UUGGHH, I HATE WRITING THIS, BUT ANYWAYS! I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT, I DON'T OWN EDWARD :( I DON'T OWN JACOB :( AND I DON'T OWN EMMET :(. SO I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I DO OWN! I OWN AN AWESOME MJ R.I.P. T – SHIRT, RED HIGH TOP CONVERS, AND THIS STORY, WHICH IF YOU FORGOT IS CALLED, FOR THE LOVE OF MUSIC. ANYWAYS, HERE WE GO AGAIN! HA HA, LOVE THAT SONG.....;P
BPOV
I don't remember coming coming home yesterday. I actually don't even remember leaving school to come to think of it. I actually don't remember anything from the moment that I found out that Charlie di-- wait! Oh no. Now it all came back to me. Charlie died. Charlie died. This couldn't be true. I glanced at my alarm clock. It read, 5:30 pm, but it said Saturday, I slept for a whole day. . He would be home then, I ran downstairs, to look for him in the living room. But found it empty, so I checked his room, nothing. Then the bathroom nothing. I check everywhere, but still no Charlie. He did die. No, he didn't die, he was murdered. He was murdered! That's what the principal said yesterday. That's why I cried my eyes out and wouldn't let go of Edward and Alice. That's why they took me home early. And that's why in my search to find Charlie, I saw a silver Volvo in the driveway with a God sitting in the front seat. When I looked at him, his eyes flashed towards the door, as if he heard me open the door from where he was. IMPOSSIBLE, but he did look over to me and as soon as he saw me, he got out of his car, and ran over to me. He enveloped me in a hug, that I would have enjoyed so much. Yah, I WOULD"VE enjoyed it, if I wasn't all numb inside from losing my father. He looked down at me and searched my eyes for something. I looked into his beautiful eyes but I didn't see the once emerald, brooding eyes I got so used to. No it was a kind of yellowish shade instead. I wonder why that was. Maybe I was crazy.
"Why, why are you here Edward?" I really didn't know why.
"Well, when I dropped you off, I didn't want to leave you alone." Pitty swept across his features for a second."But I didn't think you wanted me inside all night, so I just stayed in my car."
"What? You stayed here all night and day?" Was he crazy?
"Um, yeah."
"Edward! You didn't even leave?"
"Well, I left for about half an hour so I could tell my family everything."
"Are you crazy! If you were here while my dad came home, you'd be dead!" Then I realized what I had said. Reality came back to me once again today. My father was gone. So I started sobbing again, into Edward's shirt. He held me again, and once again, he carried me into my house, as if I weighed 1 pound. Wow, he was strong. We just sat on the couch until I finished crying and we sat there staring at each other, until the door burst open, with none other then Alice. It was like she predicted this, coming over right when I was done going into histairics.
"Oh, Bella I am so sorry!" She ran over to me and gave me another hug.
"It's okay Alice." I mumbled trying to hold in another round of tears. I didn't want them to see me like this, it wasn't there duty to take care of me. Then Jasper came in and I felt so much better for some reason. It was like he had a happy aura around him, that just pulled people in.
So we just sat on my couch and talked about what was going to happen to me. And surprisingly, I didn't cry. Not once, I actually felt happy. Well, only an certain amount of course. But it was enough to keep the tears from coming. And I had a feeling it was Jasper's doing some how. Not like, he made me happy, but he had the ability or the power to make, not just me, but everyone else in the room happy. I don't know why I thought that, but it just came to me.
Then Edward asked the question I was dreading, the answer I didn't even know the answer to.
"So, um, Bella where are you going to live?" And as if on cue, Renee burst through the door.
She looked frantic and lost. But when didn't she?!
"Mom!" I was so happy to see her. I haven't seen her since I came to Forks.
"Bella! Oh baby I am so sorry!" I ran to her and we hugged each other, until my mom asked who was behind me.
"Um..." I didn't really know how to answer her why there was a little pixie sitting on some guys lap. And why there was and Adonis sitting in my recliner.
"Hi, Mrs. Swam, if I may call you that. I am Edward, this is my step sister, Alice, and her boyfriend/ my step brother, Jasper." Of course Edward, being the gentlemen had to do the intro. I just didn't know how my mother would take the boyfriend/step brother thing.
But surprisingly we sat down, and Edward explained it to her, and kind of introduced him/his family better. And she loved them! It was nice to hear she liked my friends. Then we got down to business.
"So, Bella, I was thinking. We should sell this house, and you could come and live with me and Phil again. You'll love Jacksonville baby!" I didn't really want to move, I didn't want to leave my friends behind. A look of hurt and sadness crossed over Jasper, Edward, and Alice's faces'.
"Um, what choice do I have." I didn't want to move, but really what other option did I have? None. And that's why I didn't put up a fight, it would only make it that much harder to leave.
"Oh Bella I am going to miss you!" Alice yelled and practically threw herself at me with a hug. We fell to the ground giggling.
"Me too, Alice, and I promise I'll call you."
"Okay, Just don't forget about me okay?" That broke my heart.
"Oh, Alice, how could I forget you? You are like the sister I never had! And the sister that I'm always going to keep for now on!"
"Good, and I'll be calling you everyday Missy!"
