Disclaimer: -continues to stab self- you know. I don't own them. None of them! X.x'
A/N: Hrm, I know I KNOW the story seems to be going in this repetitive direction. Ya know, Sasuke accuses Gaara of cheating, hits him, forgives him and it all goes in a nice round circle. Well, I'm cutting that circle and un folding it into a zigzaggy line for Sasuke to be pissed at other things, more drama, more abuse. . more conflict!! Woot!
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Gaara lifted his head to see Sasuke sitting on the bed, fumbling around with the DVD remote. What had he done this time? It couldn't seriously be the cheating theory? Could it?
"Sasuke. . ."
"I believe that you aren't cheating on me but-"
"Then wh-"
"I TOLD YOU TO STOP TALKING TO HIM!"
Sasuke threw the remote at Gaara's body, hitting him in the back. Gaara let out a whimper as the pain surged down his spine.
"Please! Gaara! Stop seeing him. He'll only hurt you,"
'Hurt me? He will hurt me. He's the reason Sasuke hit me. It's all. . .it's all Haku's fault!'
Gaara slowly nodded, rubbing his head. Sasuke was right. He was definitely right. HAKU was only causing him pain. Stop talking and seeing Haku, stop the pain. It all made sense.
"I'm sorry Sasuke,"
He shakily stood up and slowly walked to Sasuke, pulling himself onto Sasuke's lap. Sasuke let out a sigh of relief as he wrapped his arms around Gaara's body, hugging the small, pale boy to him. He felt Gaara's head press into his shoulder as he hugged him tighter, keeping a firm grasp of the younger boy. He could feel Gaara's heart rate speed up as time passed. It seemed like time was going by slowly yet quickly. It felt like forever since Sasuke had hit Gaara. He didn't want to remember. No. He never wanted to remember feeling his ribs being crushed in as Sasuke's foot slammed into them. No. None of that. He didn't want to remember. But he did anyway. He could still feel the slapping, hitting, punching, kicking. All of it.
'I just want to forget. He never hit me. No. He loves me. SASUKE loves me. HE DOES! He's hugging me. . that means he loves me. Right? Yeah. He definitely loves me. And I love him. . .'
Although it felt like forever that they held each other, they parted after a few minutes when Sasuke had softly pushed Gaara off and stood. He pulled Gaara up with him, his arms we once again around his body. He pushed Gaara's small chin up and pressed his lips firmly into the younger boy's. His tongue ran across the boy's bottom lip and he bit down lightly. He moved his arms to the hem of Gaara's shirt where his hand slipped under just enough to caress Gaara's pale skin, feeling him shudder within Sasuke's touch.
"Gaara?"
"Hm?"
Sasuke smirked as he turned Gaara around and pushed him onto the bed, pinning him there. He pulled himself to hover over Gaara's body and smirked as he pulled the boy's shirt off. He threw the shirt onto the ground where it landed in a heap and let his hands trickle freely down Gaara's cold body to the hem of his jeans.
"Gaara. . ."
"Ye -uh- Yeah?"
"From now on. . .you are the uke. Ok?"
"B -ah!- but?"
Sasuke had let his hands move down more to where they were inside Gaara's pants –not in the boxers mind you- lightly, ever so softly stroking him.
"I'm the seme. You are the uke. Got it?"
"H-Hai"
"Good,"
He pulled the pants down quickly to Gaara's ankles, leaving them there for a minute as he looked Gaara's half naked body over. Still beautiful. As beautiful as ever. His hands moved down his body once more, feeling the need to touch each muscle, each part of Gaara. Sasuke kept his eyes glued to the body as he pushed the pants all the way off, moving to the boxers. Gaara's hands gripped the sheets as Sasuke's pulled the boxers off his body. He felt Sasuke stand up and off the bed and strip quickly of his clothing. As soon as Sasuke was naked he crawled back to the bed, reaching to the bed-side table and grabbing a bottle of green liquid. Lube. He poured some into his hands, rubbing it around as he lifted Gaara's legs up, letting them rest on his shoulders, pushing a finger into him. Gaara shuddered as he felt Sasuke move it around before moving 2 more in, his body twitching slightly.
"Sas-"
"Sh!"
He pushed another one in before he quickly pulled them out, rubbing his other hand around his cock. Gaara watched with some difficulty, trying to sit up to see Sasuke before he entered him.
"Sasuke?"
"What?"
"Will this h-hurt as much as last t-time?"
"Still will hurt, but not as much. . ."
Sasuke muttered gripping Gaara's ankles and propping himself up. He looked down at Gaara for a mere second and quickly pushed himself in. Gaara let out a yelp as Sasuke pressed into him. His heart rate quickened as Sasuke pulled out and pushed back in. A whimper and moan escaped his lips once more. It was indeed painful.
"Uhh. . ."
Sasuke moved quicker, faster. . . harder. It was different from last time. This time he was so. . . so aggressive. It wasn't like him. No. Not like him at all. He kept moving, unaware of Gaara's real body. It was like he had forgotten Gaara. Gaara gripped the sheets in pain as the throbbing need to release was getting higher.
"Sas-suke!"
"What?"
"I-I need-"
"Oh! Right. . . "
Sasuke reached down and gripped his member tightly, causing Gaara to gasp. He ran his hands lightly down Gaara's member, making the boy forget about the pain surging in his ass. Before he knew it Sasuke had an orgasm and Gaara could see his own sticky substance cover Sasuke's abdomen and chest.
"Gaara. . . "
Sasuke let out a small sigh and pulled out, collapsing onto his bed. He looked over to Gaara who was looking at the ceiling with his eyes half-closed. His hands continued to grip the sheets. Sasuke frowned slightly, grabbing a blanket at the end of the bed and draping it over Gaara's pale body. As soon as the soft fabric touched Gaara's skin the boy's hands let go of the blanket below him and he fell limp. Sasuke sighed in annoyance and crawled to hover above Gaara, tucking sides of the blanket under him, wrapping him up. Sasuke couldn't see it, but Gaara was lightly shaking, his body quivering as Sasuke covered and wrapped him up.
"Gaara,"
He could hear Sasuke's voice. Oh yeah he could. The fact that he didn't want to answer was another matter. The fact that he felt used. . .was another matter.
"Gaara?"
He continued to remain silent as he felt Sasuke pull him into a hug, He couldn't feel Sasuke's body though. No. Only the blanket around him. He couldn't feel the body, but the presence. Sasuke's voice was still calling his name. When would it stop?!
"Gaara!"
Sasuke was mad now. He knew that Sasuke was mad for his grip around Gaara's thin body tightened. Sasuke knew that Gaara could hear him. Very well in fact. Sasuke was finally fed up with this so called 'silent-treatment-'. He looked down at Gaara's face, the boy was obviously looking back up.
"Sasuke. . . ."
FINALLY. The boy answered. Sasuke loosened his grip and let Gaara lay next to him.
"Sleep. You'll be aching in the morning,"
'It's. . .night already? Sasuke . . . '
"Sasuke?"
"Sh. Sleep. Please?"
He slowly nodded and snuggled closer to Sasuke's body, feeling his arms wrap around his shoulders, hugging him close.
'Sas-Sasuke. . . why does it feel like something is seriously pulling us apart. We were once. . . happy? No. It was never happy. It was never happy for me anyway. He has stopped. . .no. He still loves me. I think. No. God dammit. I have to stop this. Stop fighting with myself!'
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A/N: Ok, another chapter done. YAYS. Teehee. Hope you guys enjoyed it. I know I DID.
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