Summary: Refer to chap 1, please :)
Pairing: 14thAllen (or my version, KaineAllen) (no I have no idea how it would work, something like with Shirosaki and Ichigo maybe? o.O Or like with Kyuubi and Naruto? Or nothing like them? I'm just as baffled as you are :D) (one more thing, this pairing has been kicking the insides of my head like a petulant child for the better part of the ten month break I've had...PITY ME FOR SATAN'S SAKE!!!)
Rating: I'm not sure...mostly T but there are some things in there that make me err on the side of caution and say M
Warning(s): Well, the obvious, yaoi or if you prefer Western terminology slash, then there's the almost mandatory drug use and insanity. Surprisingly not even anything limeish here... o.O Ah, and blood. Lots of mentions of lots of blood ^^ And before I forget, I abide (and live) by the manga timeline and events. And also, most of these (coughallcough) are AU in one way or another ^^
Disclaimer: I do not own any anime, manga or book rights no matter what the jealous gossip hags tell you.
A/N: -peers around at the lack of an audience- Well, I suppose that's to be expected...
Yes, I'm back. Yes, I'm still as twisted and mad as ever and yes, I'm officially taking down the "complete" status -.-' Seeing as there are at least two more pairings I'll do for this series, probably more with the lovely addition to the Noah and history given to us between the last update and this one, it's the only thing that'll make sense. I might actually end up doing a new Yullen one with what's most likely going to happen in the next chap of the manga.
Pairing suggestions are still being taken and most likely written before the end of Time and the Apocalypse (not the 2012 one or at least I won't make any promises) :D
Without anything further to say, I think, I'll let you start the enjoying.
-grabs her popcorn-
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Notes of a Clown
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1. Mindless Self Indulgence – Shut Me Up
The Noah just kept on going, kept on talking and hinting and luring me further into madness. It wanted me to lose myself so it could take over. Or that's what I thought... Lose myself in meadows of madness and sharp jagged little pieces of glass.
It made me think I had never been alive before. It made me want to scream my throat raw and kill it and stab it to Hell and back and I wanted to kiss it just for being there.
And I know it knows this. It's in my head after all. There's nothing it doesn't see or know or hear.
And I want it to fuck me.
2. Billy Talent – Turn Your Back
"Turn your back on those treacherous humans."
I know it's right but I can't stop the tears, can't stop the aching of betrayal, though, really, I should've known better. I should've known they'd throw me out or imprison me or cut me open or...I don't know, the first chance they got after hearing what I was. What I had always been.
They had thought me a vessel, something that could be drained but it wasn't right and I'm starting to think I have a split personality insane giggle for there isn't any normal, mentally healthy human who thinks they can have a relationship with the voice in their head. Is there?
I turned from them. Turned away from the Order and the Noah.
3. Oasis – Live Forever
It hinted at it. It told of all the things it'd done when it was a Noah, when it was still alive. It shared those odd mixed memories of human and ancient child of Noah. It told me I could have it all, have immortality, if (and it's the biggest if you'll ever find) I succumbed and gave my mind away to this insanity, this plague or parasite.
Maybe, I really don't wanna know...
It was something that couldn't be stopped, the voice just continued, made endless circles and I could never stop it. We could never stop it and that's the big problem, we couldn't stop it. We would always be separated by that fine line between sanity and losing your mind in the endless sea of memories.
And he cried for his love.
4. Pink – Just Like A Pill
They were here again. In an old, decrepit house that had seen better days, wasting their time, together but mostly too high or low to know each other or the love they used to share. Love turned lust turned a need to have someone there when you were shaking with the fears of withdrawal. It had all started with one shared joint.
And it grew. And grew. Until Allen was sure there was nothing left of Kaine inside that shell that looked so much like his most beloved. The only one more loved than his Father and Master.
But he thought the coldness was good and the darkness welcoming.