It was 3 days later, and everything was packed up into my mom's car. I was moving today. We had soled the house to a newly wed couple who wanted to live in Forks for some prehistorical reason. Maybe they liked water. It beat me, but I was moving today. I was saying goodbye to all my friends I had made in a little over a week. But what surprised me, was seeing everyone there. There was of course, the Cullen family, but there was also, Mike, Angela, Jessica, Lauren, Tyler, Erik, Ben, Billy, and Jacob. Jacob ran over to me and begged me for forgiveness. And I of course obliged. I couldn't leave my old best friend behind, without a goodbye. Now I was just standing in front of Alice and Edward, while everyone dispersed, knowing that these were the two people I would miss the most. I started crying, right there. Knowing that as soon as I left, I would go into a dark stage. Because I wouldn't see the two excuses Edward had for eyes every day, knowing I wouldn't be caught every time I fell, knowing I wouldn't be protected every time some creep would ask me out, but most of all, just not being around Edward himself. Not seeing his beautiful face, his exquisite body, his amazing hair, his wonderful scent. I would miss him the most, but I would never admit it. I would never admit, that I was sad that we had to cancel our date. Never admit that I missed him, every second we were apart. Never admit that he was the reason I didn't want to leave. The reason I had turned to love Biology, the reason that I considered living by myself in this house, when I knew I couldn't just so we could be together. But the one thing I would never, ever admit, since we were leaving. The fact that I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. I couldn't understand why I fell for him in a matter of days, but I did. And I hated it, because no matter what, I felt inside me, that I would never see him again. And for once in my life, I was scarred. Scarred that I would die without him by my side.
EPOV
Today was the day that Bella was moving. The day I dreaded the most. The day my dreams, were smashed.
Everyone had left me, Alice, and Bella alone to say goodbye. And right when everyone left, Bella started crying. She cried, and I knew that If I wasn't a vampire I would cry too. That was until I felt a moisture fall from my eyes. And Alice looked at me with wide eyes. But it didn't really surprise me that I was crying. Because Carlisle's voice rang in my head. The one you love the most can make you do extraordinary things. And he was right. I did love Bella the most. And I wasn't ashamed of it. To love a girl who I had known for 1 week and 3 days. But if felt right. It felt right to love her. It felt like I had known her my whole life. And I have been alive for a while. And it scarred me. It scarred me that I wouldn't see those big brown eyes everyday. That big head of hair that smelled so good. Her amazing body, and beautiful face. Her adorable personality. And her blush, the blush that made if I had a heart, would make it go way too fast for any human being to consider, her soft, warm, white skin that felt so good just coming in contact with my icy flesh. Her full lips that looked a little swollen, but made them perfect. Her klutziness that was an excuse for me to touch her, to catch her and hold her until we were caught gazing into each other's eyes. Her delicious smell that made me want to suck her clean of her blood, but then remember that a life without Bella is sad, depressing, and a life not worth living.
"Um, I guess I'll break the silence.." of course Alice would always try to make things better.
"Bella, babe, we gotta go!" Renee yelled from inside the house. So this was it.
"So, this is it." I had to say it, I had to make sure she was leaving, not that this was a horrible nightmare, if I could sleep. But it wasn't, because it was real.
"Yeah, I'm going to miss you both so much!" She sobbed and grabbed me and Alice into a hug. We stood there for about two minutes, the 3 of us. Just crying, well me and Bella crying, Alice pretending to, and saying how we promised to call each other, and Alice promising Bella she would take her shopping, and that she could visit us anytime we wanted. Of course we couldn't visit her, with the sun and what not. Then Renee came out and stole my – I mean BELLA, just Bella from us. She wouldn't let go at first, and when she did, she blushed that blush for the last time and left with her mom. Bella was gone.
BPOV
I got in the car, and with my tear stained face and puffy eyes, I turned around and watched Edward just standing there, whiping his tears away. I watched him until, I was too far, and I couldn't see him anymore. I watched him until he, was gone. And I was right. I was right because as soon as he left my sight, I broke. When Charlie died, I broke, but not completely. I still had pieces of me holding myself together. But now, without Edward those pieces snapped. So as soon as I left, I didn't need a warning, because I knew. Like everyone knows that in Forks it's going to rain, I knew without Edward that I couldn't survive, I knew that a dark, painful, lonely life was ahead. My happiness, my light, my life, was gone.
EPOV
I don't know how long I stood there watching the road that Bella had drove down leaving me here for. I just stood there, while everyone left, everyone asked me what was wrong, everyone telling me it would be alright. Well it wouldn't be alright. Because before Bella, I was miserable, I was a dark soul. But now, knowing what it's like having her, and then losing her. I didn't know what was going to happen, well except for a few things. I knew, like how every vampire knows that human blood is hard to resist, I knew that this time around, I couldn't even go back to how I was before. I would live in a sultry state. A state of mind that every single thought would remind me of Bella. And that it would kill me, no fire or breaking my limbs needed. I knew that my new found happiness, my light, me life, was gone.
So I whiped my tears away, and ran. I just ran without a care if I was exposed. I didn't no where I ran, I just did. Until Alice had a vision of me running somewhere, and sent Emmet and Jasper to come and get me. When we got home, everyone just stared at me. Stared at me because I was crying again, so Esme just came and gave me a hug, and told me I was going to be alright. Then Alice did th same. But this time for the first time in my "life", I actually doubted Alice. And when you doubt Alice, all hope is gone.
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