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This is where i sort of started to like this new senoir at my school named Jake coincidence? Haha i have no idea so well I did not steal jake from stephenie meyer because jake is real lol ( I didn't change his name) but so soon i will be giving credit to the amazing beautiful Stephenie Meyer.

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Love Hannah

CHAPTER 4

The next day at school I was walking around the second floor of the school to bring something to one of my teachers before I went up to my locker. Morning practice before school was tough and my legs barely supported me as I limped around.

I always wondered what normal teenagers thought of swimmers. People who always smell like chlorine. Hot people in bathing suits 24/7? Or people who basically have no lives because they have to practice all day after school before school and on the week ends. Then they show up to school with wet hair, goggle rings around their eyes, and all sore from practice.

"Bella!" I whipped my head around to see a fellow swimmer, Jake, what did he want? I'm a freshmen he's a senior.

"Yeah?"

"I uh are you okay?" he asked as a confused expression swept across my face.

"Uh?"

"You, you were limping, are you okay? Hard practice this morning?" he said putting his hand on my arm. As my eyes widened at his touch.

"Oh um yes it was hard this morning, yes I am fine."

"Oh that's good. Oh by the way I liked your new drag shorts I forgot to tell you yesterday." he said smiling taking his hand off of my shoulder, but not looking away from my eyes.

"Um thanks." I said blushing.

"Well I have to go see you at practice okay?"

"O-Okay, bye."

Why did Jake want to talk to me? Does he like me or something? I'm confused.

A FEW HOURS LATER

"Bella!" I jumped when Edward whispered into my ear when I was at my locker, dropping all of my books and jumping in the process.

"Ugh EDWARD! What the heck you need to stop sneaking up on me like that!" I said as a gush of anger rushed through my body, regretting what I said to Edward.

"Sorry, I uh." he mumbled starting to walk away.

"No Edward!" I said pulling his arm so that his face was inches away from mine. Wrapping my arms around him, taking in his unforgettable scent.

"Are you okay?"

"I can't stay mad at you."

"Why were you mad me?"

"I wasn't mad at you I was just confused and annoyed at people and then you just scared me and I just, I don't know." I rambled on trying to figure out really what my problem was.

He breathed in deeply brushing a strand of hair out of my face and behind my ear.

"Can you just kiss me?" I said hopping it will erase my mind.

He kissed me taking both of his hands and putting them on both sides of my face. I forgot everything, that we were in school, that Jake talked to me, that I was confused about something I didn't even know what it was I just felt confused. I forgot that I was even mad at him for unexplained reasons.

"There," he said, "better?"

"Mmmm, yesssss." I said dragging out my words.

"What is it about my kisses?" he asked reading my mind.

"Uhh,"

"Please tell me."

"Um well when you kiss me I forget everything, I like being with you."

"Really? I must be an excellent kisser then!" he teased.

"I don't want to go to class."

"Me either."

"Skip?"

"Okay!"

"Where are we going to go?"

"Hmm good question, we could leave school and go hang out in the woods."

"Ok," I smiled I had never skipped school before but I would do anything with Edward.

We walked out of the back of the school and headed for the woods it was beautiful out the sun was shining the birds were singing and I was so happy to Edward all to myself. We walked a long distance into the woods until we found a cute little meadow. The meadow was beautiful it had little purple and white flowers all over the place. We sat down in the middle of the meadow taking in the spring air.

"This is beautiful." I said.

"Yes it is." he said, he took my hand in his and started stroking the back of it.

Several minutes passed as he stroked the back of my hand and we stared into each other's eyes occasionally looking off into the woods behind us. Edward released my hand and laid back. I laid next to him. I rested my head on his chest, he stroked my hair as I sighed. I turned up to look at him.

"This is nice." I said

"Mmm" he said agreeing with me.

I moved closer to him, his face, his scent everything about him invited me in. My lips touched his. We made this kiss slow and lasting. His sweet tasting lips on mine. We got more into it. I was on top of him, he was laying down and the kiss had tongue a lot of it. I couldn't believe I was doing this, me! The girl who has never had a boyfriend before.

He kissed the edge of my lip and then left me gasping for air as he kissed my neck. I stroked his back as he kissed me his lips trailing lower and lower now at my collar bone. He made me shiver at the touch, then he stopped.

"Sorry." he said as I frowned

"Why did you stop?" I asked sitting up and crossing my legs, staring straight into his eyes.

"I made you cold, you shivered, I can't hurt you, we're going to fast." He sighed.

"I shivered because I liked what you were doing to me." I stated.

"No, no, no we're going too fast."

"There isn't a 'too fast'" I rolled my eyes, "we just go at our own speed."

"I can't, I can't hurt you, I love you too much." he said looking away from me

"You, you love me?"

"More than I should."

"What are you so afraid of?"

"What do you mean?"

"You know what I mean, the whole we're going to fast, I can't hurt you, I love you more than I should."

"Oh,"

"Yeah."

"It just shows how much I really care about you, your so fragile I just don't want anything to happen to you." he said brushing my cheek.

"I wont get hurt."

"Yes, somehow you will." he said there was something he wasn't telling me. I could tell and it was hurting and changing him.

"I love you too." I said in defeat I knew if I wanted him to tell me I would just have to patient.

"We should get going its getting dark." he sighed getting up and then pulling me off the ground with little effort.

"Oh!" I said surprised at his sudden strength.

We walked silently through the dark woods toward the school when we realized we didn't have a ride.

"Uh we don't have a ride home."

"Uh I'll text Mike maybe he could bring us home."

Can you bring me and Bella home? We're stuck at school

Sorry man my mom borrowed my car.

Okay no prob.

"He can't, have anyone else's number who can drive?"

"Uh I have Jake's."

"Okay."

I need a favor

Anything

Can you bring me and Edward home? We're stuck at school

Uh sure. I'll be there in a few.

Thanks

"We have a ride."

"Cool."

We walked the rest of the way and by the time we got to the parking lot Jake was leaning against his car door waiting for us. I took a deep breath.

"Sorry did you wait long?" I asked

"Not really only about a minute."

"Oh."

"Well get in I'm driving you two home right?"

"Yeah."

We piled into the car me in the front with Jake and Edward in the back. The car ride was terribly awkward. No one talked, Edward stared out the side window. Jake was sitting straight and looking straight at the road and I was playing with the hem of my shirt. Edward was dropped off first. Once Edward was out of the car and we were safely away from his house Jake turned his head to look at me.

"You and Edward?" he didn't say it but implied it. I gulped.

"Yeah."

"Oh."

"Yeah."

More silence. I put my hand on the middle of the two seats in between me and Jake. A few seconds passed. His hand brushed mine unexpectedly as we both jerked our hands away.

"Sorry."

He pulled up to my house and unlocked the door.

"Well thanks for driving me home."

"Sure no problem." he cleared his throat.

"Uh bye."

"Bye."

OOOHHH akward lol

I really didn't like to have this chapter end so akwardly the next chapter will be when Bella is soooo fricken confused and doesn't know what to ugh and omg a few heart breaking surpizes coming up

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