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Disclaimer: All of the characters belong to Stephenie Meyer. But I do own Dr. M. Hemmings

CHAPTER 2

"W-what d-did you s-say?" I sobbed as Jasper was frozen by my side.

"I know this is hard, but…" Dr. Hemmings tried to explain but ,surprisingly, Jasper cut her off.

"HARD! YOU KNOW THIS IS HARD? YOU JUST TOLD MY FIANCE THAT SHE HAS THIRD STAGE LUEKEMIA, AND THE WAY YOU DECIDE TO COMFORT US IS TO TELL HER YOU KNOW IT'S HARD?" as Jasper exploded I silently cringed away, because in the 2 years and 3 months that we have been together he as never ever done that. Now I was afraid of what might happen if he did get that mad at me.

"I'm sorry, I will give you some privacy." And at that Dr. Hemmings left me alone with Jasper.

When Jasper looked at me his angered expression immediately disappeared and he came to me. When I cringed away, he slid to his knees and said "I-I'm s-sorry, A-Alice, I d-didn't mean t-to d-do that."

When I didn't say anything he continued, "I-I just can't s-stand to hear that y-your s-sick, it h-hurts m-me more t-than you k-know."

He sobbed into his hands and all I could do was slide down to the floor with him. I was no longer afraid of this sobbing mess in front of me. I loved him more in that moment than ever before. He looked at me then and all he said was "Alice." He then through his arms around me, and hugged me as close as he could, and we sat there sobbing, together.

I was great. I didn't feel any different than I had before. I was so confused as to what was going on. I was diagnosed with Luekemia and I wasn't expected to feel "great" to put it in simplier terms. It was a great month until out of nowhere I was suddenly over come with cancer cells. I was emitted to the hospital on May 25th, 2005. The cancer had finally showed up. Who would have known it would be that bad?

Flashback

I walked into the bedroom to put away the laundry, when a sharp pain shot through my whole body. The basket crashed to the floor. So did I. I was shaking violently and I couldn't breathe. I screamed with as much might as I could muster.

"J-JASPER!"

He quickly ran into the room, to find me shaking and sobbing on the floor in the middle of the room. He then disappeared and I was scared, so I screamed again.

"J-Jasper!" But to my dismay, it was only a faint whisper. No! this couldn't happen now! I'm too young! As the blackness slowly closed around me, I noticed Jasper one last time as he frantically spoke into the phone.

The next thing I knew I was sitting in a hospital bed, and I was hooked up to a bunch of different machines. When I tried to take one of the tubes out of my arm, Jasper's hand was suddenly on top of mine. That brought me back to reality. When I looked up at his face, it wasn't my Jasper, it was sad, almost sickly looking Jasper and I started to cry. Jasper frantically started asking if I was in pain, and thats when I noticed that my whole family was in the room, including Jasper's too.

My whole family which consisted of my mom, Esme, my dad, Carlisle,and my two brothers, Edward and Emmett. Edward's fiance, Bella, was there too. She cried everytime she looked at me. We were practically sister's and for her to see me in such a weak state hurt her, just like it hurt Jazz. Jasper's mom and dad, Phil and Renea also came. His twin sister, Rosalie,who was dating my brother Emmett, lived in Europe, she was going to school there. Emmett also lived there, that's where they met, but he was here in New York for something that I don't even we called her, she was so upset that she dropped and broke her phone. She called about 5 minutes later on her home phone, explaining what happened. She said that she would be there by the week's end.

I stayed in the hospital from May 25th, 2005 to December 22nd, 2005. It was the best Christmas present for all of us for me to be home and sitting in my living room for the first time in 7 months. Everyone , including Rose, stayed for christmas. It was the best day ever. Everyone was so happy to see me glowing in health. Jasper and I were hoping to have our wedding that summer but were sidetracked when his sister invited us to spend the summer in Europe with her. Jazz and I decided to postpone the wedding until the next summer. Our summer in Europe was fantastic. I was in remission and we were both so happy thinking the cancer was gone. But, it reared its ugly head the moment we got home. Our feet hit the ground on September 3rd, 2006 and I was back in the hospital September 30th.

