Summary: See chapter one :)

Warnings: Twincest yaoi(if you don't understand this, I advice you to slowly step away from this fic and then turn and run with your life and/or sanity intact), drug use, swearing(not as much as in the others I think) oh and a sliver of insanity in number ten :)

Pairing(?): Ah, yeah, it's Jasdebi (twincest that is) but I know that most of these don't really have any mentions of romantic love, so I suppose, you should give your imagination wings and let it fly away with anything I provide you with :D In other words, it's mostly sibling love, from my point of view that is.. :)

Rating: T

Disclaimer: I don't own D.Gray-man in any legal form. I have illegally downloaded episodes though, so if you want to come and check my... I really shouldn't tell that right.. -bright smile-

A/N: Why the hell does my iTunes play almost all of the songs that are in Finnish when I write these drabble collections?? Somebody please, tell me.. -sighs-

As a side note here, throw pairing requests at me!! I have only one pairing left and that will be out most likely during this week!! I will attempt to write everything(any types of pairings that is) BUT I have never written yuri (or even thought about writing it for that matter), I've never written het either and to add to the blast I have never really read yuri either.. -deadpan- -hears a cricket chirp- I know I sound pathetic, but so fuckin' what? My life, my patheticness!! So no touchy!!(have you by the way noticed that if you say touchy a couple of times in a row it becomes Itachi? o.O)

Anyways, this time these are a little different, since I haven't got the faintest of ideas where I was going with most of these, but well, whatever..

JASDEBI'S GODDAMN HARD TO WRITE!! (but I'd do anything for my Kuro-love :D)

Now, that that's out of the way.. :) Do try and enjoy yourselves with these little things, 'kay? :)

xxx

Love, love, love, was there ever enough?

xxx

1. Nightwish – For the heart I once had

He thought that maybe at some point in time they might have had heart. Maybe. He, or his brother for that matter, just couldn't remember that far. Couldn't remember to the point in time when they still were children untainted by Noah's memories. He sighs in the dark room and then turns to look at his brother. The other's face was so peaceful at night. It was almost like a child's. The black hair framed his face, the softer than silk lips were a small bit parted and his body was curled into a ball.

He was so unlike his brother. He remembered always being the one called a monster and a freak. It was always him. Why, he never knew and could never find out, at least not after they killed their mother.

2. Neu! – Super 16

He remembered hammers. He remembered guns. He remembered war.

They remembered love and laughter. They remembered what he couldn't. It was a weird feeling, to know that they together could remember and feel things that they separately couldn't.

3. Kanye West – Diamonds from Sierra Leone

Diamonds are forever, that's what he had told his little brother their whole life. And, he always added, they were diamonds but, and this he said with a small smile, their love was more than a diamond. Their love was a bond that could never be broken. Their love was harder than any diamond that could be found, or had been found for that matter.

He always kept his little brother safe. He always saved him from those sons of bitches that tried to mislead him and tempt him into doing something.

But then they became Noah. He wasn't quite sure how the hell the whole thing became so messed up but now it seemed he was the one that had to be protected and held away from the temptations of the world.

He still told his brother. Every night he told that little story of theirs.

4. Sentenced – Moon Magick

He had always loved the moon. His brother had liked the stars more. Why this was he didn't know. He had at the beginning thought they should like the same things but then as time went by they, or at least he, maybe his brother had known it from the beginning, had figured that they could still be together forever and like different things.

He had seen pentagrams drawn in the moonlight. He had seen ritual sacrifice altars made. He had seen innocent, young blood spilled. All that just for them, all that just because people thought they were gods, they and their family that is.

It had been weird, when they had first taken part in that sort of ritual. His brother had cried through the whole thing and he had just stared with a blank face that didn't have any emotion on it.

Looking back on it later, he always thought that, that was the point in time that had changed their roles. Reversed them, if you may.

5. Arch Enemy – End of the Line

They had known always that they'd be the last ones. They'd known it from the dreams 'till the end of the stupid little thing the humans called war.

Was there really anything different in any of it? Time had stayed the same, always. People fought against each other and they had peace and then fought some more. It had always puzzled them. They had always been creatures of harmony and stillness, but still they loved to pull pranks and play with people. It was weird from the beginning 'till the very end.

They had never really wanted to hurt anyone but it had always just come down to that. Like with that Vampire-ojisan. It had been all just a game brought too far. It was odd in the very least.

