Ok I heard this song today and it made me think of Harry so yeah.

Chapter Five : Over my head

Harry sat down at the tabel staring at the paper. He was debating on how to write his extended family. He wanted to write them and tell him about the prophacy(sp). They needed to know. He took his ipod out of his pocket and put the headphones in his ears. The song started playing and he understood it instantly. He litterly felt like he was in over his head.

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
 That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth

Dear Weasly Family,

I have been keeping something from all of you. I have yet to confess this to anyone. I am ready to tell you all. This will be a shock for all of you I think. I hope you all decied to stick by me still after I tell you. Yes, I am stalling on telling you. See it comes down to Voldemort or Me.

But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

See I will have to become a killer. I am over my head here. You all are the Mother, the Father, and the brothers and sister I will never have. I love all of you as much as I love Moony and Padfoot. I am not asking any of you to be there when the fight starts. I won't ask you to stick around me. It will put you all in the line of fire.

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
I would love for all of you to be there. I will need love, friendship and most of all faith to win. Your family has been great. You have all been there no matter what. I hope that stays the same. I won't tell you exactly what it says until we are in Headquarters. It isn't safe to put in mail, incase Volde gets this. Our spy says he is trying to intercept our mail, but is failing.

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

I wish I never met your family. Not because you did anything, but because I don't want to put you in danger. I don't want you guys to hurt. You mean more to me then anything except Paddy and Moony. I wish I could be there when you read this.

My Love My family,

Harry Potter

Harry sat there listening to the rest of the song nodding his head. It explained how he felt to a tee.

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your ...

He closed his eyes listening to the lyrics them floating into his head. He started to think about how he felt about this song.

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm over my...

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

He knew he had another letter to write. He bit his bottom lip debating on writing Hermionie. He knew she would fight him about pushing her away using her muggleborn backround against him

Dear Hermi,

Yes, I know DON'T CALL ME THAT! Anyways I am writing to tell you something. I have to kill Volde. It has to be me. No one else can do it. There will be a fight. I will either die or win. I want you there. I won't push you away if you decied to stay. I am giving you the choice there. Leave our friendship and hopefully stay safe or fight by my side. I won't force you into either situation. I know I won't win any fight if you chose to stick around. So I figure why bother. Yes, Hermi I know your crying. Please don't cry. I have accepted my fate if I die. I die knowing I am loved and hopefully took old snake face with me. I am going to write up a will, give it to Siri. If Siri and I die, it will be hidden behind the headmasters painting in Ronnie and my room. Please get it out and read it to my friends. It includes some letters pass them out. I love you sis.

Love your friend,

Harry James Potter

Harry notices Sirius, standing against the doorframe when he finshed his letter to Hermi. He smiles at his godfather. "Here come listen to this song it makes me think of you,Moony, dad and the rat."

Sirius walked over and put the head phones in his ears knew it must have been somewhat of a good song to make Harry smile like that.

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Sirius eyes, started to water thinking of the song he was listening to. He heard it before and knows it does kinda does remind him of his school days.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

He closed his eyes, thinking back to Wormtail. The night he found James' dead body. Tears started pouring out of his eyes.

~Flashback~

Sirius just landed in the grass outside Godric Hollow. He closed his eyes, looking at the house that was destroyed. Oh Wormtail what did you do. He kept thinking as he walked towards the house. He stepped though the door looking around. He closed his eyes when he seen James' body laying in a heap at the bottom of the stairs. He walked over to it and sat next to it. Feeling for a pulse though he knew he wouldn't find one he couldn't help,but wish he would.

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And I pray to God he hears you
And I pray to God he hears you

Sirius opens his eyes, when he hears a sound of crying. Harry his mind shouts as he runs up the steps. Taking them three at a time. Harry was all he could think of. When he reached the nursery he seen it a mess. He looked in and seen Lilly's body right infront of the crib. There in the crib sat Harry looking at Sirius.

"Pafoo Mummy Mummy. I wan' Mummy." Harry said crying out for his mummy. Sirius rushed over and picked up Harry, "I know kiddo, but mummy can't come back. I know baby." He said holding Harry while looking at Lily. He couldn't help, but start crying.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Sirius opened his eyes, when he heard Hagard downstairs. He walked out of the nursery and down the steps. He noticed Hagard was standing next to James body. "Hey Hagard." Sirius said, his voice breaking.

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
You will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Hagard, looked up seeing Sirius holding Harry closely. "I've come to take the lad to Dumbledore Sirius." Sirius just held Harry closer. "I can't leave the lad Hagard."

"Comeon Sirius this is Dumbledore. He will take care of his grandchild. You know that. He will protect him." Sirius looked at Hagard. Knowing he was right, and he could go after Wormtail better if he didn't have Harry. He handed Harry to Hagard. He then handed the keys to his motorcycle over to Hagard. "Take this with him. He loves to fly."

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life
~End Flashback~

"Yeah, Harry I can see why this song reminds you of us." Sirius said his voice breaking as he spoke. He didn't expect what came next. Harry was hugging him. "Siri, I don't blame you. I would never blame you, neither would Mum or Dad. Don't dwell on the past." Harry said.

Sirius couldn't help, but smile. His godson loved him more then anything he knew that. Harry was always Sirius' baby boy. Even when James was alive. They all adopted Harry as there own.

Sirius looked up and smiled at 'Tunia and Moony."He's right you know Siri. James nor Lils would hear anything about being sorry." Patruina said with a smile.

Sirius and Moony both smiled. There family was back except for James and Lilly. They would make it though this though.

Both songs are from the Fray. Over my head and How to save a life. Both songs make me think of Harry Potter. So I had to put both songs in my story.