a/e: SOO SORRY 4 THE LONG UPDATE! Really bad writers block! if this chapter doesnt seem as good as the other ones, im sorry. I just wanted to get a chapter up and it was bothering me. i PROMISE THEY WILL GET BETTER! i also promised Vampiregirl1654 i would write kinda of a lemon scene for her. NOT JUST FOR HER, BUT ESPECIALLY TO ALL MY READERS!

Disclaimber: The only thing I own is this computer that i write this story on.

ME:can i please borrow twilight for a while?

SM:NO!

ME:PLEASE? I'LL BUY YOU A PUPPY!

SM: I'D RATHER HAVE VAMPIRES RATHER THAN WEREWOLVES.

ME:...meanie...

PLEASE!

EPOV

As I came into the dining room, I saw a crying Alice on the floor, looking like she just wanted to scream. What in the hell happened. Somebody's missing. Where in the hell is Bella? I looked out of the back door and caught a glimpse of her brown hair disappearing into the woods. Why in the hell is she running? I felt like I was going to fall on my face. She just left like that. When am I ever going to see her again? I hate how some shitty thing happens to Bella just as soon as I show her the pictures I had drawn of her, and the poetry I wrote. After the love I had for her. It's way too dark and too dangerous out there. She's by herself, alone, without my protection. I have to go after her.

BPOV

I dashed towards the trail that I used to take when I was little. Charlie once told me if there ever was a problem, just to run, so I did. I'm surprised I didn't fall down yet being the clumsy person I am. The tears were constantly running down my cheeks as the nightly air hit my face. Why is this happening to me? Is Charlie even okay?

I feel so sick to my stomach, my knees feel weak, and I just want to die right now. THAT SON-OF-A-BITCH VICTORIA! UGH. DAMN! My dad. The person who I hated for wanting me in his wedding a couple days ago. I can't believe I left Alice there on the floor crying and she didn't even know what was going on. She just couldn't stand her best friend crying. I will always love her for that.

I never realized how cold it was until I stepped in a pile of mud. Holy shit! It was freezing. I remember my old friend Jacob and how we used to make mud pies. I found what I was looking for after wandering in the darkness. I climbed up the ladder, opened the door, I fell to the floor, and thought how my life will dramatically change for me if Charlie can't walk. I feel so stupid for laying here feeling miserable for myself.

I just lay on the floor and cried my eyes out. I mean I really cried. At first, I cried because of Charlie, and then I cried for me. After a while, I just cried because I just needed it. I wrapped the blanket we always kept in here around my body and before I knew it, I was drifting into a deep sleep.

I started dreaming of me and Charlie just sitting in the house, not doing anything, when we hear noises downstairs. When I got up to check it out, the power shuts down and the house is pitch black. As I'm trying to make my way down the steps to find the flashlight, something is put over my face and someone's hand is on my neck.

"Shut the fuck up before I kill you." The person says.

I'm lead to a room that's too familiar. It's my room. The guy removes the bag off my head but puts something inside my mouth. I finally see who the person is. James ties me to a chair and turns me around facing a dead Charlie on the floor. I tried to lean forwards, but I forgot I was tied to the chair. Victoria soon comes out of the bathroom with a bitchy grin on her face. She pulls out a gun and points it in my direction, right at my face. I try to scream but no one is going to hear me, so what's the point?

I started crying and mumbled "I love you Edward." Before the bullet hit my head.

I awoke screaming but soon realized I wasn't alone.

"Shhh. Bella it's okay. I'm here. You're alright." Edward was here. He pulled me into his arms and wouldn't let go. He just held me while I cried like I had never cried before. My overflowing tears and loud sobs became quiet sniffles. After a while, I didn't have anymore tears left, and he still didn't let me go, nor did I want him to. We just sat there, not saying anything. How in the hell did he find me anyway?

EPOV

I rushed out of the house into the woods following the strong scent of strawberry. Soon, I couldn't figure out where she was going. I was just walking around screaming her name. How in the hell can she run like that? Damn. I feel like hell. Its cold as shit, I'm tired, and worried, wandering in the woods looking for her.

"BELLA!?!?" I screamed. I heard this little faint noise in the distance and I couldn't make it out so I followed it. As I neared the sound, it sounded like Bella was screaming. WHAT THE FUCK? WHY IS SHE SCREAMING? I came to the tree house she and Alice used to have when they were younger but I haven't been up here in years. Bella was screaming inside. I climbed the ladder nearly slipping and falling on my ass but quickly made it to the door. I slammed it open and saw Bella screaming and crying on the floor. It hurt me to see her like that. I couldn't stand it.

I leaned down and pulled her into my arms as she cried into my shirt.

"Shhh. Bella it's okay. I'm here. You're alright." I said trying to soothe her. She just sobbed and pulled me closer to her. After a while, she just stopped crying altogether. I didn't let her go cause I didn't want to and she had a tight grip on my shirt. We just sat there, me holding her, in silence.

"I'm sorry Edward." She muffled into my shirt.

"Don't apologize Bella. It's not your fault." I hate when she's upset. I have no idea what's going on but it just pains me to see her like that.

I sat there and cuddled with her, when I started to get an odd hard feeling below my waist. Surprisingly, Bella didn't feel it yet so I tried to move her so she wouldn't notice it.

That was a bad idea.

