Disclaimer: Nope still don't own "Twilight". I do however keep hoping that I'll run into Stephenie Meyer's one day while I'm out and about around town (I live in Arizona too).

A.N. In this chapter there will be a lot of interesting things taking place. Some may think that the changes are too abrupt, but I needed to get things moving along. Also I need to forewarn you that THERE WILL BE underage drinking in this chapter, so for anyone that may not condone that sort of thing…please consider yourself warned of the content in this chapter.

*~*HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY*~*

***I just want to apologize to those who say that some of the conversations don't quite flow right or that I use the wrong tense in some instances. This is the first time I've written anything and I don't have a BETA for my story, so I'm going off pure instinct. Please forgive me for my mistakes and slip-ups. I'm learning along the way.

Here's a few of my favorite reviews...

I'mYourGuiltyPleasure wrote: I really love this story, especially the Edward you've created. I like how he keeps persuing her even with obsticals in the way(a.k.a. Jasper), But i also like Bella and Jaspers relationship and that its not just a superfiacial thing to block E and B from getting together to make a story, they are actually in love and are good together. the only thing not perfect about this story is the talking, to me it kinda seems like when they speak, its weird, its more like they are e-mailing each other how the say many different things, then respondto each in order(idk if that really explains what i mean well, but i tried).:) anyway, great story, NEW CHAPTERS PLEASE!

.lips wrote: your story is awesome. i cant wait till edward and bella get together one of the first stories though, we're ive actually liked jasper and bella but nothing beats eddie :) totally agreed with you on the "16year old girls have sex heaps"

pleease keep edward this hot when they do get together :) keep writing, its awesome



After bidding the guy's farewell, Ali led us up the first set of stairs to her bedroom. Pointing out the hall bath, that guest generally used, and then showing us her parents bedroom, their study, Emmett's room, and the one extra room that was located on the 2nd story.

Although she didn't take us to see it, she informed us that Edward had the third floor all to himself, and that there were 2 additional bedrooms, plus two more full bath on that level (there's a full bath inside of one of the extra bedrooms). She said Edward's room had it's own full bath attached to it.

She also told us that all of the rooms that are located on the backside of the house also had a glass wall. Her mom had designed the house to be this way. She said that it gave it character and added to it's value.

Plus, since they didn't have any neighbors for miles and their home was separated from any homes behind them, by a wide stream, they wasn't worried about anyone spying on them while inside of their home.

Ali's bedroom was definitely girly. It was mainly decorated in pink, with chocolate and ivory thrown in. She had the biggest walk in closet I've ever seen in my life. She also had a huge bath connected to her room. This girl was definitely spoiled.

She told us that we all would be sleeping in sleeping bags on the floor, since this was afterall, a sleepover.

We put our overnight bag and shopping bags in her closet. She informed us that we should go down and eat something else, so we wouldn't get sick in the event we had something to drink at the club.

We were taking 2 cars to the club, the guys in one and us girls in another. We did a coin toss to see who cars would be driven and then who the DD (designated driver) would be.

As for the guys, it was determined that Edward's car would be driven for the guys, with Ben being the DD.

My car was chosen for us girls and Ang volunteered to be the DD, because she didn't want to drink. That was cool with me, I didn't have any problems with Ang driving my car, because I know she's a very careful driver.

We went down and informed the guys of the game plan and then we were off to the kitchen to grab some grub.

Once in the kitchen, I saw two people that were just as beautiful as Ali and her brothers. These must be their parents.

The man, who didn't look a day over 35, had the bluest pair of eyes I've ever seen. Even more brilliant than Jasper's baby blues. His hair was the same bronze color of Edwards. The woman looked just as young, if not younger. Her eyes were the shade of the shiniest emerald you could find. She had long black hair that reached her waistline and she was just a tad bit taller than Ali.

Ali and Emmett definitely took after their mom. With the hair color and the facial features, but they had their father's blue eyes.

Edward on the other hand had his mom's eyes, with his father's prominent good looks and sexy bed hair. Both of the boys were tall like their father, which made them more appealing in my opinion.

Ali introduced us to her parents, Dr. Carlisle and Esme Cullen.

We each shook their hands and said hello. They told us that we should address them as Carlisle and Esme, because that made them feel younger.

"Your home is really beautiful," I said to them.

"Thank you Bella," Esme said.

"We finally meet. It seems as if we've known you forever, from the way your parents talk about both you and your brother James," Carlisle said.

I blushed at his words.

"Well, they speak about you just as often. I'm glad to finally meet you both," I said to them.

"There's Chinese food located over in the dining room. We picked it up for you kids, so you can eat something before going out tonight," Esme told us.

"Thank you," Rose, Ang, and I said.

"Oh Ali, before I forget, Sam has all of your names on the list. All you have to do is let him know who you are when you arrive and he'll usher you all inside to the VIP area," Esme informed us.

"Thanks mom, we really appreciate all you've done. You're the greatest," she said with enthusiasm.

We made our way over to the dining room and took a seat. The guys joined us not long after. We all dug in to the delicious smelling food on the table.

We made small talk while eating, and then Ali told the guys to clear the table so we could go up and start getting ready.

I was surprised that Emmett or Edward didn't give her any arguments. Jasper has always been respectful, so I knew that even if he felt she was being a tad presumptuous, he would do as she asked. Ben was a gentleman and quiet, so I wasn't surprised that he didn't say anything. Maybe she has her brothers wrapped around her little pixie finger, her being the baby and all.

