Bed of Roses: Lifeless

I'm dying
I'm dying a very painful death
I said to myself as the dog beside me growled.
The ghost keep chanting "Meat! Meat!"
Now I know being overfriendly with unknown entity is not a good idea.
I wonder why I felt a sudden urge to protect that dog.
I'm definitely weird.

I can't barely see my dark and bloody surroundings, just flashes of blue and white light, I wonder why there are beautiful lights, Is it because I'm about to die?
Then there was silence. I got nervous that I puked blood again, this is really ridiculous. I've been cut through in almost half and I'm nervous for a dog.
Damn

"BLOOD!!!" a shriek break the silence and I felt another axe on my torso.
My body shook on tremors, but I can't complain, just the tears in my eyes.
I've been suffering all my life, why can't I experience just a shade of what they call happiness.
The blurr became black, there was another shriek and another silence.

"Do you want to live?" a voice asked. A cold confident voice.
"How annoying. Do I have a choice, can't you see I'm about to die?"
I don't have strength anymore. I tried to open my eyes seeing that there's no one beside me but the dog with a blue searching eyes.

and all became white.

"Wow this must be peace." I said as i found myself on a seashore.
The warm salty air and cold water on my feet. If this is heaven. I want to stay here.
"Michiru, Dear." I heard a woman's voice, a voice so familiar I could cry.

"Mom?" I turned and saw my mom and dad smiling at me from the sandy shore.
"Michiru!" My mom cried tears on her beautiful brown eyes. I ran without second thought.
"Mom, I'm so happy to see you..." I cried on her bossom. I cried a nine years worth of tears.
"Michiru, we too are happy to see you, we've missed you." my dad embrace us just like how he embrace us back then.
"Finally we can be together, right." I cried so hard.
"We're really sorry to leave you in misery..." my mom cried also.
"It's okay mom, It's alright now, we'll never be apart again."
There was a moment of silence as my parents hold my shoulder and looked at me.

"But honey you can't stay." My dad said.
My heart broke.
"What? What do you mean? I'm going to hell?" I said stammering the words.
"No, no my dear..." My mom hold my face gently.
"It's not yet your time... someone change it for you."
"What? Who?"
"Me."
A cold, cruel, dark, but gentle voice said.
A very familiar voice.

---to be continued---