Disclaimer: So once again, I must admit that I sadly do not own Twilight or it's characters. Too bad, because I would love to do naughty things to Edward and Jasper!
A.N. I really thought that last chapter would draw a bigger response than it did, I guess people just are not feeling this story. Hopefully that will change soon, or I may choose to drop the story altogether. It's hard to find the inspiration to write, if no one is interested in what you have to say. I would like to thank "rparkerp" and "heroicfailures" for your reviews. They were greatly appreciated! Once again to those who have my story on alert or in your favorites, thank you very much!
Now I wanted to address a few things before you read Chapter 3. Please keep in mind that these characters are very much OOC. The Bella in my story is more confident, knows how to dress and apply her own make-up, and she stands her ground. Edward is more direct, in your face, less emo, and brooding. He's also more aggressive, but in a good way.
Lastly, this story is a Bella & Edward story, so it's going to more so based around them with a little of everyone else thrown in. Jasper plays a prominent part because of his and Bella's current status, but that will change to over time.
Okay, so with that said and done...enjoy!
I made a promise to myself, that I would put more effort into not thinking about Edward, that kiss we shared, or what I would like for him to do to me.
For the past two years, my world has revolved around Jasper and that has suited me just fine. I really do love Jasper. He's taken me to heights I've never known before.
I'm going to move on with my life, as if nothing ever transpired between Edward and I. I can do this, I know I can. I will not let this guy affect me in this manner anymore. After all, he is just like any other guy, right?
I put my phone back inside my pocket, cleared my dishes away, and went back to my room.
I looked out the window and saw that it was cloudy today, so I decided to wear one of my "Juicy" couture tracksuits.
I needed to go out to get a few things from the store and I wanted to be as comfortable as possible. Plus, today is my lazy day, so I have no need to be dressed up!
Once I was dressed, I took my Ipod out of my "Juicy" tote bag so I could upload some new songs. I sat down at my desk and turned my new computer on. My dad bought me a new HP touchsmart desktop and he got James a new laptop, since he'll need it for college next year.
While I was waiting for my songs to download, I heard Alicia Keys, "No One", starting to play. That's my ringtone for Jasper, so I grabbed my phone from my bedside table (I had placed it there while I got dressed) and answered it.
"Good morning baby," I said into the handset.
"Hey yourself darling," he crooned in reply.
"Did you sleep well," he asked.
"I did actually. I felt very well rested when I woke up this morning. I'm so sorry that I didn't hear my phone ring last night, but I did receive your text and voicemail this morning. I haven't stopped smiling since hearing your sexy voice on that message," I told him flirtatiously.
"Well it's always my pleasure to bring a smile to that beautiful face of yours. I aim to please."
How could I ever think about any other guy, when this guy treats me like a queen? He knows exactly what to say to get me to smile, or to make me swoon over him. Of course it doesn't hurt that he's gorgeous beyond belief and can satisfy me to the point that I can't get enough of him. There's no way I would ever mess up what we have together.
I know I said that I didn't want to do anything special today, but I really want to spend some time with Jasper. Maybe we can just hang out here and he can stay for dinner. I'll make his favorite. Before I could suggest this to him, he spoke again.
"Bella, I know we spent the night hanging out together last night, but I really would like to see you today. I know we're going to be busy with school stuff all week and probably won't be able to sneak off together until the weekend, so is it okay if I come see you for awhile? I'll understand if you rather spend your day prepping for school and such," he finished.
He really thought I would tell him that I didn't want to see him. I could never go more than a few hours without seeing Jasper.
"Jasper, I really want to spend some time with you too. How soon can you be over here? We can hang out together and I'm going to cook dinner for you tonight. How does that sound?"
"That sounds wonderful baby, but you don't have to do that. I just want to be in your presence. That will make me more than happy."
"I want to do this Jazz. I have to eat dinner tonight too you know. I just thought you could stay for dinner and it would be nice for me to cook for you since I haven't done so in some time."
"Alright then, I can be there in thirty minutes. Is that too soon for you?"
"Not at all, I'm just downloading some music. I'll see you soon. Love you Jazz!"
"I love you too, my Bella!"