It was almost 5 and Ali seemed to think it would take us a full 2 hours to get ready. We wanted to get to the club no later than 9, so we needed to leave the house by 7:30. The club was located in downtown Seattle and Friday nights were clubbing nights in Seattle. Which means, everyone within a 100-mile radius comes to the city to have a good time, causing major traffic jams.

Once in Ali's room, we all grabbed our bags and set to work getting all of things out. Alice went and took a shower in her bath, while Rose used the guest bath down the hall. Ang was going to hop in the shower once Ali was out, so I thought I'd run up and use the extra shower on the third level.

It wasn't hard to locate the room with the full bath inside, but what was hard was trying to figure out how to get the damn shower to work. There were several different knobs and handles there and I just couldn't figure out…why. I was scared I would break something if I happen to turn the wrong knob, so I decided to seek out some assistance.

I found Edward's room pretty easily. It was the only room with a light shining beneath the door and I could also hear music playing on the other side of the door.

I knocked softly and thought that he wouldn't be able to hear me if I did knock because of the music, so I slowly opened the door. I was giving him the opportunity to notice someone entering his room, in case he wasn't decent. He wasn't inside the bedroom when I walked in, shutting the door behind me.

I noticed that the light in his adjoining bath was on, but I didn't hear the shower running or anything. I just figured he might have been in there using the toilet, so I thought I'd give him a minute or two to finish up. If he didn't show his face by then, I would just leave and go back down to Ali's room and wait for Ang or Rose to finish up in the bathrooms on the second level.

I looked around in his room, checking out his priceless artwork on the walls and all the CD's he had lined up against his wall. He even had an impressive array of books on his bookcase.

The CD was changing in the CD player and it was quiet for a moment in the room. I faintly heard soft noises coming from the area of the bathroom. I was instantly on alert. I thought that maybe he was in there hurt and needed some assistance. It just didn't occur to me that maybe, it was something else.

I quickly moved across the room to the bathroom entryway. The door was slightly ajar, so I pushed it open further and moved inside. What I saw kept me frozen on the spot.

There was Edward, completely naked, standing with his eyes closed, leaning up against the outside shower door. He was stroking his very hard, extremely large dick, up and down.

He was so into his actions that he didn't sense my presence. I felt terrible that I was intruding on his private moment like this. I thought that if I turned around and very quietly walked out, he would never know I was here. I wouldn't even wait for him in his room. I would just go back down to Ali's room. They all had to be finished showering my now.

When I turned to walk away I heard him moan my name, "Oh Bella."

This could not be happening, he could not be thinking of me while masturbating. No, this isn't happening!

I tried to convince myself that I had misheard him, that he couldn't possibly be thinking about me in that way. We had just talked the other day about being friends and that he was going to date some of the girls who had been trying to get his attention since he arrived here in Forks. He's not suppose to be thinking of me in that way, even if I sometimes find myself thinking of him and that wonderful kiss we shared.

As I was trying to convince myself of all of this, he moaned my name again. "Mmmm, my Bella." I turned back around to face him, watching him work that massive cock of his.

I felt like such a hypocrite. How could I tell him not to think of me in more than a friendly manner, when I'm standing here watching him pop one off and enjoying it, if I'm being honest with myself?

I tried to imagine him fucking me with that impressive dick of his, but I seriously doubt that it would fit. He was much longer than Jasper and a little thicker too. My body has only known Jasper's dick, so that kind of intrusive may have everlasting effects on me.

I felt my hand travel down to the hem of the robe I had changed into before leaving Ali's room. I seriously wanted to touch myself while I watched him touch his body so intimately.

Without even realizing I was doing it I let out a slow, but audible, gasp. Why the fuck did I do that, I thought to myself.

I brought my gaze up to his face and saw his bright green eyes staring straight into my brown ones. I couldn't move, nor could I find the words to say anything.

I started playing with the belt of my robe, while trying to think of what to say. It was like my feet were rooted to the spot and couldn't move.

As if I hadn't made a complete ass of myself already, I mistakenly loosen the belt holding my robe together and it draped open showing Edward all my glory.

By this time, Edward has moved away from the shower door and is now standing in front of me with a look of need and want in his eyes.

He reached out to me, touching my face with his hand. I wanted to turn and press my lips to the palm of his hand and then step closer to him to feel his still erect penis up against my skin.

Just then an image of Jasper flashed into my mind and I snapped out of the trance I was in. I looked up into Edwards's eyes and said, "we can't do this to him."

I told him that I had just came in his room looking for him to help me figure out how to work the shower in the other room, when I heard noises come from inside his bathroom that startled me.

I explained that I didn't know that they were "those" kind of noises or else I would've walked right out of his room and just went back downstairs to wait for a shower to become free.

I couldn't find the words to tell him how I just watched him stroke himself and imagined him fucking me and making him moan my name out loud, while he makes me yell out his name.

I couldn't tell him that I had never seen a dick as big as his and wanted to know what it would feel like inside of my body, maybe even inside of my mouth.

I couldn't tell him any of that. I wouldn't tell him any of that, because we're friends and we're not going to cross that line. Plus, I'm with Jasper and it would crush him if he knew what happened inside of this bathroom. Even if we didn't have sex, it was still something that shouldn't have happened and it's all my fault!

So I said, "I'm so, so sorry Edward. I didn't mean for any of this to happen and I'll understand if you hate me now. I didn't mean to lead you on just now, but I can't do "that" with you because I'm in a committed relationship and that wouldn't be right. I'm sorry!"

I turned and ran from the bathroom after that, running to his bedroom door and jerking it open and then slamming it behind me.

