(A/N) Thank you guys so much!!! You are the best readers ever!!! I only expected like 5 reviews but I got 15!!!!! Even the fact that I am not Stephenie Meyer can't spoil my joy!!1 Well…maybe a little bit…
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Oh and also I'd luv to hear what you guys think I should change or add to the story (MarilouCullen I am thinking over how and when I can add your idea) but anyway I'm not magic, like Stephenie Meyer and I don't want to run out of Ideas. I still have a few plot twists hidden up my sleeves, but I might need your help getting there. Luv you guys so much!!! Oh and someone asked where Emmett is, he's living at Edward's house. He finished collage and is dating Rosalie, a senior at Forks High. Does that clear it up…sort of?
Alice and Jasper caught up to me just as I had finished loading up my tray and paid the rather chubby server for my meal.
"Come on we found a table. Over here!" As usual, Alice was jumping up and down with excitement. Jasper put a calming hand on her shoulder. I winced. Why couldn't I have someone to calm me down, or even someone in general?
When we got to the table I was surprised to see a few more faces then I had expected. I knew them all from the Cullen table but I wasn't expecting them to migrate over here. Angela had come over, she was a nice plain girl whom I was very good friends with. I was surprised that Alice didn't mention her in the parking lot earlier this morning, but all the same I was glad she was here. Mike, the ever loving golden retriever was looking me over with a new eye. I was single now, so it shouldn't have surprised me. I inwardly groaned at the thought of the pathetic "will you go out with me?" speech he had almost certainly already planned. I was shocked to see Eric and Seth sitting on either side of him however. I stared at them, wondering if they had the wrong table.
"Hey Bella," Seth looked at me apologetically. "I'm sorry about you and Edward." I flinched and he continued in a rush. "I was going to sit with them but I realized how much of a better person you are then him." Eric was nodding his head to everything Seth was saying. His head looked endanger of falling off his neck.
"Yeah, I'm sorry for laughing at you in History today," he said meekly.
"That's O.K. thanks for sitting with me." They looked relieved to have been forgiven so easily.
I turned to Jacob. I knew he would be here. He had been loyal to me since day one. He was my best friend. He wasn't jealous of Edward like Mike was. Jacob was just nice.
"How are you Bells," he looked deep into my eyes.
"I'm fine," I lied casually. He raised his eyebrows but thankfully he didn't comment. Damn it! He knew me too well.
EPOV
I saw her from across the cafeteria. I was sitting our table, well I guess it was my table now. I was surrounded by my laughing and joking friends. They were all thrilled when they heard I had broken up with Bella, especially the girls. Eric and Seth had sat here for the first five minuets of lunch but then stood and left to join Bella's friends at a table far away from where I was sitting. They looked disgusted and I couldn't really blame them. Bella entered with Alice and Jasper a few minuets later. She was purposely not looking at me. Fine by me. It was so annoying how she kept trying to make eye contact with me in cases today. And she was stupid enough to let Ms. Hanson get her worked up and hold her back so we had to sit next to each other again. I was trying my hardest to-
"Hey baby," Tanya slid into my lap.
"Did you miss me?" I grinned at her. She giggled. Was it really my fault that I was so damn gorgeous?
"I heard you needed help getting over your break up" she purred in my ear.
"I could use some help," I murmured. We started kissing. Not too intense, or else the teachers would put an end to it.
When we stopped to catch our breath I looked over at Bella's table. She was staring at me with unshed tears in her eyes.
BPOV
So I was just that replaceable was I? I thought Edward had changed. We had been going out for two whole years when- wait? Did I just say Ed-Edward? I did!!! I guess being pissed let me say his name. I t wasn't like my wall was broken. It was more like I could see through it without feeling the pain of the memories. When I was pissed I could view them, but never quite feel them.
And I was so pissed now. I knew he saw that I had seen him, and surprisingly that didn't make me shrivel up in embarrassment, it just made me hate him more. He hadn't changed at all I growled to myself. He was just using me… for two years.
Edward used to be the biggest player in the school. He would have a new girl on his arm every week. When I first started here I was disgusted with him. Seeing that he could not get me, he only tried harder for me to like him. He promised to be different just for me and I believed him. I guess I was just a proven test result to him now. Edward Cullen could have anyone he wanted.
"Bella?" I looked around to see everyone staring at me or looking from Edward to me to Edward once more.
"Bella?" Jacob repeated, looking at me worriedly.
"I-I'm fine, I dunno, I have to get to class."
"I'll walk you there," Alice said decisively. This was my only class without him. I only had this class and the next one until Biology. I really hoped my anger would last me until I saw him again. I hated the power he held over me. I wanted to break away but I was sure that I wouldn't be able to, ever.
FLASHBACK
"You know I love you, don't you?" He was holding my hand. We were in his Volvo parked outside the party, now in full swing, that was going to be his biggest test. Our first party together as a couple.
"I do love you," he said worriedly as I still didn't respond.
"We'll see,"I said doubtfully. He looked irritated.
"Look I promise I won't even touch any of the other girls," he said this like it was an impossible task. In his world, there was no party without and least a dozen make out sessions all with different girls.
"You'll o it for me?" I asked very doubtful that this was going to be a success.
"I 'll do it because I love you," he said stroking my face.
He kissed me then, long and passionately. When we finally sat up to catch our breaths, he stared at me for a long time.
"That was the best kiss I have ever had," he sounded surprised.
"Let's get this over with" I mumbled and stepped outside the car. It was so late that the black Volvo melted into the black sky behind it.
"Let's go," Edward grabbed my hand and we walked inside the well lit house.
There was just one girl he toughed that whole entire night.
END OF FLASHBACK
I can make it through one more class I thought. My anger was draining out from my body quickly. I was sure I could get angry at him again though…If I could just look into his eyes…
(A/N) Sorry this one was really bad. I've been trying to write longer chapters but it's harder then I thought. This is my first fan fic so I'm really happy you guys like it so much. Please review and don't be afraid to tell me if you hate where I'm going with this. I have some surprises for you guys but if you really the it please tell me.
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