A.N Ok this chapter isn't going to be great my mind is somewhere else completely but I haven't updated in a while so might aswell put it up there. Thanks to the people who have reviewed and favourited. You rock =)

It had been a few weeks since I had been introduced to the world of darkness. Ireland was suffering with unseasonably good weather,meaning I couldn't leave the house without attracting unwanted attention. Damn sparkles. I was, by now, used to shutting down my brain when it came time for hunting. It was a neccessity, a means of survival. Still I hated what I had become. My sin was paler now than it had been before the transformation. I was no longer like a piece of china, now I was ghostly white and cold. My hair gleamed and bounced like it used to when my mother done it for me.

My red eyes scanned the bunks around the room. I was dead set against recruiting new soldiers, so I was assigned the duty of watching over the new recruits as they changed. It wasn't a pretty process and I was attacked often when they realized what they had become. After the first instance of this happening, Shane had ensured I had some training in combat to assure my safety. I was adverse to using it, but I couldn''t allow them to mutilate me either. After the initial shock wore off I enjoyed showing the newborns around and explaining everything to them.I managed to make a few friends. It never lasted long.I was growing increasingly lonely as they were sorted into Brigades and I was handed a new batch to start the process with all over again.

After three weeks of this I was growing restless. I needed to hunt. I had been putting it off for as long as possible but couldn't deny the fire in my throat any longer.

I slipped silently from the room full of wards and knocked on Shanes door. There were a few muffled whispers. I couldn't make out whose voice it was but I did know it was distinctly female. I glared as he opened the door. I could smell the sex rolling off him in waves.

"Oh, Maggie" he pulled the door shut beind him surprise etched accross his featurs. "I wasn't expecting you.."

"Obviously" I rolled my eyes. "Who's the blond?" the glimpse of gold hadn't escaped me as he pulled the door shut hastily behind him.

"Who?" he tried to make his face innocent but quickly composed himself.

I snorted a quiet"Oh please"

"Oh you mean-"

"Shane, whats taking you so long?" the door was wrenched open by a very naked and pouting Aisling. Of course. Who else could it possibly have been.

I felt like I was watching from outside my body, as a terrible inhuman screech burst forth from my lips and I launched myself at her smug pug like face. I was going to rip her to shreds.

"Shane get it off me!" she wailed as I tore a chunk of her hair from her head, slightly pleased that it was still thin and wispy despite her abnormal and inhuman beauty.

A pair of strong arms were around me and lifted me off carrying me back to my room. It took me a while to realise they didnt belong to Shane. I looked up into the kind faces of my twin brothers and stopped struggling. Instead I clung to them and sobbed my still heart out. I felt so empty and purposless. Neither of them said anything, instead just wrapped me in their arms until i had calmed down.

The sun was already beginning to rise and I sighed at the time I had wasted. Both last night and on Shane in general. A flame of resentment threatened to overcome me at the thought of his name. This was all his fault. I stood up and left the room without a backwards glance. I would have my revenge.