I went to the bedroom I had been in earlier, grabbed my things and ran back down to the second level. The bathroom Rose had used was now empty, so I dashed inside, hoping and praying that the knobs for the shower wasn't complicated like the ones upstairs.

Thankfully they weren't, so I quickly turned on the shower and jumped inside. I turned my thoughts away from what transpired upstairs moments ago and washed away my guilt. I washed my hair after rinsing off the soap from my body. When I was done, I shut off the water, dried off my body and then brushed my teeth.

I quickly blow-dried my hair and then put back on my robe and made my way to Ali's room.

Believe it or not, only 30 minutes had transpired between me leaving and going upstairs and now. So nothing was really said when I walked into the room. Ali just assumed I like to take long showers.

Ali and Rose were working on Angela's hair and make-up. Rose was straightening her hair with the flat irons, while Ali was applying some blush to her cheeks.

Both Rose and Ali had their hair and make-up finish. They were still in their robes, but I just figured they didn't want to put on their clothes until we were almost ready to leave.

I put my things away and grabbed my make-up bag. I went into Ali's bathroom and applied my make-up.

Rose told me that she wanted to do something cute to my hair, so as soon as she was finished with Ang, she set to work on my head. She pinned it up in the back, leaving spirals to fall haphazardly along the front of my face. It looked very elegant.

Now that our hair was done and our make-up applied, we could get dress. The four of us were ready by 6:45, and we were making our way down the staircase to where the guys were waiting.

I was feeling nervous all of a sudden. Not because of what I was wearing, but of seeing Edward. I didn't even give him a chance to say anything upstairs in his bathroom, so I didn't know what to expect. When we walked into the family room, all attention was on us.

Thank God Carlisle and Esme had a prior engagement and were already gone. I didn't think I could stomach them seeing me dressed like this.

The guys let out whistles and made wolf calls when they laid their eyes on the four of us.

"You ladies look beautiful," Ben said, looking only at Angela, but addressing Rose, Ali, and I with his compliment as well.

Jasper looked at me and smiled. "You look amazing Bella. I'm going to have my hands full tonight, trying to fend all the guys off you." He then looked at the other girls and told them how nice they looked, although I felt like he held Ali's gaze a little longer than he should.

"Well hot damn! Forks actually is beginning to look appealing," Emmett said.

"You ladies look lovely," Edward said in his soft sexy voice.

God, do he have to always sound so perfect. Do he have any flaws? I'm beginning to think not! He has the perfect looks, perfect body, and even the perfect dick…I still can't get over that beautiful work of art.

Someone must have asked me a question, because all of a sudden I heard Edward clear his voice to get my attention.

How embarrassing, to be caught daydreaming, by the one who you were daydreaming about.

Evidently it was him who had asked me the question, because everyone else were talking amongst themselves.

"I'm sorry Edward, did you say something," I asked him.

"Yes, actually I did. But I think I'm more interested in knowing what you were so deep in thought about," he said instead.

Caught! Shit, why did he have to be so damn observant? How could I skate around this one?

"Oh, I was just thinking about what Jasper said, that's all. I sometimes get flustered after he pays me a compliment," I said lamely.

I don't think he bought it, but he let the subject drop.

"Right. Well then, now that I have your attention, I asked if you wanted me to go and start your car so it could warm up. It's just a tad cold out tonight and I'm sure you would be more comfortable in a warm car," he said.

Always the gentleman. That was very nice of him to think about us girls like that.

As I was getting ready to reply, there was a knock at the door. Since he was the closest to the door, he went to answer it.

I went over and stood next to Jasper who turned and hugged me, kissing me softly on the lips.

Edward chose that moment to return, of course he saw the exchange between Jazz and I. I could see a hint of jealousy cloud his eyes, before he blinked it away.

"So, Carlisle and Esme thought it would be more exciting for the 8 of us, if we had a chauffeur take us to the city," he informed us.

"If we're all ready, let's get going. Our limo awaits," he declared.

When we were all settled inside the limo, each one of us took in all the amenities that was offered. There was a flat paneled TV, a video library, an Ipod with the docking station, a well stocked bar, and even an assortment of snacks and food.

Ali moved over to the stocked bar and began mixing up some concoctions in shot glasses. She then in turn gave us each a glass, filled with the golden liquid. I thought for sure that Ang and Ben would turn down the glasses she gave them, but nope, they held on to them.

"What is this Ali," I asked.

"Kamikaze," she replied.

"Raise your glasses," she said.

"To a night of fun, excitement, fulfilling fantasies and adventure," she toasted.

We all downed our drinks in one gulp. It wasn't too bad, I actually kind of liked it. Maybe that's why I had 2 more before we got to the club.

I had a feeling I was going to be shit-faced come tomorrow!

We pulled up to the front of the club, right near the entrance. Our chauffeur opened the door and we piled out one by one.

Ali went right up to the big guy standing in front of the entrance and told him who she was. He looked her up and down and then looked over at Emmett and Edward, who had accompanied her to the entrance. He then motioned for them to follow him. Emmett waved us over and the 8 of us followed the big guy through the main floor, up the stairs to a cozy little room that overlooked the dancefloor.

This was my first time ever stepping inside of a VIP room, so I wasn't quite sure what to expect when I found out we would be in one. I sure as hell didn't expect to find our very own bar, bathrooms, and seating area.

The seating area was made up of comfy looking mini sofas and chairs, arranged around low circular glass tables.

