I saw Alice outside my door.

"Hey. I'm not interrupting anything right?" She whispered only loud enough for me to hear. I nodded as I stepped out closing the door. "Well I wanted to tell you I heard something last night…and in the dressing room." She said with a small giggle. I blushed as I realized we were being a little loud at the dressing room. "So…sex or oral?" She asked as she sat down on the couch.

"Oral." I said shyly as I bite my nails. "Shit! I have work today…shit! Today's Thursday isn't it?" I say as I look at the calendar. "Yup! Crap! Jake can you grab both my outfits from my closet? The ones I'm going to be massaging you guys with!" I shouted to my door.

"Yea!" He shouted back.

"So when are you gonna tell him?" Alice asked as she took a sip of her sweet tea.

"Huh?" I asked as I rush to find my phone.

"When are you gonna tell Jake? You know that you love him?" She asked as she took another nonchalantly sip.

"What?!" I said as I stopped dead in my tracks. "What are you talkin' about?" I said trying to cover it up that I had been caught.

"Please! You so love him! Honestly! If you were anyone but you or Jake you would see it dead on. You have to tell him sooner or sooner!" Alice said just as Jake walked out. I glared at her to tell her to shut up.

"We gotta go if you want that massage." I said to Jake as I grabbed his shirt by the collar and pulled him out the door.

"Woah anxious much?" He asked with a laugh. I giggled as I pushed him up against the first wall I saw when I stepped out of the apartment and kiss him passionately. I felt his hand slide from my hand to my back and twine through my hair. I seemed to feel a spark, well more like a firework go off. I love you Jacob B. Cullen. I thought to myself as the kiss ended and we rushed to my car.

The massage was like any that I had given him. And the rest of the day was pretty boring. I massaged only 17 guys and I got $74 of tips.

I decided that Alice was right, I had to tell Jacob I loved him. But what if he didn't love me back? Would it be a disaster? Would we end up breaking up? I groaned in my bed then threw a pillow over my face. Would her be up at this time? I thought to myself. I picked up my cell phone and it said 12:03 a.m. Maybe. I'll just call him. He says to call him whenever.

It rang three times before he picked up. "Hey babe. What's the problem?" He asked me then yawned.

"Sorry it's so late. I just need to talk to you in person. Can you meet me outside in five minutes?" I asked him, hoping and praying.

"Yea, sure. Is everything ok?" He asked as I heard him fumbling around.

"Yea. Everything's fine." I said back to him.

"I'll meet you in five minutes." He said

"K. Bye." I said

"Bye." I heard then he hung up.

"Love you." I whispered to no on. I changed into a bathing suit then put a tank top and shorts on. I walked downstairs and he was waiting for me.

"Hey," He yawned then put his arm over my shoulder. "so what is it?" He asked me.

"Follow me first." I said as I took his hand and pulled him towards the lake across the road. I got to the dock and I pulled off my shirt and shorts. "Come on, let's go for a dip." I said as I jumped in and he came in right after me. We were swimming together then I pulled him ashore. "Ok so I didn't just want to go swimming. I have to tell you something, Jacob, and I don't know how your gonna take it." He looked worried. "It's nothing bad, I promise. I just wanted to say…I love you. I really, truly love you." I said then I looked into his eyes to see the emotion. He sighed then looked at me.

"Look. Nessie. There's no easy way to say this but…I don't love you. I'm really sorry." He said as he stood up and put his clothes back on.

"Oh." was all I could say.

"I gotta go. See ya." He said as he walked away.

"Bye." I said to him and he didn't even look back. I laid down on the sand and I started to cry. I gently closed my eyes, then all of the sudden when I opened them I was in my room. Jacob was at the edge of my bed with a bowl of cereal.

"Hey sleeping beauty. Why are you crying?" He said as he moved next to me and wiped my tears away.

"Jacob did I call you last night? At like midnight?" I asked still not knowing if it was real or not.

"No. Now why are you crying?" He asked again.

"Just a bad dream." I said then he hugged me.