By this time my music was finish downloading. I logged out of my itunes account, pocketed my phone, grabbed my tote, and went downstairs to wait for Jazz.
James was finishing up a call to Rose, when I made my way down to the kitchen.
I need to check and see if we have all the ingredients I'll need to make Chicken Alfredo for dinner tonight. After I made my list for the things I'll need, I jotted down the toiletries I need to pick up from Wal-Mart too.
"Hey little sis, what you up to today," my brother asked me.
"Just hanging out with Jazz, going to hit up Wally World. What about you?" (A.N. My friends and I call Wal-Mart, Wally World)
"I'm hanging out with Rose today. I probably won't be home until just before curfew, so be sure to let mom and dad know. I mentioned it to them before they left, but I know how they have selective memory at times," he said sarcastically.
"Well, have fun with Rose and tell her hi for me. I'll be sure to let mom and dad know where you are."
I walked James to the door and watched him drive off. I heard the quiet roar of a motorcycle close by and figured Jasper must be on his Ducati. He loves that bike, but doesn't drive it that often. He mostly drives his Range Rover.
Oh how I love that truck! It has seen many of Jasper's and my sexual escapades.
A few moments later, Jasper was pulling up in our driveway. Even though I love when he's driving his truck, there are just no words for how tasty he looks on that bike of his.
I couldn't wait for him to walk up to the door, so I met him in the driveway and wrapped my arms around his neck. With his hands clasped together around my waist he lowered his head and kissed my waiting lips. I let him lead the kiss, feeling his tongue run along my bottom lip, then up along the center requesting entry. I willingly opened up for his tongue to caress with mine.
His lips felt amazing. They're so soft and smooth. Kind of like a baby's bottom.
I finally needed to come up for air, so I broke away from the kiss and just hugged him tighter to me.
"Oh darling, I missed you too," he moaned into my neck.
"Come on, let's go inside. I don't want to give the neighbors any fuel for their gossip," I told him as I looked around wondering how many of our nosy neighbors were peering at us from behind their draperies.
When we were inside, we sat at the counter and chatted for a bit. I asked him if was hungry or wanted anything to drink. After getting him some lemonade, I told him what I needed to go out and get. He said that was cool and asked if I would mind driving since he forgot to bring along a passenger helmet. Plus, where would I put my purchases if we took the bike?
After making out some and then agreeing that we needed to go, before we found ourselves up in my bed naked, we left the house.
I drove to the new Super Wal-Mart and pulled into a parking space not too far from the entrance.
We made our way inside to get the things I needed. One good thing about a Super Wal-Mart, is that I could get all my toiletries and the groceries I needed all in one trip.
While we were over in the grocery section, my phone rung. It was my general ringtone, meaning someone who wasn't important enough to have a ringtone of their own, was calling me.
I looked down at my phone and saw that it said Alice was calling.
I completely forgot that she mentioned last night that she would call me today to see about us hooking up today. I didn't want to be rude and tell her I just wanted to spend time with Jazz. She struck me as being the type who didn't take rejection well. So I put on a smile and pressed the "talk" key.
"Hey Alice, how are you?"
"Hey Bella, I'm good. I just wanted to call and see if it was okay for me to hang out with you today. I could just come over to your house and maybe we could watch some movies or play some board games. Are you up for it," she asked.
I placed my hand over the mouthpiece and quickly told Jasper what she asked and also how she had asked me last night if we could hang out today.
He shocked me by telling me that it was fine with him if I wanted her to come over. He said that he didn't mind sharing me with her for the day, as long as he was with me, that's all that mattered to him.
I told Alice that movies or games would be fine, but that I was out at the moment and we could meet up at my house in an hour. I also gave her the directions to my house, but she said she knew where I stayed at already.
She agreed to meeting in an hour and asked if it was alright if Edward tagged along.
Thinking of my new revelation about not fretting over my feelings for Edward and remembering I have a boyfriend, I said that he could tag along.
Jasper was happy about Edward coming over. He said it would give him a chance to have a male to talk to, while Alice and I got to know one another better.
I finished gathering up the things I would need for dinner tonight. I bought extra portions in case Alice and Edward stayed for dinner too.
Once I paid for my purchases, we exited the store and loaded up my car. We made it back to my house in no time.