5. Fool's Garden – Lemon Tree
There was a garden in the Ark and there was an apple tree there. The peculiar thing about the tree was that no-one but the 14th and I could see it. No-one saw the poison green apples of envy nor the black ones of death. No-one but us. My split personality and I. It was always so nice to know there was at least something in the world that was solely mine. Something that no-one could touch or take away from me. Someone who I'd die to protect, someone who I wouldn't see dying in my arms. Someone whose blood wouldn't be on the walls.
Someone to love.
6. Bullet For My Valentine – Waking the Demon
Blood. It was everywhere. On the walls, on the floor, on the ceiling but most of all on him. And he was laughing, laughing and laughing until another voice joined him with its quiet chuckles.
"Wouldn't that be quite enough already, love?" The other had a smirk on his lips.
The smaller, white-haired male turned to the other man, this one with reddish brown hair, and beamed happily at him. Well, as happily as you can with blood all over your body.
"Of course it would but it's never enough when you've finally killed the thing that goes bump in the night." Another grin shot in the other's direction.
A fond smile was the only response.
"Shall we go then, Earl Kaine?" a devilish smirk.
"I believe we shall, Lord Allen." a sensual drawl.
And that's how they left the body of the Millennium Earl lying on the floor.
7. A Perfect Circle – Judith
It was yet another battle but this one wasn't something he knew the ending of. This was something he'd never seen before. This was something new. This was The End. This was what all things on this Earth held their breath for.
It was amusing really.
Everyone thought there was something grand going on. That this was the moment when the world's Destiny would be decided.
He knew better. He'd seen those moments that led here. He'd seen them with a clarity none of the other's had. He'd seen those that were left to rule after the Noah tore the Exorcist apart and the Exorcists blessed everything with Innocence killing what they saw fit.
He knew and Kaine knew. They knew because they'd seen.
It really was more amusing than was thought possible. These little insects thought they mattered when in the end there'd only be the White Clown and the Black Clown.
8. Apocalyptica feat. Cristina Scabbia – S.O.S. (Anything But Love)
Kaine had died.
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There was nothing he could do about it. Nothing he could think about except...
blood, so many little rivers and more of the lakes
and it wasn't something he wanted to dwell on, wasn't something his mind enjoyed but he needed it all the same
he was so, so white in the middle of it all
but he couldn't do anything and his mind was slipping away and breaking
still had his maniacal grin on his face
and he thought he'd kill all those even remotely responsible
the sword was dripping crimson, a Japanese hand holding it
but he wouldn't let them die easy, wouldn't let them ever forget...his name would be carved in blood and bone to history
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his Beloved lay dead
9. The Script – We Cry
Crimson tears were flowing from his eyes. He could hear the screams in his head. He knew they both suffered when the souls suffered. He thought it was something of a gift but more like a curse. He being the only one most likely in the whole world being able to see the tortured souls that wandered still stuck on Earth.
It had been something so very innocent and sweet. Those times when he had thought it all so black and white without shades of grey a small and dark chuckle but those times were gone. Now all he saw was in shades of grey and red, sometimes tinted with poisonous ivy or prideful purple. Surprisingly never greedy gold.
10. Bullet For My Valentine – Intro
In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti
They were exorcising him. They actually thought he could be exorcised. He let out a giggle. This was so amusing.
In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti
He thought they'd know better. He was no mere vessel. No Noah was a vessel, everyone of his brethren were dual personalities. One white and one black. One that loves humans and another that wants to kill them.
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A One Time Offer: BONUS!
Emilie Autumn – At What Point Does a Shakespeare Say
He was a playwright, for Heaven's sake, not someone to run errands for the star of the show. Even if they were his lover...
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A/N: Yeah... The Bonus One... It was originally number seven but as the poem is 34 seconds long and it took two listens to get even this much I abandoned it as waist of your time, if put up as a proper one. And that's my official take on things. What's going on there... Well, why are you asking me? Use those imaginations you (hopefully) have ^^
On another note, I'll make (most likely) a completely fic (weird stream of consciousness one-shot) out of number ten. Maybe dabble with six and eight, too. But we'll see.
So, umm, yeah, let the rotten fruits, vegetables and random animal (human) parts of anatomy fly.