It could fit up to 50 people with no problem. Once we settled in a section that was specifically set-up for 8 people (not sure if that was on purpose or not), a waitress came over and took our drink order.

Us girls got an apple martini. The guys all got something different. Emmett and Jasper got Coronas and a shot each of Patron. Ben ordered a Long Island ice tea, while Edward asked for a Scotch neat.

I pulled Ang over to the side and asked her what made her change her mind about drinking, since she had stated that she didn't want to drink at the house.

She just said that her and Ben decided to let go and enjoy themselves since we had a limo and no one had to worry about being a designated driver.

That made sense. I'm glad that they're letting themselves have a good time, not with the drinking, but just by not worrying about anything and just letting go.

This place was amazing and unreal at the same time.

What baffled me was that, the waitress didn't even I.D. us. She just went off to fill our orders without a backward glance.

"Ali, how come she didn't ask us for I.D.," I said.

"Probably because Sam told them that they were to give us whatever we asked for," she replied with a big grin.

"Don't worry Bella, we don't do this on a regular basis. We are decent kids and our parents wouldn't tolerate us being a bunch of misfits, but tonight is special. We wanted to show you guys a good time and it's okay to live a little. Plus, you don't have to order alcohol if you rather not drink. I promise we won't be offended," Edward said with that dazzling smile of his.

"Well in that case, drink up," I said to everyone enthusiastically. Our drinks had arrived during Edwards little speech.

He looked at me stunned for a moment and then shook his head before taking a sip of his own drink.

When everyone else wasn't paying close attention, I leaned over and asked him what that little gesture was about.

He leaned in towards me slightly, saying into my ear, "you never say what I expect you to say. You always surprise me and I don't think I'll ever be able to get use to that."

He straighten himself back in his seat and I smiled slightly, while blushing. I was definitely going to need a few more drinks if I was going to be able to be around him and not be skirmish or blush every other second.

Better yet, I needed to get away from being in such close proximity as him. I jumped up abruptly and told Ali we should go out and dance.

She jumped up with a huge smile on her face, clapping her hands, while agreeing with my suggestion.

Rose, Ang, Ali and I all went out to the dancefloor. We found a spot on the floor and began moving in motion to the beat of Britney Spears, "Womanizer".

We hadn't been out on the floor long before the guys joined us. We all danced together, without really dancing together.

A slow song came on next and I danced with Jasper. Ben and Angela were dancing just a few feet from us. I didn't see the others, so I assumed they had gone back up to the VIP room.

Jasper asked me if I was having a good time and I told him I was. He told me all about their game of Guitar Hero while the girls and I was out shopping.

Evidently Emmett didn't think anyone could beat him on the game, but was beaten 3 times by Jasper. At first he pouted and threaten to throw the game in the trash, but Jasper told him that it was possibly beginners luck. That seemed to have done the trick, because Emmett went back to his normal self, according to Jazz.

He told me that he was having a good time and really liked Emmett and Edward. He and Edward are supposed to get together and play the guitar together sometime this weekend and see how each other sound, he told me.

I know how much Jazz loves playing his guitar and he plays really well. So I'm interested to see them play too.

Speaking of playing, Edward promised to play the piano for me sometime. I will have to see if he will remember that promise. Then again, I don't need another reason to fall for this guy. He's already perfect and I think seeing and hearing him play the piano, may be the last straw for me. Especially if he's as good as I think he may be.

The song ended and we headed back up to the room with the others, leaving Ang and Ben out on the dancefloor. Edward and Emmett were no where to be found, while Ali and Rose were sitting in 2 of the chairs drinking another martini.

I thought that this might be an excellent opportunity to set my plan in motion for Rose and Emmett (Operation Emmett's Rose). I turned to Jazz and looked him in the eyes, giving him that pout that he loves so much.

"Jazz, could you do me a favor and take Ali out on the dancefloor to dance. I think she really wants to dance and that will give me a chance to talk to your sister. I haven't really been able to do so since she and my brother broke up," I said to him knowing that he wouldn't deny me an opportunity to talk with Rose.

"Sure babe, you know I'll do anything for you. I love you darlin," he said then covering my lips with his own before asking Ali to dance.

She quickly accepted and they were off to the dancefloor. I told myself that I hope I didn't regret that, because I honestly believe that Ali has a crush on my boyfriend. I didn't worry about it though, because I trust Jasper and I know he wouldn't ever hurt me like that.

I went and sat next to Rose and made small talk.

"So how's it going Rose?"

"I'm good," she replied.

"You having a good time Bella? I saw you and my brother doing your thing out there on the dancefloor," she said with a wink.

"Yeah, I'm having a great time. I was just saying to Jazz that you should get out there and dance too."

"Not unless I'm out there dancing with my girls. I hate it how guys try to feel me up when I dance with them, that's why I haven't accepted any of their invitations to do so," she said with attitude.

"You know, there's one guy here that I'm pretty sure wouldn't treat you like that. Who would be a perfect gentleman," I told her with confidence.

"Who may that be Bells? I just may consider it, especially if he's good looking."

I kept quiet for a moment, trying to prolong the anticipation. I looked up at her and she gestured to me to get on with it. So I opened my mouth to speak.

"Emmett," I said simply.

She looked alarmed at first and then quickly masked her face to that of indifference.

"Why would you suggest him? Did he say something to you about me or something," she asked with interest.

"Maybe, but I think if you opened yourself up to him more, he may get up the nerve to ask you to dance."

"Would you dance with him if he asked you to Rose?"

"Of course I would Bella. He's Ali brother, so I know he's got to be a good guy," she said as if that should have been obvious.