Jasper helped me put away the groceries and then we went up to my room so I could put away my toiletries.
While I straightened up around the house some, not that it needed it, Jasper laid on my bed listening to my Ipod.
That's where I found him 10 minutes later when I came back up to my room. I layed next to him on my bed and asked him what he was listening to. He told me he was listening to Eminem's latest song with Dr. Dre and 50 cent.
He took the earbuds out and moved over me, kissing me. He moved down to my neck and nipped at the sensitive flesh there.
"Jasper that feel so good baby, and I really don't want you to stop, but we only have a few minutes before Alice and Edward will be here," I reminded him.
"I only need a few moments love to do what I want to do. Just relax and let me do this for you. Plus, we still have approximately 20 minutes before they're do to arrive," he stated while moving lower down my body.
Before I could protest further, he placed a finger over my lips and shook his head to tell me not to say anything. I complied.
I felt him remove my shoes from my feet, next went my track pants, followed closely by my panties.
He gently pushed my legs apart so that he could have full access to my waiting womanhood. I could feel his breath against my opening. Then I felt his tongue flick out over my nub. My body shuttered from the sensation of his touch.
He licked at me for what felt like eternity, before placing two fingers inside of me. He licked expertly while pumping in and out of me, hitting my g-spot as he moved his fingers in me. I knew I wouldn't last much longer, so I gripped his head, holding him to me.
I think he got the picture, because he licked at me with more urgency and pumped his fingers in me just the same. My release was mind-blowing to say the least. I felt chill bumps from my head to my toes as my orgasm overtook me.
Jasper kept licking my pussy while I rode out my orgasm.
Once I was calmed, he moved back up my body to kiss me. Letting me taste my essence on his tongue as he french kissed me.
I could feel his erection against my leg as we kissed. I knew that there was no way I could let him walk around frustrated, especially since we're going to have our friends over shortly. So I did what any good girlfriend would do, I took care of my man.
I pushed Jasper off me, he looked hurt at first, but that turned into happiness when he realized what I was doing. I undid his belt buckle and jeans, pushed his jeans and boxers down his legs, and then took him in my mouth.
I couldn't fit him all the way in my mouth, so I gripped his remaining length in my hand and pumped up and down while I sucked at his throbbing dick. He tasted so wonderful. I didn't want to stop, but I had other plans for that dick of his.
I removed my mouth from him and moved on the bed, getting up on all fours. He caught on and moved behind me, entering me completely in one thrust.
"Fuck," we both moaned in unison.
This was no slow, sensual love making that we were doing. This was sheer fucking!
Jasper moved behind me so forcefully, gripping my waist tightly, but not tight enough to bruise me. I could feel his balls slapping up against my clit as he pound into my wet pussy.
"Uh, mmmm, yeah, you like that Bella," he moaned.
"Don't stop Jasper baby, don't stop! I'm almost there," I responded.
"Shit, me too! Cum for me sweetheart, I want to feel your walls tighten around my hard cock!"
"Oh shit, oh shit, I'm cumming Jazz!"
"Jaaaaaaasperrrrrrrr!"
"Beeeeeellllllaaaaa!"
While we were coming down off of our high, I heard the doorbell ring.
"Shit, fuck, we lost track of time Jazz!"
We threw out clothes on quickly and ran downstairs to the door. I hope we didn't smell too much like sex, I thought to myself.
I opened the door and saw Alice and Edward standing on the other side. They both had knowing smirks on their faces.
Shit, I thought to myself, we can't get anything past these two. It's like they have vampire hearing or some shit!
"Hey Bella, hey Jasper, did we catch you at a bad time," Alice asked.
"No, no, we were expecting you both. Please come in," I said.
Jasper said hello to Alice and Edward and then took their coats and hung them in the hall closet.
Alice asked if she could use the bathroom and I pointed her in the right direction. I had Edward follow me into the family room, while we waited for Jasper to join us.
He looked so good in his blue button up shirt, jeans, with black boots. He smelled just as good as he looked. I avoided direct eye contact with him, because I knew I would get in trouble if I looked into those emerald green eyes of his.
Of course he had to say something that would make me weak in the needs.
"My, my, my, my, Bella. My name would have sounded so much better coming from those beautiful lips of yours," he practically breathes in my ear.