She moved her thigh right over mine and just stopped moving and stared at me with wide eyes. I looked at her, didn't know what to say, didn't know what to do, but would not have guessed that she would do what she was about to.

She started smiling, licked her lips and started grinding on me. I lay down so I was on my back n she was on my waist. I grabbed her hips and started moving her harder on my dick. I could feel the lust and love between us. She leaned down and pulled me into a passionate kiss. When my lips touched her's for the second time, I felt like I was on cloud 9. They were so perfect. The kiss was little pecks at first but she turned her head sideways and plunged her tongue into my mouth. I instantly reacted by laying on top of her while pulling her thigh up against mine, with my hand nearing the middle of her pants.

She moved her hips again, grinding harder than before. I pushed pack into her hips and groaned into her mouth as she moaned into mine, while our tongues danced together in synchronization. She started panting needing air so I started kissing her cheek, moving down to her neck. I bit down gently on her skin leaving slight red mark. She moved my head up and our lips connected again. She slipped her hands up against my neck, grabbing fistfuls of my hair and pulling me closer, it almost hurt. I took her bottom lip into my mouth and started to suck on it causing her to moan into my mouth. She kept darting her tongue at my top lip almost causing me to cum in my pants. I pressed my body up against hers, noticing her heartbeat matched mine. As she started to lift up my shirt, I remembered how cold it was.

I wanted to fuck her right there but I didn't want her to get sick. I just couldn't bear not seeing her every day. We slowed the kisses so our mouths were closed and only our lips were touching. As the kisses became little soft pecks, my phone started vibrating. Still kissing her, I pulled out my phone and checked the text message I just received from Emmet. Like I said, you can always count on Emmet to fuck up everything.

Bella's staying at our house for a while.

Stop fucking her and come home. :};)

What the hell Emmet? I guessed she saw what Emmet wrote and suggested we get home.

She got up and opened the door letting the cool night air in. She started shivering and I gave her my jacket, and then I understood why she was shivering. It was cold as hell out there. I decided to go down the ladder first. Once I made it to the ground, she started down but lost her footing and fell. I just held out my arms and caught her. She sighed a breath of relief and looked into my eyes as I gazed into hers. I stood there, in the freezing cold, looking into her deep brown eyes wondering what she was thinking.

BPOV

He just held me in his arms, gazing into my eyes, as I fought the urge to kiss him right there. I started smiling and he let me down. We walked back to my house and I almost started crying when the house came into view. Edward saw me stiffen and put his arm around my waist and I instantly relaxed. He opened the car door for me being the real gentleman he is. We drove in silence. I don't know why he didn't say anything; I don't know why I didn't say anything. It was just really awkward.

We arrived at his house in a short while and I immediately felt bad for what I had done to Alice. I walked in the front door, and was attacked by an awaiting Esme.

"OH MY GOD BELLA!" she screamed in relief as she pulled me into a tight hug. "You stay here as long as you like Bella." She muffled into my shoulder trying to fight back the tears.

"Esme, where is Alice?" I asked while the tears filled my eyes once again.

"Upstairs sweetie. She won't come down. Go talk to her." Esme said comforting me.

I let Esme go and started up the stairs and walked into Alice's room.

"Um…Alice? I'm sorry I left but I just couldn't handle what the cop said about Charli……" I tried to say before Alice sprung off her bed onto me giving me the biggest hug.

"BELLA DON'T YOU EVER DO THAT AGAIN!" Alice screamed into my shoulder. We were both sitting there crying…wait…why...Alice?

"Alice, why are you crying?" I asked a little bit confused.

"I don't know." Alice said trying to laugh through the tears. "What happened anyway?" she asked causing me to stiffen up.

"Lets not…I don't want to talk about it." I said trying not to cry again.

"Okay. Are you okay? WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOUR LEG?" Alice said pointing to the mud.

"I had to use the bathroom so I shit myself. What do you think it is?" I said sarcastically.

"Get in the shower Bella." She said grinning at me

All of my things were in Edwards's room and I guess I'm sleeping in there but would it be awkward for us? I mean we had clothed sex once again, and I'm going to take a shower in his room, and sleep in the same bed as him? I'm confused. I walked into his room and saw him lying on his bed, listening to his iPod. He didn't even hear me come in. I walked over to him and touched his arm which startled him a bit. Got up and pulled me into his arms. I don't know why he did it, but it was fine with me and I didn't want to let him go. He kissed the top of my forehead, and I got a wide grin on my face. He felt my lips move against his chest and looked at me. He leaned down and placed his lips onto mine. He gently lifted his hands to my face, cupping my cheeks and rubbing them with his thumbs. My cheeks were burning hot. I couldn't control the blushing and just imagine how red my face was.

He let my face go as he pulled away from me. I pouted like a little girl which caused him to start laughing at me.

"Don't laugh at me Mr. Cullen." I said trying to sound sad.

"Stop being adorable then Miss. Swan." He said causing me to blush even more. I eventually got in the shower letting the hot water soothe me as it hit my skin. I got out, got my pajamas on and lay next to Edward in his bed. He pulled me up into his chest, burying his face in my hair, breathing in the strawberry scent. "Goodnight love" was the last two words I heard him say before I was off to sleep.

FINGERS HURT! Was cutting tomatoes and sliced pinky open! Vampiregirl1654, was that lemony enough 4 yewz? Tell me what yo uguy's think! Updating soon! Reviews make my cheeks hurt from smiling too much!

xoxo Candie!