Disclaimer: Like I keep saying, I own Shikamaru. XD
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A/N: -.- I might have to stop writing this story. . . Wrap it up and stuff. Not because I want to. I love this story. . . but I got in trouble for it. To make a long story short, my friend wanted to read it. I warned her about the explicitness and all that shit. I told her she shouldn't read it. She wanted to. So I sent her the chapters in her email. Her mom was snooping through her email and found it, read it and pinned me on it. My friend swears she didn't know how 'explicit' it really was ((bull shit btw)) and told me I was writing porn. x.x So. . .she threatened me and said if I didn't stop writing this story as detailed I usually write it at . . .that she would get her mother to call mine and practically get me in trouble. I will try to keep writing it but I'm not sure about that. . .Sorry you guys. If I can, and when I do end this story I might write a sequel with less. . yaoiness ((cry)) Once again I apologize. . .This also means that I will have to tone down the sex in the other stories as well. . until this issue passes over. . . This might be the last chapter . . . I'll make it extra long though. OH and one more thing. . .I might not be able to write a sequel. It all depends on the status of this little issue. Thanks and sorry again.
-Love, TG
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Meh. I cannot believe you let him do these things to you. Geez. You need to learn to stand up for yourself.
"I didn't want to let it happen and I know! I've tried," Gaara hissed pressing his back into the wall of the bathroom, his hands shoved deeply into his pockets. This was one of his only safe places. Sasuke did respect his privacy. . .at times.
Bull shit. You've never tried. Geez. You seem to be in denile with this issue. You need to see the true light of Sasuke Uchiha.
"Oh really? And that'd be?" Gaara muttered, his eyes scanning the tiled floor slowly watching it with glazed over eyes. "What's there to see that I haven't already seen?"
Damn you are dumb. Ok. His true light would be an arrogant, abusive, bastard. He's a sadist. He loves to watch you bleed and cry and scream in pain. You've seen his sweet and angry side. But what you haven't seen are his feelings for you.
Gaara pushed himself off the wall, his mind spinning in circles as Shukaku said these things. Sadist? No. He stumbled over to the vanity of the bathroom and leaned over it to look at himself in the mirror. "What do you mean? He loves me,"
That's the point. He doesn't love you! Love doesn't run through his veins Gaara. He loves to torment you. Different thing.
He. . . doesn't love me? I thought he did love me. He told me! He told me he loved me!
"Shut up," he whispered, staring at himself as he spoke, his sea foam green eyes watching the mirror with interest. He could see the reflection of the door as the knob turned and was pushed open. It was Itachi. His face was firm with anger.
"Gaara," he grumbled moving toward the boy and frowning at him. "We need to talk,"
"About?" Gaara asked, looking up at Itachi coolly.
"Sasuke. This needs to stop. Him. You. The abuse," Itachi hissed, taking the boy's wrist and pulling him out of the bathroom and into Sasuke and Gaara's bedroom. "I think I have a solution," Itachi whispered low incase of Sasuke hearing.
"What? It's fine. I'm ok with-"
Let the man finish. Geez. Stop arguing and let's get out of this screwy relationship!
"Listen to me. You need to leave. Move out of this house," Itachi muttered, his dark eyes scanning Gaara's face. Gaara's eyes widened as he said this, backing away.
"Wh-what?!" Gaara whispered quietly, his green eyes darting around the room wildly. "Why?" Gaara didn't realize that he was screaming but he definitely was now. Where was he going to go? Itachi couldn't just kick him out like that. . could he?
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"It's too dangerous for you here. Sasuke is getting worse and worse each day. You need to leave," Itachi said, his eyes still showing no emotion at all.
Sweet!! Take this chance and leave Gaara!
"I-" he stopped as he continued to watch the older man's expression. Nothing. "I. . .I'll stand up for myself. I have no where to do if I leave," Gaara whispered, his eyes dropping a bit.
Itachi was taken aback at how well this technique was working on Gaara. If only he could show Sasuke he wasn't some little weakling. . then maybe he had a chance. "Gaara. . .I am willing to help if you promise to do this," Itachi let out a small sigh as he sat on the bed and looked coolly at the carpeted floor. "First. . .you need to accept that Sasuke doesn't love you. He doesn't Gaara,"
Gaara let out a choked gasp and clutched the fabric above his heart, for once, Shukaku wasn't babbling on about something unimportant. "But I-"
"He doesn't. He doesn't love you like you love him. Please Gaara. . . I want to hear you say that,"
"I- Ok. He do-doesn't love me. . . like I love him," Gaara whispered, his eyes widening at this statement. It was true all along. He just never saw it. He never saw that. He saw his own love for Sasuke, not Sasuke's love for him.
