Summary: Refer to chapter 1.

Pairing: Laven (LavixAllen)

Warnings: Drug use, yaoi, implied sex, swearing, character death... You know, all that normal stuff. :D

Rating: T (meaning there's nothing graphic only mentions of stuff)

Disclaimer: I don't own the manga or anime this fiction is about nor any of the associated characters. (that sounded fancy)

A/N: I come bearing you gifts of joy and pure love...

Okay, not really. I'm here to rebel against this thing called Yullen week, which I don't know anything about(if you'd like to tell me that'd be appreciated), and present to you my collection of Laven drabbles. (I was supposed to make Yullen first but Kanda hates me and refuses to even consider the idea of me writing him, so...) I still accept pairing requests since I'm seriously running out (I only have Yullen left). This thing was long in coming because of the simple reason(s) that, 1. I had writer's block, 2. I had mocks and 3. I was lazy. So, the last reason isn't really a reason but more of an excuse, but blaah to you, too.

By the way, I've read the earlier ones again and I'm ashamed. The amount of mistakes in those is just unbearable. I am truly sorry for not noticing the mistakes earlier. -bows in apology-

So, without very much further ado, I present to you my collection of Laven drabbles... (oh, pst, didn't use in Finnish songs for this either :)

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The Makings of History

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1. Bullet For My Valentine – Cries In Vain

He'd known it from the moment he'd seen the other. That was a man who didn't care about anyone else. The only thing that mattered was his mission in life. That was good. In the end, he was just like the other.

All of their friends had seemed astonished when Kanda announced that he'd walked in on Lavi on his hands and knees with him buried deep within and growling things to Lavi's ear that even Kanda couldn't repeat.

That had been the beginning of all the questions. Lenalee thought they were crazy or more like that he was crazy for being with someone who didn't care about anything but history. Lenalee, of course, could never understand the deep feeling of sameness they had.

2. My Chemical Romance – The Sharpest Lives

He'd been just an interesting story to the other from the beginning. The boy who'd been cursed by his father, then was taken in by the most selfish General ever and was revealed to be the missing Noah no-one had known about except for Cross and some of the Order's high-ups.

He was an interesting story still. No-one just understood his methods or his motives. Lavi met him only because, officially, he wasn't on anyone's side. Or maybe the red head really had feelings for him. Maybe it was to tell Lenalee that he was fine and wasn't wounded or brainwashed or killed or soulless or... The list went on and on but what really amused him the most was how everyone seemed to think Lavi topped.

3. Karsh Kale – One Step Beyond

It had been a step he shouldn't have taken. But the pills were there and the other was so tempting with one of them between his teeth and his tongue just barely seen. Okay, so he'd kissed him. What was the issue with that? He didn't need to see a shrink just because of that. (a voice from somewhere... from his head, maybe) Oh, it wasn't because of the kiss, it was because of the pills. (but they were just sugar, weren't they?) No, it didn't feel like a sugar high, but who cared as long as he could get that same flying feeling that only came from Lavi's lips and only by his kiss, his hands, his tongue, his fingers...

Maybe he really shouldn't have taken that pill. He was starting to regret it. His head was leaving him and his eyes felt like melting away. This'd be the last time he'd listen those tantalizing lips and that poisonous tongue that could commit sin by just one lick.

But it was so good. And he kept yearning for more. (but was it the pills or the other's touch?) He'd have to talk to Lenalee. If the girl would talk to him anymore...

4. Voltaire – Graveyard Picnic

He'd always seen them. The souls, he meant. Not just Akuma but all of the dead ones. Was it important that he hadn't told anyone that he could talk to the dead? Would've they cared if he would've told them how cruelly Lavi talked about them?

Oh, yes, had he forgotten to mention? Lavi was dead. There was no-one to carry on the legacy of the Bookmen. But why there should be? They'll always have him, won't they? Him, who isn't on either side anymore. Him, who had sacrificed everything, even the one most loved by him to those ungrateful bastards.

5. Sentenced – Killing Me, Killing You

He'd always seen just death. Be it in wars or by assassination. It was always there. There could never be anything else. Death and murder were engraved in the souls and hearts, in the basic instincts, of human beings. That's what he'd always thought.