"Rose I'm going to say something and I want you to hear me out before you say anything, okay," I asked her.

"Okay Bella. Go ahead and say it," she urged.

I chose to throw caution to the wind and just tell her what I thought. Whether it's true or not, at least it'll be out in the open and may even cause her to act on it. Here goes nothing, I told myself.

"Rose I think you and Emmett need to stop playing these little games and just go ahead and hook up. I see the way you look at him and watch him, he does the same thing to you as well. If you're concerned about the way it'll look if you started seeing someone so soon after breaking up with my brother, don't be. I mean, he's already considering dating again, so you should too," I told her.

"I don't mean to come off aggressive or overstep my boundaries, but I want you to be happy. If you think that Emmett will do that, then go for it. At least give it a try," I said softly while patting her on the arm to let her know I was being sincere.

"Oh Bella, I can't believe you have caught on. Emmett and I have been flirting low key with one another since the first day of school. I don't know what it was, but when I first met him at Mike's party, I felt the sparks fly between us. That's how I knew that your brother and I were over. I asked him to come over to my house that next day, so we could talk and I could tell him that it just wasn't working for us anymore."

"Bella, understand me when I say that I truly loved your brother. I just wasn't in love with him. Please don't hate me. I want to be with Emmett and I think he wants to be with me too. I just don't know how to tell Ali and I was afraid to tell you, because of James. Edward knows and so does Jazz, but we swore them both to secrecy."

"I could never hate you Rose. Your relationship with my brother isn't any of my business. You guys are broken up and you were both in agreement about it. I want you to be happy, so go after him and don't worry about anybody's reaction. I'm sure Alice won't mind and if she do, she'll get over it," I said to her.

We looked at each other and then we both bust out laughing. Just then Emmett and Edward came back into the room, looking at one another as if they missed out on something.

After we got over our fit of giggles, I looked at Rose seriously and casually nudged my head towards Emmett. I then mouth, go get your man and I got up and walked over to the bar.

I knew that Edward would follow me, so I wasn't too surprise when I turned to look at Rose and saw him standing in my line of sight.

I peaked over his shoulder and saw Rose and Emmett sitting next to one another, with their backs to us, deep in conversation.

I then looked back to Edward who was staring at me intently. I knew he was going to bring up the events from earlier and I was drunk enough already that I knew I would be able to handle that conversation. Just to be safe, I decided to order another drink first, before he began talking.

I held up one finger to halt him from beginning and downed my shot of Patron and then nodded to him to go ahead.

"You look absolutely ravishing tonight Bella," he said in my ear.

I felt my body shiver from his closeness. He smelled so good and looked even better. I couldn't help but to tell him so.

"You look pretty edible yourself, Mr. Cullen," I said.

I must really be tipsy, because those words should not have come out of my mouth. Why am I sitting up here flirting with Edward, when my boyfriend is just down the stairs dancing with my friend?

"You know Bella, you really caught me at a vulnerable time earlier this evening in my bathroom. I really needed to release some tension and you prevented me from doing that. You wearing that dress isn't helping matters either," he said with a slight naughty edge to his voice.

I was fumbling for words to say to that statement. I mean, I really didn't mean to walk in on his intimate moment, but truth be told, I'm not so sure that I'm sorry I did. I got to see this beautiful man in all his naked glory. I can look can't I?

"I really did not mean to walk in on you like that Edward. I really did need some help in the guest bedroom that's down the hall from your room. I was just caught off guard because I heard you moan my name," I said.

"I know you didn't mean to, it's just that you now know my secret. Since I can't have the real thing, I like to touch myself while I think about you doing it for me. I hope that doesn't creep you out or anything, because I didn't mean to. It's just driving me crazy not being able to be with you. I've never had to deal with something like this before, so please forgive me if I overstep my boundaries more than I should."

"This is what you do to me," he said while taking my hand and pressing it to his hard dick.

Instead of snatching my hand away, I gently pressed it more firmly into his erection, cupping him in my hand.

"Edward, I won't deny that I'm attracted to you and wouldn't want anything more than for you to fuck me right here, right now. But I love Jasper and he truly does make me happy. I've never had to deal with anything like this either. Loving one guy, while lusting after another one. This is just as hard on me, because I don't want to hurt anyone," I said to him with pleading eyes.

"Jasper is a good guy Bella, and I don't want to see him hurt either. It's just hard not wanting you."

"Bella, would it be okay if I just touched your warmth, just so I can know how it feels? I promise that's all I'll do if you let me."

I was stunned at his request. I've wanted him to touch me and do much more, since the first time I laid eyes on him. Now here he is asking me to let him do the one thing I've been dreaming about. My drunken brain wasn't being reasonable tonight because I nodded my head to tell him it was okay.

I looked over his shoulder again to see what Rose and Emmett were up to, making sure they hadn't witnessed our close proximity. I knew Rose would be livid if she saw what was going on, because I was doing something wrong behind her brother's back. To my surprise, Rose and Emmett were no where to be found.

I saw Edward nod to the bartender, who then walked from behind the bar and over to the door leading from the room to the dancefloor. He closed the door behind him as he walked out, leaving Edward and I alone in the room. For whatever reason, I was not nervous.

The DJ switched songs from an upbeat to a slow one. I heard the beginning strands of "Love In Da Club", by Usher began to play.

Edward walked over and looked through the glass at the crowd below, it was like he was searching for someone. For a moment his faced turned hard and I thought for sure he was angry, but then he relaxed his features and stared through the glass. After a few moments, he turned and walked back over to stand right in front of me.

