Yes, I took a REALLY, REALLY long time to update this. I just can't write that fast!!!!! Anyhoo, on with it!
5 years later
Hmm, what to wear today? It's not like it matters anymore, but I still want to wear something nice. Maybe that red blouse I got from my birthday last year, and those Bluenotes jeans… I sighed. No Edward waiting for me with his arms spread out to embrace me. As has been every day for the last five years. How I missed him. Still, I had a life to live
I decided on my outfit and went downstairs for breakfast. Charlie had already left. Yes, I still live with my father, being 23. Anyway, I worked as a doctor at the forks hospital (A.N. is it even called that?) where Carlisle used to work, Edward's father… I felt the tears coming again. I shook my head, as if that would solve anything. Why did I have to do this to myself? Why did I become a doctor like Carlisle Cullen? Can't I just forget them already? No, I can't.
My happy mask finally broke, and I couldn't' help but cry. I never wanted to forget them, yet neither did I want to remember. I never thought I could hate them, yet a small part of me did. I just never wanted to admit it, but deep down inside I was a monster. But I had to be strong.
I got up and looked at my watch. It was ten past seven. I had to get going, or I would be late.
I quickly ran out the door and got into my honda civic.
As soon as I arrived, I went straight to work. I heard there was a new guy working at the hospital. His name was Chris Walker, I think
I was having my lunch break when the Chris guy showed up. He was tall, had curly, black hair and dark almost black eyes. He held up his hand " Hi, I'm Christopher, but you can call me Chris" I shook his hand " Bella Swan , nice to meet you" We had lunch together. We talked about ourselves, I told him Edward, skipping the whole vampire thing –I didn't want to end up in a padded cell- saying they moved away to Canada
Apparently, Chris is very shy, he'd been blushing the whole time, it was cute. I felt good around him. Not like Edward .No one could be like Edward. But what could I do? It's not like he's going to rise from the dead or something. So I might as well live my life. Maybe that's what he wanted that day in the clearing
I'm a good actor Bella, I have to be
To die, so I could go on. If that's true, he broke his biggest promise, for the second time. Or maybe it didn't happen on purpose at all. It could have been an accident.
My life will never be the same as before, but it won't be horrible either will it?
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