I don't own twilight...happy now? Good. Cause i'm not. :p

so here is another chapter..and I am trying to figure out which story I am writing for..FOR THE LOVE OF MUSIC or SMART ASS so...while I am trying to figure that out I am typing this....so I choose to write for FOR THE LOVE OF MUSIC......okay here we go..where did I leave off.....

BPOV [after waitress leaves them at their table] :0

"Wow." Could she have been more blunt?

"What?"

"Did you not tell? Edward! She grabbed your tushy and put her number in you pocket. Not to mention she was trying to be suiducable!"

"Oh..yeah..eh..i didn't really notice..i was kind of just paying attention to you." I blushed a bit too hard and looked the other way.

"Bella. Don't try to hide your blush from me. It's beautiful." He whispered as he reached over the table and very lightly with his cold hand tilted my head back towards him. A spark flew up from his hand to my face..he rapidly pulled away, whispering a sorry, while I blushed again.

"Why does that always happen?" I asked curiosly.

"What?"

"Whenever we.....um touch......a sort of jolt or spark if you will, comes from you to me, and vise versa...it just never happens with anyone but you." I blushed as I said that.

"Well, I don't really know." He gazed into my eyes, with a distant look. "It's the first time it ever happened to me as well, with you of course...well actually ever. In all my life, you have been the only one to catch my interest."

I looked away again, my blush creeping up again. But I kept my face towards him, only averting my eyes.

"So, are you ready to order?" The waitress came back..wasn't she to stay at the podium, not our waitress?

"Um, sure..Bella?"

"Okay.....I'll have the.." I glanced to the menu and picked the 1st thing on the list. "-mushroom ravioli please."

"I'll have....the same. With 2 cokes please."

"Sure, I'll be back in a minute."

"How did you know I like coke?" I asked in the silence. It was a vary abrupt question.

"Oh! Do you knot like it? It's just that every time I'm with you, you always have a coke...I just assumed.."

"No, I do like it, it's my favorite, I was just wondering..you are very observant."

"Hm, thank you."

"Your welcome." The silence bore on from there....it had been a few minutes since we ordered and an idea popped in my head.

"How about we play 20 questions?"

"Haha, okay. You go first." (bold = edward....italics = bella)

"Okay...what's your favorite song?"

"Claire De Lune. You?"

"Ooh. I love that piece. But I'd have to say....um, well it's not something you'd ever heard, and please don't consider me conceided, but it's just a song called, 6 Months."

"Why, would I consider that? And your sure I have never heard it?"

"Well, I say that because, I kind of wrote it..."

"Really? You write music? What do you play?"

"Guitar."

"That's cool, I play piano. Do you mind...if maybe you'd ever play it for me..your song I mean?"

I gulped...this was something I never actually played for anyone...maybe Edward could be an acception.

"Sure.... okay my turn....hm......what's your favorite show?"

"I'd have to say....and don't laugh but..NCIS..."

"Why would I laugh that's MY favorite show too!"

"Really?"

"Yeah..okay...what's your biggest goal in life?"

"Hm...."

Just then the waitress came with our food.

"Here you go sweet pea." I noticed she directed her body to Edward, ignoring my existance, while Edward's eyes only layed on me. I had to remember to breath.

"Thank you." She left unsatisfied.

"So, why don' we finish this game later, eat, you must be hungry."

"Hm, okay..hahaha...what ever you say."

We finished eating and on the way home we rode in silence.........until I remembered our unanswered question.

"So, you never answered my question?"

"Oh, right..hm..this may be a little, intament..or private if you will, but I trust you."

"Okay." Now I was nervous.

"My biggest goal..or in this case dream, is to fall in love with a girl, but actually be able to live my life with her. Not dangering her in any way. Rather I'd be her protector if you will. Her savior. I would be the safest thing in her life. But, I don't really think it could ever happen."

I think I had tears in my eyes. I blushed.

"Why could in not happen? You deserve that, more than anyone I know."

"Well, you see, hmm, it's just..well, how about I explain it later..maybe when....just later okay?"

"Sure." I looked forward and noticed that we were parking in front of his house.

He stopped the car and opened my door for me. Always a gentlemen I noted.

When we got to his door step, I said my thank you to him, and he did something that I didn't see coming. It was a small gesture but my heart didn't think so. He leaned in and whispered, "No, Bella, thank you." And he kissed me very lightly on the cheek. When he pulled away, he noticed my blush, and MY SMILE, appeared on his glorious face.

We walked into his house, to find everyone asleep already!