"It looks like Jasper and Ali are keeping each other occupied out there on the dancefloor and so does Emmett and Rose," he informed me with an underlying tone in his voice.

"Well, that's good. I'm glad to hear that everyone is enjoying themselves," I replied not wanting to press him about what was bothering him.

Just then, Edward moved in closer to me, dipping his head down and taking possession of my mouth. He kissed me hungrily, thrusting his tongue gently inside of my mouth. His hands rested on my waist, holding me securely in place. My hands went up to his beautiful bronze hair, and I ran my fingers through his messy curls while we kissed.

Much too soon he was pulling away, but only to move me closer to the edge of the seat. I then felt his right hand move down to my exposed thigh. I knew there was another reason why I loved this dress so much, it was just short enough and had a high enough split for easy access.

I felt his hand move further up closer to my already wet pussy. He didn't know that he was going to be in for a surprise when he reached his destination.

Finally, I felt his hand brush up against my core, with no barriers to prevent him from touching me more intimately. I had decided to forego the thong I bought to wear with the dress, and just go commando instead.

I looked up in Edward's eyes and saw the shocked expression on his face.

"My God Bella, you don't know what you're doing to me," he said while closing his eyes and leaning his head back.

I then felt one of his fingers dip inside of me and I jerked forward, pushing it in more. Oh my God his finger felt amazing. He added in another and began pumping them in and out of me slowly. It felt so good, I didn't want him to stop.

He did stop though after awhile and took his now dripping fingers and put them in his mouth, sucking off my juices. That one action sent my nerves reeling. I wanted him so badly right now. He could take me right here on this barstool and I would be happy. All thoughts of reason gone out the door.

"I know I said that I just wanted to touch you my love, but I would really, really, like to taste you Bella. Will you let me taste you and make you cum in my mouth? That will make me a very happy man," he stated.

"What about Jasper? He would be so angry if he found out I cheated on him with Edward or any guy for that matter. I really do want you to taste me and so much more, but that would mean that I was cheating on my boyfriend," I said with disappointment in my voice.

"Bella, I won't say anything to Jasper about this. This will stay between you and I. I don't want to make you angry with me love. I'm hoping that you'll one day be my girlfriend, so I'm not trying to do anything to make you hate me," he assured me.

I didn't want to over think this. I knew what I wanted and I would just deal with the consequences. I told Edward he could do that to me, if that's what he wanted to do.

He reached behind me and handed me a shot and held one in his own hand. To us he said and then we downed the liquor in one gulp. He then took the glass from me, kissed me lightly on the lips, and lifted me up on the counter.

He stepped between my legs, pushing them apart gently and knelt before me. He was so tall that even with me sitting on the counter and him kneeling before me, he was leveled with my waiting pussy.

He kissed the inside of both thighs before placing a light kiss on the outside of my womanhood. He then licked me from my opening all the way up to my nub, pausing there to suck it inside of his mouth. His tongue did figure eight's in my pussy. He didn't even add in any fingers, he just worked me over with his tongue. I came so hard I damn near tore his head off with the pressure of my legs.

He got up off his knees and lifted me off the counter and placed me back in my seat. I pulled him to me and kissed his roughly. I hoped he could tell that I wanted more than what he just gave, but just in case he didn't, I started undoing his belt. I undid the button to his slacks and pulled the zipper down.

He looked down into my eyes and said, "are you sure you want to go this far Bella?"

I looked up into his eyes and answered, "I'm very sure."

I reached inside his pants, noticing that I wasn't the only one who went commando tonight. I grabbed his huge cock in my hand and slowly rubbed it up and down. His head fell back and he held on tight to my waist.

I pushed him away from me some, just so I could slide down off the barstool. I dropped to my knees and took his dick fully in my mouth. What I couldn't put in my mouth, I gripped with my hand and massaged it up and down.

"Fuck Bella, shit that feels so damn good," he exclaimed.

"Oh yes, like that love, I'm going to cum if you keep licking it like that."

I kept up my pace, making sure to twirl the tip with my tongue. I had my tonsils taken out when I was 8, so I didn't have to worry about that gag reflex feeling. I was able to take Edward's huge dick further down my throat then most girls probably would be able to.

He tastes amazing in my mouth. I can't believe I'm doing this with him. I just hope it's worth it in the end!

"Shit baby, I'm getting ready to cum," he said trying to pull away from my mouth.

I wasn't having any of that, I latched on a little tighter, letting him know that I wasn't budging. After a couple more licks and sucks, his cum shot straight down my throat. I didn't spill one single drop of it.

He helped me up and told me that as much as he wanted to be inside of me, that we should probably quit while we're ahead because the others would be back soon.

We straighten up our clothing and each went to the restroom to wash our faces and freshen up some more. When I returned, the bartender was back behind the counter and Edward was sitting down talking with Ang, Ben, Rose and Ali.

I walked up to the bar and got another drink, downing it before I went over to sit with the others.

Rose was smiling more so than ever and I thought that to be a good sign. Ali was leaning over on Rose, completely smashed. I laughed at the sight of her.

Ang and Ben looked so much in love as she sat on his lap, with him playing with her long silky hair.

Just then Emmett and Jasper came back from the restroom. Jasper looked like he was barely able to hold himself on his two feet. I immediately jumped up and went to him.

"Jasper, are you okay?"

"Are you ready to go, because we can," I told him.

"No Bells, I'm fust jine," he said slurring his words.

"I just need to go be with Ali, now she's the drunk one," he said.