"It was only a dream." He said as he had his hand on the back of my head and the other on my back gently rubbing them.

"Yea. Just a dream." I quietly said, mostly to myself.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO "And that's why I'm not telling Jacob I love him." I said as I explained to Alice, Bella, Rose, and Jasper about my dream.

"Ness it was only a dream. It doesn't mean anything." Jasper said as he laid his hand on my shoulder.

"Well maybe it does you know? Maybe fait is telling me it's just not the right time. I mean people can get dreams that mean things you know?" I said as I stared into his eyes. "What if he doesn't love me back as much as I do?" I asked him.

"Do you want me to ask him?" He asked me as he took his hand back.

"No way! Jasper you have to sweat not to tell anyone! All of you." I said to them.

"We swear." They said.

"Thank you." I said to them all.

"What if Jacob starts telling me about him loving you?" Jasper asked me.

"If you don't swear not to tell me about it then tell me!" I said and he agreed. "Thank you." I said.

"Well I gotta get to work. I swear you could never pay me enough to be a girl with boy drama." He said before he left and we all got goodbye hugs and kisses.

"Thanks Jazz." I said then he kissed me on the cheek.

"No prob lil sis. That's what big bros are for." He chuckled knowing that I was a couple months older than him.

JPOV

I woke up at 10:00 I got dressed and then my stomach growled. I just rolled my eyes and walked out of my room. When I got to the living room I saw an amazing sight. My Nessie. "Hey babe. You know you can always wait in my room for me right?" I asked her because she usually does.

"Yea. I just wanted to let you sleep some." I sat down next to her and put my arm around her. I leaned in to kiss her and she just got up from the couch.

"Uh…Ness…you ok?" I asked her because usually she always makes out with me when either of us wake up.

"Yea. Sorry but I gotta go." She said as she headed toward the door.

"Wait!" I shouted as I ran after her. "Do you wanna meet in the usual place tonight?" I asked her thinking she would say yes because it was her idea to make it our place.

"Sorry. Can't." She said just before she closed the door in my face. All day Nessie was avoiding me. My phone calls, my texts, just me in general. All the guys and I went over there later that night and Nessie stayed in her room the whole time. When we got back home I told the guys about it and Jasper suggested something.

"Tell her you love her! We all know you really do love her!" He said to me.

"Yea man here." Emmett said as she picked up the phone and called Rose. "Hey babe. Can you put Nessie on the phone? But don't tell her who it is." He said then handed the phone to me.

"Hello?" I heard her beautiful voice over the line.

"Nessie. I need to talk to you. Please meet me at the lake tonight at midnight." I said and I felt confident.

"Ok. Fine." She said then handed the phone back to Rose.

"Rose make sure Nessie is outside tonight at midnight, ok?" I asked to make sure she would come.

"Of course." She answered.

"Thanks." I said to her.

"No prob." Then we each hung up. I kept waiting for my clock to say 12:00. When it finally did I ran down the stairs. When I got outside Rose, Alice, and Bella were there with my Nessie.

"Hey guys." I said to them.

"Here's your girl now let us sleep." Bella said as she walked back to the stairs.

"Thanks!" I said to them all. "Come on." I said as I took Nessie's hand and we walked to the lake. Our lake. When we reached the dock I took off my shirt and jumped in. She soon followed after me. We swam around for about ten minutes then I took her back to the shore. "Nessie. I wanna tell you something." I started to say before she interrupted me.

"I have something to tell you too Jacob. Look there is no easy way to say this but I think we should break up. Since school is coming up soon and everything." She said and my heart sank.

"What?" I said as she got up and put her clothes back on.

"I gotta go." She said as she walked away. I just fell to the sand. The next thing I knew I was in my bed. I rolled over and Nessie was right there.

"Hey." She said then kissed me. I put one of my hands wrapping in her hair gently and my other hand was on her hi pulling her body closer to mine. Thank God that nightmare wasn't real. I thought to myself. Later that day I told the guys about my dream and for once Jasper wasn't helpful.