He took his right index finger and ran it along my arm and then entwined his fingers with mine. He was about to kiss me again, I know it, but he must have heard Jasper coming in our direction so he moved towards the sofa and sat down. Leaving me standing there looking like a lost child.
I took a breath and shook off the trance I was caught in, just before Jasper rounded the corner.
That asshole had the audacity to laugh at me, knowing that it was because of him that I was acting this way!
Thank God Jasper didn't notice that I was acting weird, because he just walked up, kissed me and then went to sit opposite of Edward in the family room. I heard them talking, but didn't really catch what they were saying exactly. I went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water. I needed to get myself under control.
Alice joined me in the kitchen and we started talking too. She asked me questions about my family and about Jasper and me. Some of the questions she asked about Jasper were a little shocking.
She asked if he was my soul mate, if I've ever cheated on him, him on me, and whether or not he completed me.
For whatever reason, I answered each and every one of her questions. Yes I feel that Jasper is my soul mate, no we've never cheated on each other, and I honestly believe that he completes me.
She seemed to doubt my last answer, I could see it in her eyes, but she didn't say anything about it.
"So what do you guys think about us ordering a pizza and then picking out a movie to watch," I asked the group at large.
Everyone agreed with that plan. I ordered the pizza and was told it would be about 20-30 minutes before it would be here.
We let the guys pick out a movie, of course they chose an action film…"The Transformers".
I didn't argue with them about it, because that's what we get for letting them choose.
Alice and I joined Edward and Jasper in the family room while we waited for the pizza. We decided to wait to start the movie until the pizza arrived.
"So are you guys ready for school tomorrow," I said to Edward and Alice.
"Definitely, I can't wait to see what classes I'll have and what my teachers are like," Alice said excitedly.
"I'm as ready as I'm going to get. I am interested to see what the music program is like at the school," Edward replied.
"Oh yeah, so what kind of music do you like," Jasper asked him.
"Well I'm mostly into classical and opera, but I like to branch out and listen to all genres of music too. Those two just happen to be my favorite," he answered.
"Oh don't be so modest Edward," Alice said as she rolled her eyes.
"Edward here plays the piano and he plays the guitar. He's self taught."
I was impressed. I mean, I take piano lessons and I'm pretty okay, but to be self-taught is just unbelievable. I can't play a guitar to save my life, but Jasper can play one very well. He plays for me all the time.
"Wow, that's awesome Edward. Maybe you can play for me some time. I've been taking piano lessons for the past three years and I think I've just recently got the gist of it," I told him.
Just then the doorbell chimed and I left the room to go retrieve the pizzas. I didn't realize that Edward had followed me to the door, until he pulled out two twenty-dollar bills and handed them to the pizza delivery guy telling him to keep the change.
I didn't even have time to react, because I was still surprised by his appearance at the door.
"Here you go," I said to him, handing him the two twenties I had in my hand.
"No Bella, Alice and I want to pay for lunch. It's the least we can do for you, since you are entertaining us in your home. Please don't make a big deal of it," he said with pleading eyes.
"Well since you put it like that, how can I refuse."
We walked the pizzas back into the kitchen and sat them on the counter. I grabbed some plates out of the cabinet for us. I told Jasper and Alice to come help themselves to some pizza.
I noticed that there seemed to be some weirdness coming from Jasper and Alice. I didn't want to ask him about it in front of her, so I made a mental note to find out what's going on when we're alone.
"There are some sodas in the fridge that you can help yourself to," I told them all.
Once we had our pizza and sodas, we moved over to the family room and got comfortable so we could start the movie.
After I finished eating, I snuggled up in our oversized armchair with Jasper. Edward and Alice sat on each end of the sofa.
I have to admit, I've seen "Transformers" once before and I thought the graphics were pretty amazing. Plus, Shia Lebouf is quite dreamy. I'd do him in a heartbeat!
Two hours later, the movie was over and we were talking animatedly about our favorite parts of the movie. From there the conversation moved on to getting to know little tidbits about the Cullens and them getting to know things about us and our families.
I checked the time and saw that it was a little after five and I need to get dinner started.