Then he'd met Allen.

Allen with his smiles and tears. Allen that was always so strong and didn't seem to care how many times he was struck down. But he should've known it couldn't go on forever. He knew Allen would fall in the end. The hero always did, it was the most basic rule of war. The hero that did the most honourable things always died in the end.

Now, he was alone. The old man had died. The war was over and the Order had been dispatched since there weren't any more Akuma in the world.

He was the only one who remembered anything from that time and the war. Everyone else was gone, his beloved Allen, too.

6. Metallica – Bleeding Me

The blood running down his arm was as red as Lavi's hair but warmer. It was mesmerizing how similar the two were. How he'd gotten into this situation was quite easy to explain. He'd gone to Lavi and told about his feelings and the rest was a cliché, from the start of Lavi's widening eye to the eventual door slamming on his face.

It was quite difficult not to understand Lavi's reasoning but he was a Bookman. They should have a wider range of view, right? Was it so wrong to feel this way towards him?

Would God really cast them to Hell? Would he be doomed to walk the Earth's surface forever?

He didn't know, and probably would never learn the truth. That is since he was quite certain he'd be killed in this Holy War. Well, if he'd be immortal then not, of course.

He startled when something wet and salty fell on the wound in his arm. Was he crying over something so silly? Why would he do that? It was just a silly crush, was it not? But on the other hand maybe it wasn't.

Another of those salty drops joined the first one. Then yet another and soon there was a constant stream of tears dropping on his arms.

Why was it so painful to love as he loved Lavi? Darkness seemed to gather and just as he fell unconscious he heard a loud knocking on his door.

There was a voice that sounded panicked. Only red hair came to mind.

7. Atreyu – Blow

He was great at what he did. He was number one. There was no doubt or question about it. He'd been told so dozens of times, after all. Most likely he'd hear it many times still before he died or just stopped.

They always said he was like a dirty slut. They always said he was like a virgin. They always said he looked like a fallen angel, or like a devil wanting its wings back.

He'd always shrugged and just smiled at them for complimenting him as was polite. Then came that red head and everything changed, with him he was always happy to hear the praise, happy to hear the moans.

He enjoyed doing it even more than ever before. Not even his first time.

And what he did? Gave blow jobs, of course.

8. Metallica – Mama Said

It was a lullaby for the other, yet it was a requiem. It was a praise for life but still as death. It was silent and stormy. It was red and green. It was silver and gold. It was white and black.

He didn't even know himself what it truly was. Some would've said love, others lust, some still that it was just a yearn to be acknowledged. He didn't need to know. Not as long as Lavi was there and not as long as there wasn't anything blocking his path. Lavi was a detour, a shortcut and then he was a resting place. His life was a long winding road and Lavi was the things that made it liveable, made it interesting and loveable, but mostly made it bearable.

Lavi was what all of them wanted to be. Lavi was his family, Lavi was his lover. Lavi was his life, Lavi would be his death.

9. Eminem – The Kiss (skit)

"What the fuck!"

"Allen, it's not..."¨

"Shut the fuck up! I see exactly what it is."

"But Allen..."

"You know, I would've accepted anyone. But Kanda?!"

10. Skillet – Whispers in the Dark

Roses, they were everywhere. Black roses, dark red roses, even a few dark blue ones. But that wasn't all. His Allen was there lying on the floor, violated, dead, bruised, bloody and so much more. He knew who'd do this. He knew the only one who was capable of something like this was that bloody Noah.

The fucking Noah of Pleasure.

That man would be dead when he finds him. That fucking arrogant smirk wiped from his face for all eternity. No-one had the right to touch what was his. No-one in the Order had even tried breaking them apart and now that arrogant son of a bitch had gone and killed the only light in his life.

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Allusions:

Why was it so painful to love as he loved Lavi? An allusion to Bless the Child by Nightwish (Why is it the deadliest sin to love as I loved you?)

A/N: Okay, number ten... Well, you see, Whispers in the Dark is a TykiAllen song in my head and I just couldn't help myself -grins-

By the way, I wrote this on my laptop which has a very limited song collection so some of the songs might have been seen already before :D