It was worse then we thought. The cancer was everywhere. I sat bored everyday for the 3 months that I laid in that stupid, bland hospital room. I hated hospitals so much now. At moments I wish that I could die so that I could stop putting Jazz though this. Once this came up in conversation and Jazz, gently, took my face in his hands and said sternly

"Don't you EVER think like that! If you die and leave me here I will be wishing to die too." At that I got mad. I then put my hands on his face and said

" You will never think that way either. There cannot be a world were you don't exist. Some other lucky girl will find you and you will realize that she is perfect for you and you will forget about me." with that the tears erupted from me.

I couldn't hold them back anymore. Instead of comforting me Jazz left. That confused me more then anything, and it made me cry harder which hurt.

Em came in right after he ran out and asked

"why did Jasper just run out sobbing like a baby?" I loved Emmett but for that remark I had to hit him and even though I am weak and frail, I still had an arm.

"Ow, why did you hit me?" Edward and Bella came in and I asked them to go find Jazz and ask him if he was ok and to come back to me. About 10 minutes later, a red eyed Jay walked in and gave me a gentle but loving hug. We apologized and that never came up again.

December 31th, 2006 was the day the doctors said I was once again "clean." Jazz and I walked out of that hospital hand in hand with big grins on our faces. I got to start the New Year the right way, with a clean slate. We finally set a date for our wedding, March 10th, 2007. Even though we had always wanted a summer wedding we wanted to get the wedding over with. We just needed to settle everything else. I was so excited about the wedding plans. Since I only had about 3 months, I called upon the mothers and sisters.

"O.K., Ladies it's time to plan a wedding!" I exclaimed. I then was ambushed with a round of cheers from my girls and groans from the guys in the kitchen. Time to work my magic! I stomped into the kitchen with fake tears trailing down my face and the girls trailing behind me.

"Jazzy-poo! You don't want to marry me?" I cried while I heard "Jazzy-Poo?" slip from between my brothers lips. I shot them both a look, and they got the jist of what I was doing. They sat back to enjoy the show.

"Ali! Who told you that? I want to spend the rest of my life with you, which in turn means I want to marry you!" jasper frantically tripped over those words while tying to placate me.

"Then why did you groan when I said it was time to plan a wedding, our wedding?"

"Well, I... I didn't groan." He stuttered, trying to come up with something to get me to go away.

"Yes you did, I would know your..." I stopped knowing Emmett would take it the wrong way. " Yes you did!" I started fake sobbing again. He jumped up and wrapped his arms around me. My side of the family had seen this before and they were all snickering from behind him.

" No, shh Alice I want to marry you and to prove it I will follow you like a puppy to every wedding store that you want to go to." He always knew exactly what to say.

"O.K." I said and then walked back to the living room, leaving my snickering dad, brothers and a completely confused Jasper in my wake.

Back in the living room, us girls went back to work. I purposely sat closet to the door to listen to the guys.

"What the Hell was that?" Jasper questioned.

"Dude, you just got Aliced!" Emmett's booming laugh erupted as soon as he finished his sentence.

"Yeah, man, Alice is gonna do that to you everytime she thinks your doubting your decisions that involve her" Edward uttered under his breath, probably knowing I was listening.

"Jasper, Don't worry, Alice knows you love her. She just grew up as the only girl in the family, and Esme kinda spoiled her, by giving her whatever she wanted so that she wouldn't do that." My Dad quickly said this, hoping that me and mom weren't listening. I was gonna let it slide, but Mom heard that and was suddenly charging the kitchen. All we heard was a slap to the back of someone's head, a muffled "ow" and a bunch of snickering. We erupted into laughter! Mom, though alittle flustered, came back and sat down, continuing whatever it was before she slapped dad across the head.

Before I knew it, it was March 9th, the day before our wedding. I had planned a small but elaborate wedding, go figure! My dress was gorgeous though. When I found it I didn't want to take it off. We were heading to the dinner rehearsal when we got a call from Bella saying that Carlisle was having a heart attack. I quickly called Rosalie and Renea, who besides my mom and I were incharge of the weeding, and told them to call off the rehearsal and the wedding. We went to the hospital to find a sobbing Esme, bent over the edge of her husband's bed. As we knew it we weren't having a wedding, ever, not because we didn't want to get married but because something horrid always happened right before. I just couldn't take it anymore.

What do you think? Please review!!!!!!! thanks! Oh and Alice's Dress and their Apartment are on my profile. But please wait until chapter 3 is published to look at alice's "wedding" ring! you will understand why it is in qoutations then! thanks!!!