Summary: Same as before, 10 songs, 10 passages based on the songs and no poking after songs have finished.

Pairing: DebittoAllen (haven't found this anywhere, so I gets claims!! xD)

Warnings: Yaoi, drug use(yes, again xD I just can't help liking to write drug-related stuff), swearing and character death.

Rating: M

Disclaimer: I don't own D.Gray-man. I'd like to own Debitto, Tyki and Cross though :) Oh, one thing, I gets claims on Tyki hating/fearing horses xD

A/N: Okay, first things first. I think I forgot to mention this in the first one but I've skipped all songs that are sang in Finnish 'cause I'd like for everyone(at least most of you out there) to have a chance of understanding the lyrics :D

Next, I'm sorry Kuro-love(can I call you love? o.O), but I chose a pairing that had been bugging me for God knows how long... I swear I'm gonna do one on Jasdebi no matter how big of a pain that is.. :D

Then, OH MY GOD, I can't believe how big a pain this was to make.. There was the fact that there's not really much known of Debitto and I've never read this pairing(repetition: I gets the claims!!(at least I think o.O)

Umm, what else?? Ah, yes.. My Debitto will always be a guy.. Why? Well, the first time I saw him he was a guy and his one of my dream guys.. xD Why he's one of my dream guys? I'M EMO!! And Debitto's every emo girl's dream(or at least should be, imo) I know I can't have him, but so fuckin' what?

And, well, now after ramblings, enjoy all of you loves who bothered to read this xD

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Some things he didn't tell even to his brother

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1. Masakazu Morita – MY BLADE, AS MY PRIDE

The hair, he thinks, is what drew him in the first time. It was all spiky and…white, for God's sake! (Not like he believed in a god or something, fucking bastard could've died for all that he cared.) But back to the topic, he had been wondering about this for a good while now. He could never tell his family. Not ever. They'd never understand. That was a fact of life, something like Tyki hating horses.

Their meetings always happened in silence and secrecy but what tore him the most was that they were so far apart. Even now, in the middle of dinner, he couldn't keep his thoughts in the food or the conversation. No, they strayed to that one fucking Exorcist. Fucking hell, the kid would be dead next time he sees him.

2. Evanescence – Lithium

White was all that mattered. His hair was white. His skin was as close to white as was possible for a living person. But most of all, the drugs he had were always the purest white you could find and since he was practically immortal, even the purest couldn't kill him.

He had tried it all, from cocaine to heroin to pills but nothing gave him the same feeling as the other's touch. Nothing could quench his thirst as the boy's blood. Nothing could satisfy him but the roughness he was treated with. Nothing mattered if he couldn't get that feeling.

But still, he tried, he tried pain killers, he injected himself with anything he could find. Could he say he was addicted?

3. Eminem – My 1st single

The man's voice was wonderful. That couldn't be denied. It was made for singing. Rough and full of edges when there was anger or hate or anything like that but soft and smooth as silk when he was singing of heart ache, love and broken hearts. Now, well, it was all he had. There were just the cds and the memories.

It had been a one night stand, he knew it from the beginning but still he started building castles to the skies of his mind. He thought that maybe, just maybe, the other would fall for him and they'd spend the rest of their lives together.

Well, of course it had been a stupid dream but he could always dream, right?

4. Impaled Nazarene – Goat Seeds of Doom

The first time they met he was almost driven over the edge. All those memories related to his master and how he was treated were brought up and he couldn't but hope extreme pain and torture to the one that caused that. Well, he'd gotten his wish. Now, he was the one in control. He was the one to torture the other. And what was best in it all, Debitto hadn't even noticed, it seemed.

He smirked while walking in the empty halls of the Order.

For some reason, he'd taken to walking in the corridors in the night. It somehow calmed him. Some ways, he thought, it reminded him of that time in the Ark. All those corridors and challenges. Somehow he came out as the winner from that too.

5. Ill Niño – How can I live?

It had started like many things before it, with a meeting. Well, that was obvious. But what happened during that meeting?