"Alice and Edward, would you like to stay for dinner? I'm making some Chicken Alfredo and I bought enough to make for everyone, after we made plans for today. Before you ask, I would really like it if you stayed and had dinner with Jasper and I. I'm not sure when my parents will be back and James is spending the day with Rose, so it would just be the two of us and a whole bunch of leftover food if you didn't stay," I informed them.
"That sounds wonderful Bella, thanks for inviting us to stay and have dinner," said Alice.
"Yes, thank you. That was very nice of you," Edward replied.
"Alice, why don't you come in the kitchen and keep me company so the guys can finish chatting."
"Sure Bella."
I gathered all my ingredients from the pantry and the fridge. I sauteed the chicken and set the pan to the side while I prepared the sauce and the noodles. Lastly I put the garlic bread in the oven to cook.
Once everything was done, I had Alice help me set up the dining table with plates, utensils, and we placed the food in the center.
The guys washed their hands in the sink and then joined us at the table.
"Everything looks wonderful Bella," Jasper commented.
"Yes it does," Edward added, but he wasn't looking at the food when he said it. He was looking directly into my eyes.
I dropped his gaze quickly, as not to draw attention from Jasper and Alice.
"Dig in everyone," I encouraged.
We all fixed our plates and then ate until our bellies were full. After that we sat talking for a bit and then they helped me clear the table. Jasper helped me load the dishwasher and put the leftover food in containers and in the fridge.
Alice said that her and Edward needed to be getting home, so that they can make sure they have everything ready for school tomorrow. I thanked them both for coming over and Jasper and I walked them to the door.
Alice hugged me on her way out, pausing to wave at Jasper, while Edward gave me a quick hug and shook Jasper's hand. I watched them get safely in Alice yellow Porsche and drive off down the street.
Jasper and I went up to my room to talk for a bit. Just to talk!
I remembered that there was something I wanted to ask him about and this was the perfect opportunity to do so.
"Jazz, earlier when Edward and I went to pay for the pizza, I notice that there was tension coming from you and Alice. Did anything happen that I should know about? Did she say something to you that you didn't like," I questioned him.
"Oh, so you caught that," he said.
I nodded my head, but didn't say anything. I wanted to give him time to say whatever it is he needed to say.
"Bella, I don't quite know how to take Alice. She seems like a really lovely girl, but she pretty much says and does exactly whatever she feels. She asked me if I truly loved you and if I saw myself spending the rest of my life with you. At one point, I thought she was going to kiss me, because she leaned so far into me while we were talking."
"It just made me really uncomfortable and I told her that. She apologized, but said that she had a feeling that her and I would be more than friends and that you would be okay with it, because you're destined to be with someone else. Evidently, she had some premonition or vision of this," he said while shaking his head in disbelief.
"That's why I was probably looking weird or you felt tension coming from us. I was just stunned by her bluntness. I really don't want to cause any friction between the two of you, because you seem to like her and her you."
"I'm glad you told me all of this Jasper. I had a pretty strange conversation with her earlier myself. She must think she's some kind of psychic, because this isn't the first time she's mentioned having visions or premonitions. I wonder what that's about, I commented!"
I told Jazz all about the questions Alice had asked me and how I was stunned by her boldness to ask such questions.
We moved away from the conversation with Alice, because I knew in my heart that Jazz and I were happy together and that's all that matters.
We talked about music, movies, school, video games, and us. Before we knew it, it was 8 and Jasper said he needed to get going.
I told him that I was driving myself into school tomorrow and asked him to let Rosalie know. I would normally ride in with her and Jazz, but I have someplace I need to go after school.
I walked downstairs with Jasper and gave him a hug, pulling my body close to his and just basking in the warmth of his embrace.
James chose that moment to walk through the front door, but I didn't mind, we weren't doing anything but hugging.
I noticed that James looked solemn, so I pulled away from Jazz and kissed him on the lips. He responded to my kiss and then hugged me close one more time.
"See you at school tomorrow Bella and sleep well tonight," he said and then turned and walked to the front door.
"I love you Jazz, drive carefully."
"I love you too darling," and then he was gone.
I heard his bike roar to life and then he too drove down the same rode Alice had took just a little while ago. I turned and went off to find my brother.
