Wow ok sorry this took so long but my life has been so busy and I've been feeling crappy for a week now yea im finally happy cuz I went to a dance Friday night and it was amazing and so yea here's the next capter.

Disclaimer: sigh it's all Stephanie Meyer's what would we do without her

"I don't want to live without you! I don't want to wake up and have you be dead. I don't want to be all alone again!" She ran up to me, tears streaming down her face. She buried her face into my chest and sobbed. I wrapped my arms around her small frame and murmured soothing words into her hair. It was just like coming home. She felt so small and fragile but as I held her I couldn't think of anything but the fact that se was with me, after all we've been through, that she still wanted me.

"I don't want you to be dead." She whispered again, her voice muffled by my shirt.

EPOV

We sat in that meadow for a long time. We were afraid to dangle our feet in the water in case it would wake us up from this extra ordinary dream we were in. Instead we sat by the edge of the water and talked. It was amazing being able to talk to my Bella again after all we had been through together. We talked about how sad Bella was when I left her, and how distressed I was after I drove away from her that day. We both cried when she told me about how James had hit her and I had to stop myself from punching the ground in frustration at not being there to save her. When the sky around us began to darken we got worried.

"What if I wake up and your dead?" Bella whispered. Her head was lying in my lap and I was gently stroking her hair.

"I don't know." A tear escaped her eyes and slowly rolled down her cheek. Not being able to bear watching it slowly fall down her beautiful face, I quickly stopped it's progression with the tip of my thumb.

"Edward…?" Bella wisped, suddenly fearful.

"What Bella?" I hated seeing her afraid.

"What if…What if I died and you're still alive?" I was shaking my head before she even finished her sentence. You can't be dead Bella, you just can't be. Don't think like like that Bella." I was almost shouting by the time I was finished. Bella was cowering against my lap.

"Bella, I'm so sorry it's just…I couldn't live with myself if you died, I wouldn't be able to bear it."

"And you don't think I would feel the same way?" She glowered up at me.

"I guess you're right," I admitted.

"So what do we do now?" She asked. The sky was almost pitch black by this point and I could barely see her face, but I knew she was there. I could feel the warmth of her body radiating off of her and I just wished this moment would never end, that we could live in this fairy tale world forever. I knew that this wasn't real, that we would have to go back at some point, but I just didn't want to think about that with Bella so close and warm and safe.

BPOV

I suppose all good things must come to an end at some point. The summer turns to cold Winter, the sun fades into the black night, and comeback only to leave you once again. The thing with nature is that the Summer always returns and the sun always comes back in the morning. But you never know what people will do. People are too afraid to show their feelings, too afraid to show any weakness. That's what I like about babies, they can't defend themselves so they rely absolutely on the people who care for them. The automatic trust they have is amazing and as we grow older we become less and less trusting. We hide behind layers of ourselves and build walls that nobody can penetrate. You can only hope that one day you find someone who can set you free and open all of your defenses, because only when you are stripped down to your last layer of being, can you fully trust again.

I woke with a start and saw the white hospital room around me. I felt the pain all over my body again and new that the good had ended and the bad must begin.

EPOV

Love is a very weird force. You can't really describe it to anyone. You love your parents and your family but when you love the one you are meant to with it's hard to describe. Rationally, it is impossible for one person to fill every one of your needs or desires. But when you meet that person you don't feel like you're missing anything. In fact it's more like a part of you that you didn't even know you were missing came back and attached itself back onto you. In that case it wouldn't make sense for that person to be exactly like you. It would make more sense to attracted to your opposite. It's like in all the movies where the popular guy falls in love with the geeky girl. Of coarse in the geeky girl turns out to be beautiful once she takes her glasses off . But true love isn't like that, you don't need to change something about yourself if that's what brought you to that person in the first place. As I said: Love is weird.

I woke with a start and looked around, expecting to be back in that ally way with James and Emmett. The pain slowly came back to me and I groaned in pain.

"Edward?" It was Emmett.

"Are you ok?" I rasped, my throat was dry. "Where is James?"

"I'm ok! You think a little bitch like James can take me down?" Emmett handed me a glass of water. "And James is in a jail cell awaiting trial right now."

I sighed. Everyone was ok. Wait a second! I forgot about on person…

"Emmett?"

"Yea little bro?"

"Is Bella ok?"

Emmett's grin slowly melted off his face, replaced by a look of sadness.

"Emmett?" I asked when he didn't answer, panic was building up inside my chest.

"Edward, you're not going to like this-"

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