Well, first there were death glares, then grudgingly admitted feelings and then, as the last thing that had sealed their fates so to say, the hottest sex he'd ever had. And as Cross' disciple, you learned and experienced A LOT. Some of those things he really wanted to forget, but for some reason, just couldn't. One of them being an unexpected and unwanted meeting with a man and his very loved dog. That still made him shudder.

But back to the sex. It was hot, it hurt and was probably the only thing he never wanted to forget.

6. Howard Shore – The Bridge of Khazad-dûm

There were many things he had learned from the man. One of them was to burn the bridges you cross before you even cross them. This is how it had happened.

"I don't love ya, ya know."

"Well, ain't that a shame." the tone was sarcastic.

A roll of eyes. "Ya really should remember tha'. I know ya, ya always think with ya heart."

A scoff. "No, I don't."

"Yes, ya do."

"No, I don't."

That had gone on for about half an hour before he had showed the man just how much he didn't love him. Showed how much it really was just physical. Showed how much he really was like his master.

That had been the last time he heard that argument. And he was quite happy with that. It was almost always like that, a petty argument over this or that and then some wild, hot and definitely sadomasochistic sex. On his part it was sadistic, on his lover's it was pure masochism. He never wanted to be prepared and always wanted to be pounded with as much force as possible and wasn't satisfied if he didn't start bleeding.

He was extremely happy with that. He always wondered though, how his lover explained the limp to his family.

7. Queen – The Show Must Go On

He had died in the end. As always, when the war ends, the hero dies. It had always been like that and would always be. What would've changed during the seven thousand something years this silly thing had been going on for?

The grave you have is simple and secret. No-one really knows where it is. Well, except for the Order and him. He's the only one who knows and who still visits his lover. It had been a weird thing between them. Fights, embraces, apologies and tears. And you just couldn't forget about the pain. The lovely pain and hurt their love caused to everyone involved. The Order didn't like it one bit but as they had no real evidence they couldn't do anything to you. And my family was always so much of a plain surface that they never cared enough.

8. Nickelback – This is how you remind me

He was never really a wise man. He had started his life with being a thief. He had to, he really did. It was the only way to get a living for him and his brother. When he was caught he never tried to lie his way out of it, not after the first time. But enough of his past, well, not enough of all of it. He knew the first time he saw the kid he'd seen him somewhere before but where and when. That memory came to him when he got to claim the other's virginity, or so he thought.

He'd seen the kid selling himself for a coin or two.

That made him feel pity for the other but he could never tell that. He never would tell that. Then the kid would probably remember how he had once offered to share a bed (or a box actually) with the kid and the situation that had led to was something he didn't want to remind the other of.

9. Emmy Rossum – Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again

The happenings in the Ark were the last time he was seen by Allen. But after that, after he and his brother had "died" and then "come back" to life, he'd always been grateful to the kid. He'd unknowingly brought them back. He told the Ark to bring back his friends but it had brought them, too. That was weird and they had had some conversations about it with his brother but they could never come to a conclusion so they stopped thinking about it and were just happy they were alive.

He'd have to thank the kid if they ever really met again. Maybe this time there'd be some friendliness between them. It wasn't going to happen, he knew. Heroes always died in the end and they were certainly the villains. It was really a shame. Allen was a good kid, he had to admit.

10. abingdon boys school – HOWLING

There were stars on the sky that night. He was only in high school and the other had graduated, barely might he add, the last year. It had been so long ago. Their road had been bumpy and full of twists and turns and obstacles. The least not being his, now lover's, overly-clingy/protective lil' brother who seemed just a little off his rocker.

It hadn't been a problem after they finally solved all the issues there were, what with both of their protective families and friends and all that jazz. But it had been definitely worth it.

Yeah, it had been worth it. A tear found its way out of the corner of his eye. It was soon joined by others of its kind. It had been worth it for the two years it had lasted.

His lover had been run over by a truck.

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A/N: I feel cruel.. And my music is fucked up, I'm telling you fucked up.. :D Oh, and I'm sorry about the weirdness in POV(or whatever it should be called) in # 7 xD And I'm sorry about forgetting Jasdero in almost all of these -facepalm-

Reviews are love :) Onegai?