I found his statement a little odd. Since when did he "need" to go and be with Ali? I wanted to ask him what he meant by that statement, but knew that he was too intoxicated to probably comprehend that kind of inquiry. I decided to let it go for now.

"Well I don't know about you guys, but this scene is getting old. Let's go home and play truth or dare," Emmett suggested.

"Yeah, that sounds like fun. I'm gamed," Rose agreed.

So we all prepared to leave, Emmett and Rose helped Jasper out to the limo, while Edward carried Ali. Ang and Ben followed us all out.

The ride home was pretty somber. Everyone, aside from Ali and Jasper who was drunker than drunk, was in their own little oblivion. I gave them both water to drink, to help sober them up quicker.

We pulled into the Cullen's driveway sooner than I thought was possible. We all piled out, Edward tipped the driver and we went inside. By this time Ali and Jasper were a little bit more alert now, not by much though. We went into the family room and got comfy on the sofas and chairs.

Emmett stood in front of us all and said, "so here's the rules."

You must do whatever it is you're dared to do.

If you pick truth, then the person asking the question must know the answer.

Anyone, who refuses a dare, will have to take a shot.

"So everyone cool with that," he asked.

There were a few nods of the heads and several people said yes.

"Okay, since I'm the one who suggested the game, I'll go first," Emmett said.

"Alright Alice, truth or dare?"

"Truth," she answered.

"Is it true that you haven't had sex in a year?"

"Yes that's true," she answered still showing remnants of being drunk.

"Okay my turn and I choose Bella," Ali said.

"Truth or Dare Bella?"

"Shit what the hell, dare," I said.

"I dare you to French kiss Edward," she told me.

I couldn't believe that she would dare me do that. Unless she have ulterior motives. Probably not, I can't see Ali being that malicious. So I got up and went over to Edward, who had a big grin on his face, and I kissed him like it wasn't something I really wanted to do.

I think he caught on to what I was trying to do, because he just sat there not showing any emotion. After a few seconds, I broke the kiss and then went to sit back in my seat.

I stole a glance over at Jasper who appeared to not really be phased by the kiss I shared with Edward. Maybe he wasn't the jealous type afterall, which is a good thing for me right now.

So it was my turn now and I chose Ang. I dared her to suck Ben's middle finger and she did it. Everyone was shocked at her boldness.

She chose Rose and dared Rose to straddle Emmett and act like she was riding on a horse. Rose being the bold type she is took her dare in stride. She straddled Emmett and grind against him and you could see his face turn a deep shade of red. He had to excuse himself for a few minutes after that.

When it came time for Edward to pick a person, he chose Jasper. Jasper picked dare and Edward dared Jasper to tongue kiss Ali.

Jasper looked at me and then without waiting for me to signal him to go ahead, he went over and placed his mouth on Ali's and he kissed her for a good minute. When he pulled back from the kiss, he looked at her, smiled and then went and sat down in his seat.

Everyone looked shocked and surprised at the exchange between the two of them. I was looking at him in disbelief, because I couldn't quite understand the change in his behavior towards Ali.

I felt Edward's eyes on me, but I didn't look at him. I know he knew I sensed that he was watching me, because he stood up and said that we should call it a night and get some sleep.

All the girls went up to Ali's room to change into our PJ's. The guys were not sleeping all in one room. Ben was sleeping in the only guestroom on the second level and Jasper was sleeping in one of the guestrooms on the third level. Emmett and Edward would of course be in their respective rooms.

Since Ali was still a little drunk, we decided that she should sleep in her bed so she would be comfortable. Rose, Ang, and I all took a sleeping bag and settled into it for the night. I was sleep almost immediately.

I woke up a few hours later when I heard the bedroom door open and then close. I thought that maybe Ben was coming in to check on Ang, maybe to get her to sneak out and make out with him some. However, when I looked over, I didn't see any additional people in the room with us. Ang and Rose were still asleep in their sleeping bag next to me. I looked up to Ali's bed and noticed that it was empty.

She must have gone down to the kitchen to get something to drink or to have a snack, I thought.

After 15 minutes of her being gone, I thought I should go and check on her to make sure she was okay. I got up and quietly left out the room, being sure to close the door behind me. I then went down to the kitchen and it was dark, no Ali anywhere on the first level.

I thought that was strange. So I thought maybe she went to see Edward. I know that they're really close and she confides in him from time to time. Just to be sure that she was okay, I decided to go up and check to see if she was in his room. When I got to his room, I didn't hear anything. I peeked inside and didn't see her. Edward was sound asleep.

Then I heard muffled voices coming from one of the guestrooms. I followed the sound to the same room I had been in earlier today, with the shower that I couldn't work. The door wasn't closed all the way, so I gently pushed it open. I couldn't believe my eyes when I looked over at the bed. There was Ali, riding Jasper. They both were completely naked, going at it like newlyweds.

Jasper was moaning and cursing, while Ali was trying not to scream out his name. They couldn't see me from where I was standing and I didn't want them to. I don't know what I would have said if they caught me standing there. Just then, Jasper flipped Ali off of him and positioned her on all fours. He then drove deep inside of her, causing her to curse out loud.

They must not have thought they were too loud, because they kept on going. All of a sudden, I felt a pair of arms wrap themselves around my waist. I wasn't startled, because I was familiar with these arms. He turned me in his arms and told me that he was sorry. I let him pull me down the hall to his bedroom and he sat me down on his leather chaise lounge chair.

"I'm so sorry that this happened Bella. I would've never thought Jasper would cheat on you," he told me.

