Chapter 9: Who am I really?

Duo's POV:

I ran out of the room after having some flashbacks that scared and confused me a bit. The blonde guy just said that name and I saw myself piloting it, and seeing what I did with it. I sort of unnerved me.

'Is that all I do? Do I just kill? Why can't I remember who I really am?' I thought to myself trying to figure out what has happened before I came to this colony.

I went into a room that was not mine, but seemed to belong to a little girl. You know the kind of room with stuffed animals and pictures of animals on the wall. I don't think the owner is coming back though.

'Because I wasn't able to save her, funny thing is I didn't even know who she was and I feel guilty.'

I thought we've been though this. Why do you still feel guilty?

The voice was back; great I must be going crazy. But I still replied, 'Its because if I never came here maybe they all would still be alive and happy.'

Yeah, and I'm the tooth fairy that visits all the little kids at night. I told you everyone would have died if you did not show up here when you did.

'I KNOW…I know. It's…it's just that I can't help but feel guilty. Like this has happened before. That I lost so many important to me.' I know it was weird to think this but I did. I then got completely off the subject I was talking about. 'Who or what exactly are you and why are you in my head?' I needed to know.

You know who I am. I am you…well… apart of you. I guess you can say I am here to help when I am needed.

'Ooooohhh….I still don't know who or what the hell you are.'

I can't tell you, but you will find out on your own.

'Whatever…' I trailed off thinking back to those four guys, 'Do you think I can trust those four?' I asked.

Well…do you think you can trust them?

'…'

Do they seem familiar to you? Like you knew them from some where else?

'Yes. They all seemed familiar.' I thought back to the four and remembered the Japanese looking one. 'I got the strangest feeling when I looked at the serious one. The part Japanese guy, like he was special to me…but that can't be right. He would of said something if we were together.'

I don't know, it's up to you to decide not me…

The voice trailed off thinking of what to say next…funny how something is thinking inside my head and I don't know what its thanking of.

...You do know they will take you back. Amiel will let them, he knows they can help you and he will make you leave.

'Yes, I know he will and I will go just to make it easier for him…' I thought for a second, 'Do you think I will remember anything if I learn more about those boys?'

If you want to remember then yes, but if you don't try then you will never get your memory back… and you will never know who you really are.

With that the voice went away again. I heard footsteps coming and I knew that they were coming for me. I knew that I would have to go with those boys. I felt that I owed it to so many people that I remember who I was and what I have done.

'I will remember and I will figure out what has happened to me and what my relationships are with the other boys. I will remember for those who I have forgotten.' With this thought the door opened and the 4 boys walked in with Amiel looking at me.

"Its time to go back, Duo" Amiel said. I nodded and I was ready as I was ever going to be.