6. Linkin Park – H! Vltg3 (Evidence ft. Pharoahe Monch & Dj Babu)

"Don't touch that Debi-chan." his brother had that same worried expression as always when he found a new toy.

"But, Dero, it looks so interesting and nice." he wasn't whining!

"Debi, you'll just get hurt, just like last time." that worried expression only deepened.

A sly smile made its way to my face. "But, Jas, you can't say ya didn't enjoy that." I can see a shiver run through him.

I turn my eyes to the cabinet again trying to figure how to open it. That lightning picture it had was really intriguing me to know what was inside.

"But, Debi..." I silence him with a kiss and a smile.

7. Roxette – Listen to your heart

It had been awkward and sloppy the first time they kissed. That was to be expected. What he could've never expected was that coldness that seeped from the other and that seemed to stain and taint him yet still pull him in deeper.

That same coldness still lay in him and in his brother. He didn't know what had brought it out but that coldness was something nothing else about his brother showed. He had thought his brother was happy and "warm" but it seemed he had been wrong.

It seemed there was a reason why his brother preferred black hair and generally darker clothes than he did. The only thing that he thought was worth something was that they were still dressed in bright red when they became one. Their hair might have highlights in it, so to say, but the dress was bright red, just...like...blood.

Oh god, what had he created with his reckless behaviour?

Was it something that could be remedied or was it something permanent about his brother? Was it something he should apologize for?

Should he just make himself bleed as much as his brother had bled that long time ago? Maybe... Yes, maybe he really should.

8. Louis Armstrong & Ella Fitzgerald – Paper Moon

He was always cutting those perfect circles from paper. Perfect white circles. Like they were something very important.

But, he just continued. Everything he wanted had to be pure white. Everything. From his food to his drinks and then in the end to the drugs he used.

That had been something he had never wanted to see. Not after knowing what happened to their mother, older siblings, their father, their uncles. To basically everyone from their family. He thought that they were probably the only ones still alive.

He then again indulged himself with jazz and blues of course. It was something his family never understood. He didn't expect them to. His family didn't understand if it wasn't illegal.

9. My Chemical Romance – Sleep

When they had fallen after the battle in the library, he felt like sleeping. He felt like they were going to sleep for some time and then wake up in some place they didn't know, yet, and start anew there.

His life, well, their life, flashed past his eyes. What a cliché ending. Life flashing past your eyes. He had thought that they'd die in a battle with one swift blow or then fighting until their last breath. He had never thought it would end like this.

In a peaceful slumber that no-one would disturb.

He had always thought, he'd die after his brother. In some dirty little cell in the Order. Crying out for them to release him from his misery. To just let him die and meet his brother again.

They had never thought they'd get such a happy ending, in the arms of each other.

'Till death do us part. Or maybe not even death. One could never know.

10. Nightwish – Last of the Wilds

They had been only ten years old when the people in their village had driven them away. They had said the twins had killed their mother. Said that they had killed their whole family.

That wasn't true, none of it was. He was sure of that. How could they be so wrong? They could never hurt a fly. Jasdebi had never hurt no-one. But, a little voice inside their head started, what was all that blood covering them? Hmm, was poor little Jasdebi done something awfully wrong? Hmm, what was the blood for? For drinking or for something else, hmm? He had never liked that little voice. It had always been so cruel. Jasdebi had never done anything wrong. He had never, ever done anything wrong. What was the voice implying? They could never hurt a fly, nor kill their family! But why, why, why, was he covered in blood then? Why that little voice kept whispering to them? Why was it so dark always in the nights?

Why was there so much blood and why was the ground on fire?

I wonder, what poor lil' Jasdebi has done, hmm? Has they done somethings awful, hmms? What woulds Moms say now, hmm, I wonder?

It was you wasn't it. It was he, it was them.

xxx

A/N: ... -a cricket chirps- Don't ask about number ten! I love it to pieces but I must confess even I think it's a bit weird :D But that's why I love it, I suppose xP And I have a defence for why number two is SO short.. The freakin' songs only a ONE MINUTE and some seconds long.. -sulks in a corner- That and the fact that my typing sucks at the moment :D

Also, the POVs... -cracks up laughing- Don't ask about them.. I don't seriously know.. xD I know that I changed the "speaker" at least in one of these AND at least once xD So, I don't suppose anyone recognising whose talking except in the ones that have it directly(or not so directly) said..

But anyways, reviews are loved :) And mostly replied to also :D

P.S. The s'es in number ten and the grammar errors are there purposefully :)