sorry for the extremely long update! i had writer's block and I just didnt know what to write and this just came to me today and i just started typing. Tell me how i did with the first kiss and i hope i didnt mess it up!
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WHAT?!?!
EmPOV
Great. I'm with the obsessed bug teacher for the next half hour. As I stood outside his door, I heard him talking to someone on the other side. I know it's rude to walk in there like that but I'm Emmet. When opened the door, I saw a bunch of dead bugs lying on the desks. WHAT IN THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE. A FUCKING TARANCHULA THE SIZE OF MY HEAD IS HANGING FROM THE DAMN CEILING! WHAT IS FUCKING WRONG WITH THIS TEACHER?!?!
"Oh. Emmet, I was told you were coming to my room today. You can help he organize my bug collection."
The hell I am! He said that just a little bit too happily. Those 'bugs' must be his life partners before he kills them all and saves them as a souvenir.
(shudder) This room gives me the creeps. No. Mr. Banner gives me the creeps.
I walked towards the chalkboard eyeing the fucking spider making sure the bitch doesn't come alive. I fucking hate those eight legged freaks. I can't see how anyone can love them. I'm okay when they're in a cage or something but in front of my face, HELL FUCKING NO! Www...Wait… EVEN THE SPIDERS FUCKING LEGS ARE SMALLER THAN EDWARDS DICK!! THE FUCKER IS AS BIG AS MY HEAD WITH LEGS AS LONG AS MINE! DAMN!!!!!!
"Emmet, can u take the butterflies and organize them by color?" That bitch just asked me to organize those fucking dead butterflies that are smaller than Edwards dick, Mr. Banner probably doesn't even have a dick of his own so he uses vibrators and masturbates in front of them. EW. Scary thought.
"Emmet? Are you okay?" the bug lover asked me.
"Yea. I'm ok. Just thinking." I wasn't lying. I was thinking on how not to throw up in this classroom.
"Emmet, its 1:30. You can go home now. I'll organize the butterflies myself. Thanks for your help!"
He sounded too damn cheerful. Besides, what help did I give him? Anyway, I'm happy I'm out of there.
APOV
YAY!!!!!! WE'RE GOING SHOPPING!!
"Alice, please don't torture me with this." A very pale looking Bella said from the back seat.
"Bella, you have to go with us to tell us your opinion on our outfits." I squealed back.
"Bella you still need an awesome outfit. It's YOUR party. How are you not going to look fabulous at your own party?" Madison said trying to talk Bella into some sense. She always hated shopping unless it was for somebody else.
"I already told you, I'm not coming downstairs." Bella said with a grin. Why in the hell is she smiling?
"WHY NOT!?" Madison and I screamed. Ha. Bella must get sick of that. She might not be able to hear by the age of twenty.
"Because, me at parties? Really? Can you really see that?"
"Of course we can Bella!" I said.
Sometimes she can be really naïve. She doesn't think she can go to a party that's at her own house. Does that make any sense? Not to me.
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BPOV
Holy shit. Too many cars pulling into my driveway. Why did Alice want me to have this stupid party anyway?
I hope Edward comes. He's always so shy around people but we talk like were old friends. He's so different from Mike. He seems like the type of guy who you can run too looking horrible and he still thinks you're beautiful. Not to mention he's hott! Messy bronze hair, to die for green eyes, the perfect body and the biggest…OH MY GOD WHAT IN THE HELL AM I SAYING?!?! DAMN BELLA! THIS IS ALICE'S BROTHER WERE TALKING ABOUT! GET IT TOGETHER BELLA!
(sigh) Alice is here now. I hear her screaming at the bottom of the staircase to get my ass downstairs. Here goes nothing.
EPOV
Holy shit. When she walked down the steps I immediately felt the hard on I was getting. Fuck. Bella looks amazing. She's wearing short shorts, a tank top, and rainbow colored thigh high toe socks. Her hair was flowing down her shoulders, and she just looks too amazing for words.
She looked straight at me and smiled. That's a good sign she doesn't think I'm weird. Damn Bella.
MPOV
As people started coming into the house, I noticed I didn't see Bella after she first came down the steps. We were drinking, and the music was loud, and right now, I'm pretty much wasted right now, and I can barely stand up. Where in the fuck is Alice?
EmPOV
HELL YEA! Rose is drinking. We're going to have awesome sex tonight! Hopefully she doesn't notice how Edwards dick is bigger than mine. Speaking of Edward, where in the hell is he?
APOV
I cannot believe it. I can't find her anywhere. I saw Edward walk upstairs to use the bathroom and…. I think I know where she is now.
BPOV
HELL FUCKING NO! NOT GONNA HAPPEN! I'm NOT DRINKING SO MIKE NEWTON CAN TAKE ME TO A ROOM AND RAPE ME SOMEWHERE. (sigh) This is why I absolutely hate parties. Ugh.
I went to my room and jumped onto my bed. I could still hear the loud music from downstairs. Damn. Now I have a headache. Before I knew it, I started to doze off.
Were in my room, on my bed making out. I was on top of him when he started to lower my bra straps. I unhooked the back of it so he wouldn't have a hard time revealing my chest. He took one of them into his mouth and sucked on it which seemed like an eternity. All of his clothes are off. He started to caress my body as he lowered my panties. He turned us over so he was on top. Just as soon as he was about to enter me someone knocked on the door.