When he said that to me, I thought back to what we had done at the club and I immediately felt sick to my stomach. I ran to Edward's bathroom and purged my stomach. He was right there holding my hair back, rubbing soothing circles along my back.

When I was done, he got a washcloth for me and I washed my face and rinsed my mouth out with some Listerine. We went back in his room and I layed down on his bed. He layed beside me and held me. I turned towards him and cried into his chest until I fell asleep. I awoke 3 hours later to find Edward in a deep sleep. I slipped from his embrace and made my way back down to Ali's room.

She still hadn't returned, so I figured her and Jasper was making a night of it. Maybe they thought everyone was so drunk that no one would notice Ali missing.

I made my way over to the closet and gathered all of my things together. I slipped on the tracksuit I had brought to wear today. After I was fully dressed and I had everything, I looked at Rose and Ang who were sleeping so peacefully. I hope that they didn't wake up early and find those 2 together. I don't think Rose would be as understanding and Ang may start to hate Ali because she and I have been good friends since forever.

With one last glance, I walked out of the backstabber's room and made my way down the stairs and out of the house. I put my luggage and shopping bags in the backseat of my car and then settled into the driver's seat.

I was home in less than 10 minutes. I pulled into the garage, to hide my car from view. I grabbed my bags and let myself in the house through the entrance there. It was still early enough that I wasn't expecting anyone to be up.

I wasn't so lucky, my parents were woke and was sitting at the counter having a cup of coffee. They were surprised to see me walking into the kitchen.

"Hi sweetie, what are you doing back, I thought you said you wouldn't be home until Sunday afternoon," my mom asked.

I had to think quickly, because I couldn't tell her the reason I was back was because I caught my new best friend, fucking my boyfriend. I'm sure that wouldn't go over too well.

"I didn't feel too well and I thought I was coming down with a bug or something, so I came home," I lied.

"If you're not feeling too well Bells, we can take you to the doctor. I don't have to be to the station for another couple of hours," my dad said.

"No, I'll be fine dad. I just need some rest. I'm going to go up and take a nice hot bath and then crawl into bed."

"Can I get you guys to do me a favor and tell anyone who calls me that I'm not feeling well and I don't want any visitors or phone calls? That I'll call them later or see them on Monday? I just don't want to be bothered if that's okay," I told them.

"If that's what you want sweetheart. But are you sure you don't want me to let Jazz, Ali, or Rose in if they stop by," my mom asked.

If looks could kill, my mom would be dead right where she sat.

"No mom, I don't want to see anyone, not a single person. That goes for Jasper, Rose, Ali, Edward, Emmett, Ang, or anyone besides you guys and James."

"Okay Bells, if you're sure," my dad said.

"I've never been more sure of anything in my life," I told them.

I gave them both a hug and then went up to my room. I was so glad that my room was spotless, it made coming home to a clean room feel so good.

I unpacked my bags and then went inside my bathroom to start my bath. I stripped down and got in once it was ready. I submerged myself until the only thing showing was my head.

I soaked my body for awhile in the tub and cried until I was both exhausted and wrinkly. I finally pulled the plug and got out.

After I dried off, I blow-dried my hair and put it in a braid down my back. I put on a white sports bra and some boyshorts, pulling my light blue striped lounge pants on with a light blue tank top.

I closed up my blinds and pulled the curtains closed, not wanting to have any sunlight shine through my window, and I got into bed.

It was now 9:20 and I was sure my absence had to be known now. I'm sure that I have several missed calls and even a few text messages waiting for me on my phone, but I wasn't in any mood to deal with that right now. I had put my ringer on silent when I left the Cullen's and I haven't turned it back on since arriving home.

I would face everyone when I was ready, not a moment before. I think I'm still in a state of shock, because I don't feel as angry as I know I should. However, I knew the storm was on it's way and Ali and Jasper better watch out!

I was shaken awake later that evening, wow I can't believe I slept that long, by my brother. I was a little disoriented, because I couldn't remember when James had come to the Cullens house.

Then I looked around the room and I saw that I was lying in my own bed and the event of earlier this morning came flooding back in my mind.

I could feel the tears beginning to form in my eyes and blinked them away. I didn't want James to see me crying and then start to question me. I knew for a fact that he would pummel Jasper in the ground if he knew what he and Ali was doing in that guest bedroom at the Cullens home.

I looked up in his face to ask him why he was waking me up, but when I looked in his eyes, I could see that he had been crying. I immediately jumped up and asked him what was wrong. Why he was crying? Where were mom and dad, because of course I would think that something happened to them if he was crying.

He looked me in my eyes and then hugged me to him. He told me that there's been a death, it's someone that's close to us, he said. It's not mom or dad, he added when he saw the look on my face.

Then who could it be, I asked myself. Images of people close to me started roaming through my head. I could see Ang, Ben, Rose, Jasper, Ali, Edward, and Emmett. Even Carlisle and Esme's face crossed my mind.

Even with all the anger I have inside of me for Ali and Jasper, I would never want to see them dead. My mind was on overload. I began to shake and I felt really cold. James caught me just as I was about to hit the floor. Then, my world went black.


A.N. So there it is the chapter where everything changes. Did I do okay? Was it too much? I'd really like to hear your thoughts on what's happening. Please review, it makes me very happy to read your comments.

I also wanted to say that I feel very bad about not personally replying to your reviews. With me not having my Internet working properly, it makes it a little hard to write a personal response to your reviews when I'm using a public computer and have a timed session. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that by the time I post Chapter 7, I will have everything working properly again. Thanks!