"How long were we gone?"

"Hm, it seems..about 4 hours."

"Really? Wow, we took a long time."

"Yeah.. I guess time flies when you don't want it too." He giggled at the end a bit..

"Alright, I guess we should head up?" It came out as a question rather than a statement.

He looked at me and nodded his head. We slowly and quietly made our way up the stairs, his hand on my lower back to keep me from falling. If I fell, then we would surely wake up the entire house hold.

[I know they are vamps, so they don't sleep, but Bella thinks they are asleep, and Edward is pretending..BUT in this story IF the one you love is a human, than they can make you do remarkable things, so when I say that Edward falls asleep, he really does, because he is in love with Bella..so if things are different about Edward, it's because of that, but still, feel free to ask! :)]

So, when we got to his bedroom, I ran into his adjoined bathroom to change, and when I got back, he was dressed into his pajamas as well.

"Okay, so as agreed, we are to share the bed?" I asked, blushing.

"Of course, as long as you feel okay with that. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable."

"Nope! I'm perfect! Nighty night." I smiled at my bluntness, while Edward stood there dumbfounded. He than smiled, blushed, and crawled into bed with me.

Wow, I don't think I ever imagined me thinking that. For one, the Edward crawling into bed with me was just weird in all, I mean someone of his standard with me. I mean I knew we weren't anything in that sort, but just the thought is the same. And secondly, that whole sentence was backwards. Shouldn't I be the one smiling and blushing at HIS bluntness?

"What are you thinking so hard about?" He asked. I didn't realize I had spaced out again.

"Just day dreaming again. You caught me." It was my turn to blush this time.

"About what?"

"Um, well, just that whole thing that just went on. I mean I don't know where my bluntness came from, than you blushed. I mean shouldn't that have been switched? And then just the thought of YOU climbing into bed with ME? I mean I know it's not the same meaning to us then it would to others, but can''t you see the thought of it? And just looking at it YOUR standard to MINE? It's just SO off balance this night. All together, it's like a whirl pool." I sighed at my explanation. I don't know why but it felt good to tell Edward the truth. I looked over and noticed he had a faint smile playing on his lips.

"Bella." He waited a second.

"Did, you know that in my whole lifetime this time being with you since we've met, you are the only person to make me blush? Actually, this time with you, is the only time I have blushed ever!"

"Really? I didn't know that. But that still doesn't keep us in balance."

"Okay, well than, did you know that when you arrived, every single guy at our school, was craving you? They all wanted you for themselves, and thought you were an angel sent from the gods. Literally. I overheard Erick and Mike speaking in the library the day you arrived."

I blushed.

"Okay, BUT that could just be because in such a small town there are only so many teenage girls who are willing to go out with them, and when they see new meat, they go for it."

He looked a little somber.

"Okay, here's another key point to me. TO my brothers as well."

"Do you kind of notice that me and my brothers are a....bit different looking?"

"Uh, you mean like, kind of beautiful? Yeah, I think everyone has noticed Mr. Conceided." I joked at the end a bit.

"Well, it's not that I'm conceided, its just that's the thing. Me and my family, even the women, we've ALWAYS been told that. Being chased after by the opposite sex. Being flirted with, chased, drooled over, even stocked!" He saw my questioning face. "Don't ask okay? Well, I mean everyone I have ever known in Forks has tried to either break up one of our taken couples, or tried to get inside. They all found us attractive and voiced it. But you. You were and still are different. When I first met you, you, the first girl ever to do this, didn't throw herself at me. You didn't try to chase any one of us. And, everyone who has, has been average, even low average, forgive me for judging, but out of all, you the most beautiful person I have ever layed eyes on, didn't throw yourself when you should have. You, would've been the only acception, in me thinking of all girls who throw themselves have no reason. You, I would have given a chance. Did you know that? You, the one I wanted to throw yourself at me, didn't? The 1st for both of those?"

I blushed and gasped at his reasoning.

I didn't know what to say so, all I could manage was, "You lie."

He quietly laughed. "I don't lie Bella, ever."

"Well, than your crazy to think what you do, well for the most part. Thinking that you yourself is beautiful, you are sane. BUT thinking that me, plain old Bella Swan is beautiful? Now THAT is crazy." I whispered. Barley noticing our close proximity. I suppose he noticed too, because next thing I knew his breathing hitched, mine stopped all together, his green fields of eyes closed, mine stayed shocked, wide open, and our lips So close to touching, he whispered,

"You are the most beautiful creature that has EVER existed. My Bella."

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