A/N: Sorry it's been awhile since I updated . . I feel so bad! I just have so much homework now that school is in.
Forgive me if my posts come slow and please don't desert me.
Days slowly turned to weeks and the weeks into months.
Narcissa sat in the arms of Lucius, she hadn't spoken to Rodolphus alone in awhile. She was worried. He never met her glance.
Lucius nibbled on her neck.
Narcissa was miles away in her thoughts. She was thinking about Rodolphus. She couldn't get him out of her head. It was worse now than when they had been seeing each other.
Narcissa lay her head on Lucius's chest still not focusing on what was happening. Rodolphus sat on the other side of him. Narcissa tried to get him to look at her but he wouldn't. She looked at her hands and noticed a pair of fingers intraced between them.
She looked up the arm to see Lucius. She knew it was stupid but for a moment she thought it was Rodolphus.
Lucius smiled down at her.
Narcissa forced herself to smile back. School would let out soon, she would go home for Christmas break. She wouldn't have to worry about Rodolphus or Lucius. She looked at Rodolphus once more.
'What's wrong with him' She wondered. 'This was his idea after all.'
Rodolphus stood up. "Mate, I got homework." Rodolphus said.
Lucius nodded. "Good luck with that." he said playing with Narcissa's hair.
Rodolphus left. Narcissa watched him.
Lucius kissed Narcissa pushing her down on the common room couch.
Narcissa shoved him up enough to get up.
"What's wrong?" Lucius asked wrapping his arms around her small waist.
Narcissa stepped back again. "I know what you want Lucius. I'm not that kind of girl." Narcissa said.
"Cissa-" Lucius began.
"No." Narcissa said.
"I love you." Lucius said he looked her in the eyes.
Narcissa stared into those cold grey eyes. She shivered. "No you don't." She said.
Lucius laughed. "What do you mean I don't?" He asked.
"You just want what I'm not offering." She said. "Your trying to sweet talk me."
"Narcissa I do love you." Lucius repeated.
She shook her head. "How can you look me in the eyes and lie?" She asked.
"What's wrong Narcissa?" Lucius asked.
"You, Lucius. You." She said. "Your lying to me." She said.
"I am not." Lucius said. His voice gained anger.
Narcissa started to walk away.
Lucius stood up and grabbed her arm. "You will not walk away from me." Lucius ordered. "I told you I love you." he said.
"And I heard you." Narcissa said trying to pull her arm out of his grip.
"Tell me you love me." Lucius said to her. He pulled her to him and kissed her gently.
Narcissa bit his lip and tried to get away.
Lucius tightened his grip on her arm.
Tears came to Narcissa's eyes. "I love you too." She said quietly.
Lucius let go of her arm and kissed her gently. "If you wish to go to bed you may now." he ordered her. Lucius walked out of the room.
Narcissa sat down and cried. She wanted so much for Rodolphus to come hold her and tell her it was going to be alright but he didn't come like he always did. He hadn't come for what seemed like forever.