Knock Knock
…
"Bella? Are you in there?" I heard his voice say. Then I realized it was once again only a dream. Its 11:30 and Edwards still here.
"Bella?" he sounded worried
"Yea. I'm here. One second."I unwillingly moved from my bed to my door. When I opened it, a smile appeared on his face.
"Can I come in?" he asked. He looked like he was up to something.
I moved out of the way and watched him carefully as he walked into my room. He turned my lights on and DAMN! THAT SHIT HURTS! He started laughing when he saw me squinting my eyes.
"Bella, can we talk?" I heard him say looking a little bit… nervous?
"About what exactly?" I asked confused.
"Never mind. Just take this." He held out a notebook that wasn't labeled.
As soon as I grasped the edge, he darted out of my room like he was going to throw up or something. I sat down onto my bed and began looking through the book he had just given me.
I saw pictures of me in different poses. There was one of me smiling and next to the picture were the words,
Isabella Swan, Happy, My Girl
I looked at the rest of the pictures and noticed there were only pictures of me. The last 6 pages had the poems he wrote and pictures of us under them. My favorite one was
She's sitting next to me.
I can't help but want her
To ache for her touch,
and her lips against mine.
I want to love her,
And she love me.
I want to marry her,
Have a family
And grow old with her.
I want her to say 3 words
I hope she will someday.
I want her to be mine,
To belong to me
Forever.
-Edward Cullen
Under the poem was a picture of me, my belly swollen with a child and Edward holding my stomach like he couldn't live without it. Alice was right. He did like me, no he was in love with me and I was too stupid to see it.
EPOV
As soon as she had the notebook in her reach, I rushed out of her room and straight into the bathroom, turned on the cold water, and splashed it onto my face. I wanted her to know how I felt about her. How much I wanted her to be mine. How much she even meant to me and I barely even knew her. I mean sure, she comes over all of the time with Madison and Alice but I just want her to be happy. For her to know that I am in love with her and if she becomes my girl, I'll keep it that way. Only Bella would be my girl.
I didn't hear her approach but when she walked into the bathroom, she looked at me with wide eyes and I was expecting her to scream at me, slap me, and she did the one thing I would have never guessed she would do in a million years.
She walked towards me, grabbed my shirt, and pulled me into her as she crushed her lips onto mine.
I was in heaven. I felt her soft lips on mine. I wrapped my hands around her waist as she put her arms around my neck. She licked my top lip and grabbed a fistful of my hair and pulled me closer. She parted my lips with hers and I started to suck on her bottom lip. Then I felt her tongue touch mine. Gently at first, then she got harder. I picked her up, not breaking the kiss and walked us into her room, closed the door, turned out the light, and laid her onto the bed, still having her lips connect with mine. When she began to press her body up against mine, I almost lost it. I felt my whole body responding to the kiss. Being the hormonal teenager I am, I grinded into her hips and groaned into her mouth. She moaned into mine and brought her legs up and wrapped them around my waist. I grinded into her hips again and she moved her body so she was closer to the bulge in my pants. She turned her head so she could move her tongue deeper into my mouth and pulled me closer to her. We were both panting so I moved from her lips to her neck and started to suck under her jaw. I flipped when she moaned my name. I started to grind into her hips more and more again while she continued to moan into my mouth. I started to suck her neck again and she put her hand on the huge bulge in my pants. I took off her shirt as she did the same with mine. She was wearing a black and white bra with polka dots and a bow in the middle. How sexy she looked in the moonlight. Just as soon as I was about to take it off, someone was banging on the door.
"BELLA, COME QUICK!!!!" A scared Alice said from the other side of the door. What's wrong with Pixie?
BPOV
He had his hands on the cups of my bra and was about to remove it when Alice was screaming on the other side of the door. She sounded like she had been crying. I immediately put on my shirt as Edward looked disappointed but worried also.
We both ran downstairs and everyone an officer was at the front door. I thought we were going to be arrested for under-age drinking but nobody was there. Everyone at the party, gone. The beers, vodka, '45's were all gone. No evidence.
I could tell something was wrong when the officer asked to speak to me in private. I gave Edward and Alice a worried look and led the officer into the dining room.
"Miss Isabella Swan?" he asked as I shook my head yes.
"(Sigh) Charlie Swan is your father right. The fiancé of a Miss Victoria, am I correct?"
I swallowed hard and shook my head yes for the second time.
"When your dad was on the way to the airport this morning, Victoria and her husband James had him shot at. Apparently they have been doing this the past few years and your father was hit in the spine. He might be paralyzed for life. I'm very very sorry. I don't think it's safe for you to be here in this house alone. Is there anyone who might be willing to let you stay at their place for a while?"
My eyes were overloading with tears as the officer told me the horrible news. Does Alice know…hold the fuck up, James is Victoria's husband? WHAT THE FUCK? I KNEW IT! THEY WERE CRIMINALS. NOW CHARLIE HAS TO PAY FOR IT!
"Miss Swan?" the officer said
"Alice, Madison…." I barely choked out.
The officer walked out of the room and returned with Alice rushing to get to my side.
"Bella, I'm so sorry." She hugged me and I couldn't even hug her back. I felt like I was going to throw up. My stomach felt like I had swallowed a case of sewing needles. My dad, paralyzed? Wheelchair? I got up from the floor not remembering how I got there and walked out of the back door.
I searched for the trail in the woods through the darkness and I did what Charlie told me to do when I was little. I ran…
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