James had walked towards his room, so I followed in that direction.
"Hey bro, you okay," I asked him.
"Hey Bella, how was your day with Jasper," he asked, avoiding my question.
"We had a good time hanging out together. Alice and her brother Edward came over and hung out with us. Now, how about you tell me what's going on. I can see that something is wrong."
"You can be so very observant when it's not wanted, you know. If you must know, Rosalie and I broke up. Or should I say, I broke up with her."
"What…are you trying to punk me or something, because if you are…it's so not funny," I said heatedly.
"Why would you even joke about something like that," I added.
"Probably because I'm not joking Bella. Rose and I have been growing apart for some time now. You didn't see it, because we chose to act normal around you and Jasper. We just felt the time has come for us to pursue other people, not that either of us has our sights set on anyone in particular. She was in complete agreement with this decision Bells. So don't worry that I broke your best friend's heart," he said in his defense.
I knew he was telling me the truth, but it just felt like I was in the "twilight zone" or something. James and Rose have been together as long as Jazz and I have been. It's just unreal to imagine them, "not together".
"Are you okay? I mean, I know you guys loved each other, because you said it to one another all the time," I replied.
"Yes I'm okay, thanks for your concern. Right now, if you don't mind, I really just want to go to bed. I don't mean to be rude or anything, I've just had a long day," he told me.
"Sure, I understand. Get some sleep and I'll see you in the morning. Oh, mom and dad said they should be home no later than 10. Goodnight James."
"Goodnight Bella," he yawned.
I went around the house to make sure all the doors and windows were closed and locked, then I set the alarm.
I made my way up to my room and turned on some music. I was still surprised by my brother's confession. He and Rose not together, just don't seem normal. Well, I'm going to be happy for them, since he said it's what they both wanted.
I stepped into my closet and stripped off my clothes, then I took myself a hot shower. I went over my mental checklist while I was washing my hair.
Clothes ready for school tomorrow – check Got all my school supplies in my school bag – check
I believe everything is in order for school tomorrow. I finished up my shower, got ready for bed, set my alarm clock, turned off my Ihome, and then got under my covers.
Like always, I checked my phone and saw that there were three text messages waiting there for me.
Bella,
Edward and I had a great time with you and Jasper today. Thanks for letting us hang out with you.
See you at school 2morrow.
P.S. I hope we have some classes together.
~ Alice
Alice,
It was my pleasure having you and Edward over today. Jazz and I got to know you guys better and that's cool. Hopefully we will have some classes together.
See ya 2morrow.
~ Bella
Hey beautiful…
I just wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed being in your company today. You are truly gorgeousl and I'm so jealous that Jasper gets to have you and not me.
Is it wrong for me to wish for you relationship to fail, so I can possibly make you mine?
Don't answer that…I just wanted to say thanks!
Goodnight love, dream peaceful dreams
~ Edward
Edward…
It was lovely seeing you and Alice today, spending time getting to know each other.
I see we share a lot of things in common…
I look forward to hearing you play for me very soon!
I won't comment on the Jasper thing, because you know how I feel about him.
You are truly a charmer! Goodnight 2 U 2.
~ Bella
Hi Darling, I just wanted to say I love you and I had a wonderful time today.
I would've called, but needed to talk with Rose.
I'm sure you know what happened by now…I just can't believe it.
As long as they're happy, then so am I!
I hope that never happens to us.
I'll see you tomorrow.
Love U…
~ Jazz
Jazz, I couldn't believe my ears when James told me about him and Rose.
Don't ever think that something like that will happen to us.
We love each other too much for that to happen, but if you ever felt differently
I hope you would let me know so we could part on good terms like they did.
I'm going to bed now, it's been a long day.
Goodnight Jazz and I love you so much!
~ Bella
I never knew how exhausting it is to text. Just replying to those three text has me spent! I guess it's a good thing I'm already in bed.
I plugged up my phone to charge and double check to be sure my alarm was set, then as soon as my head hit the pillow, I was asleep.
That night, I dreamed that Jasper broke up with me to be with Alice and that Edward was there to pick up the pieces.
For whatever reason (in the dream), I wasn't upset with Jasper for breaking up with me. I actually felt complete with Edward!
WTF!!!
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