Finally you see what I've been trying to tell you. . .
Gaara ignored Shukaku and kept his gaze fixated on the floor, his eyes wide with pain as he went over this statement in his head. "He doesn't love me," he repeated, clutching the shirt harder and before he knew it, pain surged through the back of his head as he fell to the ground, voices ringing all around him. Yelling. . cursing. Gaara clenched his eyes shut as he felt a pain ripple though his back and slowly opened his eyes to see Sasuke standing before him. Gaara stared up with wide sea-foam green eyes and kept his gazed fixated on Sasuke's obsidian eyes.
"It-" he stopped and looked and where Itachi was previously sitting. Now, he was laying in a heap on the floor near Gaara, his breathing ceased to exist. "Itachi!" Gaara jumped up and gasped when he felt a sharp pain in his stomach as it collided with Sasuke's fist. He let out a small gasp as he grabbed Sasuke's wrist, looking at Sasuke with angry eyes. "What did you do to him?"
"He was interfering with our love," Sasuke whispered, his eyes darting around wildly as he spoke in a hushed tone.
"What . . .what love?" Gaara hissed pushing away from Sasuke, glancing every once in awhile down at Itachi. Was he still alive? Was he unconscious or. . dead?
"Gaara. Our love," Sasuke nodded slowly, moving towards Gaara and pinning him to the wall, his eyes darting over his body hungrily.
"Our-" he let out a strained moan as he felt Sasuke kiss him lightly on the neck, licking it after awhile. "We . . ."
"We love each other. Right?" Sasuke asked biting down on where he had kissed him, earning a gasp from the younger boy. "Right?" he asked a bit more firmly, pushing a bit more on Gaara's small frame.
Don't say it Gaara. Refuse. You need to learn to stand up for yourself! He killed Itachi!
"N-no. No!" Gaara struggled against Sasuke's hold on his body. "Y-you don't love me," Gaara whispered, repeating Itachi's phrase in his head over and over again. Trying his best to convince himself.
"Oh but I do. See. . .that's what Itachi was trying to do! He was trying to break us up. He's jealous," Sasuke whispered with a small kiss to Gaara's chaped lips. Gaara moaned into the kiss when Sasuke deepened it, pushing his tongue through Gaara's thin lips and teasing him a bit, tasting him.
"J-jealous?" Gaara mumbled after Sasuke pulled from the kiss, his hands trailing down his body lightly until they reached Gaara's hips where he let them rest for a moment, kissing and biting at Gaara's neck and shoulder.
"Mmhm. Jealous. He's been wanting you ever since. He's always wanted you," Sasuke hissed, moving his hands to Gaara's ass and squeezing it roughly before he kissed him once more on the lips.
God. Gaara! Don't believe it. Please!! He's tricking you!
Gaara pushed the voice away, listening to Sasuke as he spoke about Itachi. "You-you didn't need to hurt him because of that though," Gaara whispered, trying to get up the courage to at least push him off and check on Itachi.
"Who says I hurt him?" Sasuke grumbled against Gaara's thin neck, his lips running over the smooth skin slowly.
"Is he breathing?" Gaara whispered, mainly to himself then realized what was happening. He needed to get Sasuke off. Itachi. Itachi needed his help.
Just push the bastard off! Now. Do it now!!
Gaara took in a sharp breath and pulled his arms back and pushed roughly against Sasuke's body, causing Sasuke to back away, a glare set on his face. "I loved you Sasuke," Gaara hissed shaking his head and running to Itachi and shaking his shoulder. "Itachi? Itachi!" a sigh of relief escaped Gaara's lips as Itachi grumbled something incoherent to Gaara. "Good," Gaara turned to look at a infuriated Sasuke.
"He's fine Gaara!" Sasuke yelled moving towards Gaara with a menacing look upon his face.
"He's not fine! Sasuke stop this! I loved you," Gaara yelled back, his hands clenching and unclenching as he waited for some kind of instruction from Shukaku.
Stop saying you love him! Stop it! It only makes it worse. Just hit the fucking bastard then get Itachi to a hospital. I think he's bleeding. . .
"I know," Gaara hissed to Shukaku, standing up and looking at Sasuke with cold eyes.
"Gaara. . .come here," Sasuke growled menacingly, taking a step towards the frightened red-head.
