When she comes back

Chapter 6

"God I'm scared" Hannah said as she got out of the car in front of Sonny's place. Being here made everything seem more real.

"Why are you scared it's not your fault you didn't chose to leave. Not to mention the fact that we are a family and that's not going to change." Carly said helping Hannah move to the front door.

"You are freaking me out even more now."

"What?"

"It's just that you're being so nice I feel like something bad is going to happen."

"I don't understand, and stop freaking out everything is going to be fine."

"Whatever you say lets just get this over with." Hannah said moving toward the door "maybe you should go first."

"Fine I'll go first" Carly opened the door she didn't bother knocking they knew she was coming "remember when you were fearless?"

"Very funny Carly very funny."

Carly and Hannah entered Sonny's living room "Sonny I'm here."

"Good because if you have a crazy..." Sonny stopped in the middle of his sentence when he seen Hannah. "It can't be true." He said walking toward her; he placed his hand on her cheek to see if she was really there. "How?"

Hannah reached up to grab his hand "Yeah its true Sonny I'm right here." with all her fears she didn't expect it to go like this. She envisioned Sonny hating her. That he would want to strangle her right then and there. But he didn't he was just so happy to see her. It was only half over because she still needed to see Jason.

"Hey I'm sorry I'm late I had to do something with Sam." Jason said. At first he didn't notice the woman that was standing with Sonny, but when she turned around his heart stopped.

"Hi Jason" she said in a whisper that he barley heard. He could see the tears start to form in her eyes that he knew she would do anything to make sure they didn't fall.

"Can you two leave us alone?"

"Yeah sure I wanted to check on the boys. Come on Sonny." Carly said as she dragged Sonny up the steps.

Par of Jason wanted to run over to Hannah take her in his arms and never let go. Another part a smaller part wanted to yell and scream at her. He knew that part of him excited but what scared him the most was if he acted on that small part he would end up hitting her. And that was the last thing that he ever wanted to do.

When Hannah looked in Jason's eyes she could tell that he was having trouble dealing with her return. So she made it easy on him and sat down on the coffee table and looked up at him. "I stopped by your place yesterday."

"I heard I just didn't know that it was you."

"Why would you I was gone a long time."

"Yes you were I was really worried about you. All these things kept going through my mind. I almost went crazy."

"I'm sorry I didn't know it would turn out this way. If I could have come back sooner I would have."

"I know that Hannah I never thought you left on purpose."

"I really missed you."

"I missed you too."

"I was a little afraid about coming back after all that time away."

"Why would you be scared of? Was it because of me is that why you were scared?"

"I wasn't afraid of you personally it was how you and everyone would react to my coming home after so long."

"I can't put up with this anymore." Jason said sitting down on Sonny's couch.

"Put up with what Jason?"

"The fact that your sitting there in front of me but you feel like your miles away just beyond my grasp. I have waited five years to see you again so you could answer the millions of questions that I have. But here we are beating around some god damn bush instead of getting to what we really want to talk about."

"Jason" Hannah said trying to get closer to him.

"No" he gently pushed her away. "If you get to close I don't know what I will do. I want to take you in my arms and act like the past five years never happened. I want to be with you in so many ways. But I moved on I'm engaged to an amazing woman whom I don't what to hurt."

"I understand and I promise that I wont get in the middle or try to wreak your happy home."

"I didn't think that you would."

"I made Carly promise not to get involved, but I cant guarantee anything.

"I can handle Carly."

The two sat in silence wanting ask questions but not knowing how to start the conversation. "Why don't you ask me what I know you wanted to know for the past five years."

"Ok where the hell have you been for the past five years as I lost my mind?"

"You don't have to act that way."

"Fine just tell me what happened."

"There was a man that came bursting through the door wanting to know where you were. Actually he wanted something, he never told me what it was. I tried to scare him off but this other man came and injected me with something. The next thing I know its five tears later and the doctors said that I was in a car accident and the two other men died shortly after the accident."

"Do you have ant idea what they wanted or who was behind the whole thing?"

"No I was hoping that you could tell me because they weren't interested in me."

"Than why did they take you?" Jason said standing you; his voice grew louder as he was near yelling. He didn't know why he wasn't mad at her he was confused and the only thing he could think of doing was yelling.

"I don't know Jason I was a little preoccupied at the time to worry about the Q&A portion. Maybe they wanted to use me as some type of leverage to get whatever the hell they wanted from you." She was yelling now too.

The words hit him hard he always knew that it was his fault that she disappeared but hearing the words come out of her mouth was like being shot in the chest. "I can't be here right now." Jason said as he backed out of Sonny's living room and slammed the front door behind him.