RPOV

I looked over at my clock and it read 1:24 a.m. I groaned loudly and rolled over. Jacob wrapped his arms around my body "Still can't sleep?" He asked me and I nodded against his bare chest. Ever since the night we first shared a bed in Kentucky Jake always slept topless and in a pair of boxers. "I have a quest for you." He said as he looked down at me.

"Yes?" I asked him.

"Does my being half naked bother you?" We both laughed quietly.

"No Jacob, you being half naked doesn't bother me at all. In fact, I actually like it." I said as I pulled my body closer to him.

"Do you think you know why you can't sleep?" He asked me then he kissed my hair.

"I think it was that dream I had last night." I said to him as I frowned in the dark.

"Do you wanna tell me about it?" He asked me as he lifted my chit to look him in the eyes.

"If I told you, I'd have to kill you." I said then we both laughed.

"I think I'll take my chances." He said then smiled my smile.

"Ok. I'll tell you. But I don't know how your gonna take it. It started at midnight. I called you to meet me at the lake. And we went for a late night swim like we always do. Then I pulled you ashore to tell you something." I said then paused not sure if I was ready to tell him.

"Tell me what?" He asked playfully.

"Jacob…I,…I love you." I said then there was a moment of silence for one split second. Then the next thing I knew Jake's lips were on mine and they were moving together. I felt his hand on my back under my shirt. I was used to that, he always did it. Then his other hand was on my hip moving up and down my thigh. My hands where on his neck and chest. Then all of the sudden he was on top of me. Not in a sex kind of way just…ok so in a sex way. But I knew we weren't going to have sex…not tonight anyway.

Then he finally spoke. "Nessie…I love you too. I really, truly love you." He said then we went back to kissing. We fell asleep about five minutes later we were still virgins though. I woke up and his arm was wrapped around me as usual. I smiled for I had done the unthinkable to me. I face my fear and Jake really did love me back and I was proud.

I turned and Jacob smiled at me. "Morning my love." was the first thing out of his mouth and I just smiled back.

"Morning my Jacob." I giggled then laid my head on his chest and listened to his heartbeat. "Hey Jacob?" I asked as I looked up at him.

"Yes babe?" He asked me then smiled.

"I love you." I said then smiled back.

"I love you too hun." He said then kissed me gently.

"I love you more." I said as I kissed him back. And for about ten minutes we were play fighting about that and every once and a while there was a make out session. I mean we had to, it was out morning routine. Wake up, make out. It was out thing. When we finally ended the feud we changed. By now since we would go for lake night swims a lot Jacob saw me in my bra and underwear all the time so we would change in front of each other now. It's just that Jake had never seen me naked before, but hopefully soon that would change.

When we got out to the living room everyone was still asleep and I saw it was raining. "Come on." I said as I took Jacob's hand and started pulling him towards the door.

"Where are we going?" He laughed as he finally caught up with me and had his arm around my waist.

"To go play in the rain silly! I love the rain." I said as we finally got outside and I started waling into the rain, barefoot as usual. For almost an hour Jake and I played in the rain.

"I know what I'm gonna do for our three month Nessie." He said as the sun finally started to come out.

"What?" I acted all excited.

"You'll se my love, you'll see." He said as he picked me up by the waist and set me down on a counter in the garage. "You are so beautiful." He said as he started playing with my damp hair. I kissed him and it started the whole make out thing all over again. "I love you Nessie." He said between one of our kisses.

"I love you too Jacob." I said and we went back to kissing. We were outside for another ten minutes kissing and laughing. We got up to the apartment and everyone was in the living room whispering and snickering and when we go in everyone looked at us.

"Take a shower together or what?" Emmett joked. He always made stupid perverted jokes about us. And mostly me and Jake because we were the youngest.

"No we played in the rain idiot!" I defended myself and Jacob as Jacob pulled me onto the couch and started cuddling with me under the blanket. I smiled at the warmth from his body as I cuddled closer to him.

Author's Note: Ok I'm gonna try to work on the next chapter! Should it be B/E or N/J???? Review!