"N-no. . ." Gaara murmured taking a step away from Sasuke.
"Gaara! Get your ass over here!" Sasuke screamed, taking a few more steps towards the boy. Gaara simply shook his head and continued to back away from Sasuke, his eyes wide as Sasuke continued to move toward him. "Gaara. .. I'm warning you. . ." Sasuke hissed, watching with eager eyes as Gaara slammed into a wall, the poor boy's face in horror as Sasuke grabbed his by the arms, digging his nails into Gaara's arms.
God dammit Gaara! Kick him! KICK HIM!!
"I. . ."
Just DO it! He's going to hurt you! Do it Gaara!
"You what?" Sasuke asked with a small smirk on his face as he looked down at Gaara's.
"I want you to get off me," Gaara hissed his eyes ice cold as he glared up at Sasuke.
"What?" Sasuke gripped the boy's arms a bit tighter, his face practically fuming as Gaara said this.
Gaara bit down on his lip as he raised his knee roughly into Sasuke's groin, causing a yelp to escape the older boy's lips as he crumpled to the ground. "I said. I wanted you off. . ." Gaara hissed with a sharp glare. His foot crushing Sasuke's unoccupied hand. A scream filled the air as Sasuke pulled roughly away from Gaara, his eyes wide at the sudden change.
Ok. You've done enough. Now. . leave!
"Not yet," Gaara muttered slamming Sasuke into the wall he was previously against, his face pulled into a smirk. "I want him to know the pain I went through. . ." he hissed, his eyes set with hatred. "You never loved me. You used me. . .you treated me like a rag doll. Something you used until I was no longer your interest. You cheated on me with that whore of a boy and accused me of cheating on you when I held you closest to my heart. You . . ." tears started to weld up in Gaara's eyes as he said these things. "You saw me as an easy target. Someone who would fuck you and still love you!" Gaara pulled his fist back and slammed it into Sasuke's face. As Gaara pulled his fist away, blood dripped down his hand and his arm. "And you know what?" Gaara bit his lip as tears cascaded down his pale cheeks and onto his shirt.
"I still love you. . ." Gaara whispered, leaning forward and kissing Sasuke's lips ever so lightly. "But I hate you," he hissed pulling away, noticing the shocked look on Sasuke's face. "I hate you with all of my heart. I hate you for ruining my school education. I hate you for beating me . . . I hate you for screaming and yelling at me . . .and most of all. . I hate you for hurting Haku and Itachi," he said with anger running through his words. "I'm going to take you to the hospital . . . so you can get some medical and mental help," Gaara hissed, grabbing Sasuke and dragging him to the car and throwing him into the back seat. He moved back inside and shook Itachi awake.
"G-gaara?" Itachi looked over at Gaara to see blood on his arms and a little bit on his face. "What happened?"
"I stood up for myself. ." Gaara whispered grabbing Itachi and leading him to the car and letting him sit in the passenger's seat. "We are going to the hospital. . you seem to be bleeding," Gaara said starting the car and driving out of the drive way.
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Tsunade sat with her hands clasped before her, looking over at Gaara who sat by Sasuke's bed patiently, his eyes bright as he looked back over at her. She raised a brow at this and pointed to Sasuke. "What happened again?" she asked slowly.
"He was beaten up by a couple of kids at school. ."(1) Gaara muttered innocently, his face held a bright smirk as he looked over at Sasuke for the older boy's agreement. Sasuke nodded slowly, looking back to Tsunade with wide eyes.
"Yes. . . ," Sasuke muttered looking back to Gaara and wincing under his glare. Tsunade wrote something down on her clipboard and chuckled at Gaara as she left the room.
"Now. ." Gaara stood and moved over to Sasuke's bed, his face sharp. "Are you going to hit me again?"
"No. ."
"Are you going to treat me like a human being?"
"Yes. . ."
"Are you going to continue being my boyfriend?"
"Yes,"
"Good boy," Gaara said with a small chuckle as he moved back to his seat and leaning in his seat, a small sigh escaping his lips as he relaxed.
You really are something. . you know that right?
"Yup. . ."
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1: Sasuke's first excuse for beating Gaara. XD
A/N: Ok. . . this is the ending. Fin, finished, fineto . . . etc. I hope you liked it and if you think I should write a Sequel . . . tell me. If you have a request, send it in. . . if you want a sequel with Gaara and someone else or Sasuke and someone else but still knowing each other. . let me know. Sorry this ended so . . . quickly. -.- Please review and read my other stories.
-TG